Chapter 7 We Can't Go Back
The next day, Xiao Nian slept a little late, and it wasn't until Luo Shanshan called her that she woke up from her daze. [No pop-ups.]
Shi Xiaonian answered the phone, and she said in a daze: "Shanshan." ”
"Xiao Nian, are you still coming to work, what time is it!" Luo Shanshan said loudly dissatisfiedly, Shi Xiaonian glanced at the time, and as a result, the whole person disappeared from sleepiness.
"Yes! I must go to work! Boss Luo, give me half an hour!" Shi Xiaonian got up from the bed, and she swore to Luo Shanshan on the other end of the phone.
"Give you half an hour, don't come for half an hour, come and see you!" Luo Shanshan roared domineeringly, Shi Xiaonian pulled the corners of her mouth, is Shanshan teasing her? This kind of dialogue is obviously only available in TV costume dramas!
Shi Xiaonian got up to brush her teeth and wash her face, breakfast was a glass of milk and two slices of bread, when she finished washing and enjoying the perfect breakfast, she still had ten minutes left, if there was no traffic jam, she could arrive at Luo Shanshan's cake shop on time within ten minutes, but if she was unfortunately stuck in traffic...... Then it can only be hehe.
Today, Xiao Nian's luck was good, she didn't go up the elevated road, but walked through the aisle, although she was blocked for a while when crossing the traffic light, she still arrived at the cake shop smoothly.
Luo Shanshan didn't have time to take care of her, because as soon as she opened the store, she answered several orders, and now she is busy in the back kitchen, and Shi Xiaonian is cleaning the front desk casually, anyway, she is very idle.
As she cleaned slowly and leisurely, Luo Shanshan came out of the back kitchen, and as soon as she came out, she complained to Shi Xiaonian: "Xiao Nian, you obviously know how to make cakes, why don't you come in and help me?"
"Because I want to see the front desk!" Shi Xiaonian said confidently.
Luo Shanshan had no choice but to look at her resentfully, and Shi Xiaonian showed a bright smile to Luo Shanshan.
Feeling that she had really lost to her, she resigned herself to the back kitchen and made her own cake. Shi Xiaonian supported his chin with his hand and looked at the passing cars on the street boredly.
This kind of life is quite comfortable, but it's just a little boring, in fact, it's very simple to be busy, just help Luo Shanshan make cakes.
Shi Xiaonian still kept the complete set of cake-making tools that Luo Shanshan had bought for herself before, and she still remembered what her original intention was to learn to make cakes, as for now......
Shi Xiaonian couldn't find a reason to make her own cakes, and one more thing, she didn't want to make cakes because she didn't want to touch those things related to Jian Hao. Everything about Jian Hao, she has been trying her best to forget recently.
Because it won't be so painful if you forget, perhaps, Shi Xiaonian doesn't know, but she is still quite satisfied with her current life, it turns out that there is no love, and there is no big deal, at least there is no problem in living.
And just when Shi Xiaonian was in a trance, the door of the cake shop was suddenly opened, and a tall figure walked in. Shi Xiaonian came back to her senses, and was about to say "Welcome", when she saw Jian Hao's face clearly, all the words were blocked in her throat, and she opened her mouth, but she couldn't say a word.
Jian Hao...... It's been a long time, I haven't seen you for so long, why are you still coming to me?
Shi Xiaonian showed a touch of astringency in her heart, but her face was silent, and she asked expressionlessly, "Hello, may I ask what do you need to buy, sir?"
Jian Hao looked at Shi Xiaonian's cheeks, her attitude was very cold and hard, which made Jian Hao a little unaccustomed, he stepped forward and wanted to grab Shi Xiaonian's hand, Shi Xiaonian retracted his hand, and Jian Hao grabbed it empty.
His face froze, he couldn't say a word of the words he had thought of, the atmosphere became a little silent, Jian Hao stood in place for a while, he raised his head, looked at Shi Xiaonian, and asked seriously: "Xiao Nian, these days... You... Are you doing well?"
"Not bad. Shi Xiaonian smiled at him.
As for how true or false the smile was, even Shi Xiaonian herself didn't know, but she understood that her embarrassed side should never be revealed in front of Jian Hao again.
Jian Hao said: "I'm not having a good time. ”
His expression looked very depressed, and Shi Xiaonian almost softened, but she straightened her face and sneered: "Are you doing well, what's my business?"
"Xiao Nian, this is not your sincere words, is it?" Jian Hao didn't believe that Shi Xiaonian had become so unfamiliar, he asked anxiously, and Shi Xiaonian's next answer made him even more disheartened.
"That's not what I mean? So Mr. Jane, tell me, what should I say? Oh, by the way, I forgot to congratulate you, congratulations that you're getting married, but I'm not going to attend your wedding, I'll wait until you get married next time." ”
Her words were indeed vicious, Shi Xiaonian didn't know what was wrong with her, in short, her heart was blocked with anger, she hated, she was unwilling, why did Jian Hao treat her like this, she tried her best to avoid him, he had to * her, didn't he?
Jian Hao saw Shi Xiaonian's anger, he thought, Shi Xiaonian is still angry now, what she said must not be sincere. She was angry, angry with him, which showed that Xiao Nian still cared about him!
He raised his head, looked at Shi Xiaonian, and asked sincerely, "Xiaonian, how can you forgive me?"
"Forgive you? That's what God does. Shi Xiaonian turned around, she didn't plan to continue talking to Jian Hao, she was afraid that her disguise would fall apart in front of Jian Hao.
"Xiao Nian, I know what you said is angry, I'll wait for you here, wait for you to forgive me!" Jian Hao said loudly to Shi Xiaonian, Shi Xiaonian stopped his steps, Jian Hao saw this, he couldn't help but be happy, did Shi Xiaonian change his mind and forgive him?
I only heard Shi Xiaonian say coldly: "You are not welcome here, please go out!"
"I ......" Jian Hao still had to say something, Shi Xiaonian turned her head, she gritted her teeth, her eyes were red, and she looked at Jian Hao stubbornly.
She repeated, "Get out now, now, immediately, immediately!"
Jian Hao had no choice but to go out.
The scorching sun was in the sky outside, exposing the earth, Jian Hao didn't bring an umbrella, he just stood under the scorching sun, the sun was dazzling, he lowered his head, and his eyes never left the cake shop.
Shi Xiaonian sat on the sofa, she told herself that she couldn't care about Jian Hao's life or death, he was looking for death by himself, he had to wait, then wait, just kill him!
I don't know why, the more Shi Xiaonian thinks about it, the more angry she becomes, she should be very happy, but why can't she be happy?
For a moment, she was so sad that she wanted to cry, why was this? Isn't this great? Didn't she also fantasize about the day when Jian Hao would be so embarrassed, or even more embarrassed, and make him pay for the wrong things he had done!
Shi Xiaonian couldn't help but look at Jian Hao, seeing him standing in the sun, the strong light, the terrible temperature, and the sun made Jian Hao sweat profusely. Sweat wet his bangs, Jian Hao's back was very resolute, he seemed to have really changed, at least he would not have made such a move before.
For a moment her heart relented, and she wanted to step forward, but she didn't move, because she didn't know what she should say when she stepped forward. If it was a TV series, she should have been moved by Jian Hao's persistence, rushed out quickly, and threw herself into Jian Hao's arms, thanking him for his persistence, but this kind of hypocritical drama, Shi Xiaonian was not interested at all. She picked up a glass of juice and took a gentle sip.
When she came to Luo Shanshan's cake shop, Shi Xiaonian discovered a new thing, that is, she could calm down and think about her life. Or rather, she can think better. People comprehend more things in thinking again and again, and they can also recall all the previous things.
His Shi Xiao Nian hadn't asked Jian Hao yet, why did he fall in love with her when there were so many women?
It's not that Shi Xiaonian is not confident, but that's the truth, everything in terms of family background and background, whether it is Jin Suya or Hua Xiaoyun, they all completely crush her, and Jian Hao chose her, is it for curiosity?
It's not out of the question.
Hua Xiaoyun and Jin Suya both know that Jian Hao loves Shi Xiaonian, but Shi Xiaonian himself doesn't know why Jian Hao loves her, isn't it funny to hear?
Shi Xiaonian saw Jian Hao being exposed to the scorching sun, and she seemed to have a strange pleasure of revenge. Jian Hao failed her, this is what he deserves, this negative man has finally been punished! Is he uneasy in conscience? Or is he ashamed of her? Unfortunately, Shi Xiaonian is not the previous Shi Xiaonian, she will not be soft-hearted!
So at this moment she will not walk over and stage a sad scene, she just sits in the room, enjoying the air conditioner, and the drink, to see how long he can wait.
Time passed little by little, during which Luo Shanshan came out, and when she saw Shi Xiaonian and Jian Hao confronting each other like this, she didn't say anything.
She also heard about Jian Hao, she, an outsider, can't C if she wants to, and Jian Hao actually wants to marry other women and give up Shi Xiaonian, which Luo Shanshan can't accept.
Therefore, she doesn't care about Jian Hao, out of the psychology of protecting the calf, she thinks that Jian Hao deceived and turned her back on her good sister, and she should be punished!
After the scorching sun, a light rain suddenly fell from the sky, falling on the street and spreading into a small stream. Shi Xiaonian watched Jian Hao's body wash away in the gradually increasing rainstorm, her heart was a little spasmodic, she took a deep breath, and pressed this pain, she closed her eyes and forced herself not to think about it, not to think about it!
She sat on the couch, a little tired, and inadvertently, she fell asleep.
In Shi Xiaonian's dream, Jian Hao's face enlarged in front of her eyes over and over again, cold, domineering, and invading her dreams without a trace of emotion, of course, occasionally gentle.
Suddenly, Shi Xiaonian heard a loud rumbling sound, and the thunder woke her up from her sleep, she opened her eyes, and was sure that it was thunder, and it was dark on the street outside.
She hurriedly got up and looked out of the door, when she looked at Jian Hao's figure, she saw Jian Hao falling to the ground, he was sideways, motionless, Shi Xiaonian saw this scene, she was startled!