Chapter 111 Stay Tonight

Qin Tianhai sighed silently, he didn't respond to Mei Xuenan's question, but changed the topic and said to her calmly: "It's too late, I'll send you back." ”

Looking at Qin Tianhai's retreat, a trace of disappointment flashed in Mei Xuenan's eyes, she stared blankly at Qin Tianhai's face, which looked particularly vivid in the night, and nodded lightly.

Today, Mei Xuenan didn't drive over, and Qin Tianhai asked his subordinates in Paris to drive them to Mei Xuenan's apartment.

Mei Xuenan's apartment is located in the 11th arrondissement of Paris, which is a suitable place for young people to live, surrounded by many designers and fashion people, Mei Xuenan lives in a small apartment of about 80 square meters.

When Qin Tianhai sent her to the door, Mei Xuenan said to Qin Tianhai who was standing outside the door, "Can you come in and sit for a while?"

Qin Tianhai was a little hesitant in his heart, he originally wanted to politely decline, but seeing the deep pleading in Mei Xuenan's eyes, he softened, and finally nodded, and slowly walked into Mei Xuenan's small apartment.

The decoration style of this apartment is a standard French style, because Mei Xuenan is a designer, so some design concepts are incorporated into the living room, which is elegant and fashionable.

Antique floor tiles, beige wallpaper with tree motifs, European-style sofas, fireplaces, small tables and chairs, as well as greenery decorating all corners of the room, and chic shoe racks full of beautiful shoes, all show the ingenuity of the owner.

Mei Xuenan hung Qin Tianhai's long windbreaker and hat on the hanger in the living room, and then entered the bedroom to change into a set of home clothes, she said to Qin Tianhai who was looking around the room: "You sit down, I'll make you coffee." ”

Qin Tianhai smiled, removed a chair from the table and sat down, looking at Mei Xuenan's figure making coffee in the kitchen.

Mei Xuenan, who was at home, was wearing a beige long sweater, the sweater was very loose, the baggy lapels hung low, the lower body was a pair of black elastic pants, and the beige velvet slippers with a bear pattern were on her feet.

At this moment, she was concentrating on making coffee, her pretty face and slender figure looked so young, just like a female college student studying here, and she couldn't tell that she was already a thirty-two-year-old mature woman.

Qin Tianhai stared blankly at Mei Xuenan's figure, her appearance at this time reminded him of their college days, Mei Xuenan at that time was what she is now, but her demeanor was more lively and youthful than now......

Just when Qin Tianhai was thinking wildly, Mei Xuenan walked over with a coffee pot and a plate of snacks.

Mei Xuenan poured Qin Tianhai a cup of strong hot coffee, added a little sugar to him, and then sat down on the chair next to him.

Mei Xuenan pointed to the plate of dim sum and whispered to Qin Tianhai, "I baked it myself, try it." ”

Qin Tianhai's gaze fell on the plate of colorful snacks, looking at his focused gaze, Mei Xuenan explained with a smile: "There is no artificial coloring, it is completely natural, the pink is made of strawberry juice, the green vegetable juice is made, and the yellow one is made of pineapple juice." As he spoke, he picked up a light pink snack with his slender jade fingers and handed it to Qin Tianhai, and said to him, "This is strawberry-flavored, you should like it." ”

Qin Tianhai took it with a smile, took a bite gently, and sure enough, there was a faint strawberry fragrance, he raised his head and looked at Mei Xuenan's eyes, and said softly: "It's delicious." ”

Mei Xuenan smiled sweetly, and there was a kind of satisfaction in her smile.

Qin Tianhai finished eating the piece of dim sum, and he was about to get up and say goodbye, but just when he raised his body and was about to say to Mei Xuenan, "It's not early, I should go back", Mei Xuenan's expression became very surprised, and she asked Qin Tianhai softly: "What are you going to do?"

Qin Tianhai had already stood up, he looked at Mei Xuenan, and replied cautiously and softly: "Yes, it's too late, I want to go back, and I still have some things to discuss with Astom tomorrow." With that, Qin Tianhai went to the hanger and picked up his windbreaker and hat.

Mei Xuenan didn't get up, her expression had become cold at this moment, she didn't look at Qin Tianhai, but said to him coldly: "After so long, the first time you came here to visit me, and you didn't ask me about my specific situation now......? It's cold!"

Qin Tianhai stopped taking off his hat, and he slowly walked in front of Mei Xuenan.

Mei Xuenan, who was sitting on the chair, suddenly opened her arms, hugged Qin Tianhai's waist tightly, and slowly closed her eyes, but crystal tears slipped through the corners of her eyes.

Qin Tianhai's body froze, he sighed softly, stretched out his hand and slowly stroked Mei Xuenan's back, he found that Mei Xuenan's body was trembling violently, she should be sobbing.

After a moment of silence, Qin Tianhai said to Mei Xuenan in a very sincere tone: "Xuenan, what I want to say to you...... Just: if you're looking for a ...... Lifelong partner, let's go back to China, in a foreign country, after all, many cultures and upbringing experiences are very different from ours, adapt to it...... I'm afraid it's going to be difficult, so let's go back to China, okay?"

Mei Xuenan opened her misty teary eyes, looked up at Qin Tianhai, and said to him in a hoarse voice: "I can't go back to China, last time I went back, I had a complete falling out with my father, he has said that he no longer recognizes me as a daughter, and Cedar is also very disappointed in me, now go back, who else can I rely on?"

Qin Tianhai sat down again on the chair beside Mei Xuenan, stroked Mei Xuenan's slender arm and said to her earnestly: "But aren't you more lonely and helpless here? After you go back, at least you have relatives and friends who can take care of you, and it is better to communicate with you in terms of cultural life, your father and your brother, I think they will slowly understand you in the future." ”

Mei Xuenan tried the tears on her face, shook her head, and said stubbornly: "I'm not afraid of loneliness, as long as I have thoughts in my heart, I am used to life in France, and I recognize it when I am old like this, just ......" Speaking of this, Mei Xuenan looked at Qin Tianhai's eyes steadily, held his hand, and said to him bitterly: "I just hope you can come to see me occasionally, anyway, you also have business here......"

Looking at Mei Xuenan's eager eyes, Qin Tianhai slowly held her hand, and was silent for a moment, Qin Tianhai said to Mei Xuenan in a helpless tone: "But I'm afraid that this will delay you!"

Mei Xuenan's head shook like a rattle, and she stubbornly said to Qin Tianhai: "It doesn't matter if there is a delay or not, I have tried to accept other men over the years, both domestic and foreign, I have looked for them, but in the end I still can't give my whole heart to them, and it is not fair to them to be together, so at the moment this kind of life is my voluntary choice," Speaking of this, Mei Xuenan clenched Qin Tianhai's hand tighter, and she said to Qin Tianhai with a little pleading: "Tianhai, stay tonight...... Stay with me. ”

Qin Tianhai stared at Mei Xuenan's eyes steadily, her face was so delicate, her beautiful eyes still had residual tears, and at the same time, they were full of strong longing and expectation, Qin Tianhai subconsciously stretched out his hand, wanting to touch the soft face that had made his heart move......

At that moment, the defense line in Qin Tianhai's mind was almost completely collapsed.

But at this moment, Qin Tianhai's mind suddenly appeared that Gu Xinrui got up early in the cold wind to send him out with a huge belly, and asked him a thousand times, and Qin Tianhai's sanity suddenly recovered!

He violently pushed Mei Xuenan's body away and said to her categorically: "I...... Can't!"

Hearing this, Mei Xuenan's eyes flashed with deep disappointment and sadness, and she said to Qin Tianhai sadly: "I remember that when you sent me abroad, you said that even if you can't be together, you only love me in this life, and it is impossible to fall in love with anyone else." But in the years since I left...... You can change lovers frequently, but I can't accept other men's bodies at all, is it really true to the old saying that infatuated women are thin and affectionate?"

Hearing Mei Xuenan's aggressive questioning, Qin Tianhai was stunned, he didn't expect Mei Xuenan to know so much about his situation in China during those years.

Seeing the incomprehension in Qin Tianhai's eyes, Mei Xuenan turned her head angrily and said, "Don't think I don't know anything! Although I have left the country, my heart has always been by your side, and I have been paying attention to your every move for so many years. It hurts me to hear that you change lovers frequently, but I am in a foreign country, and I will encounter your mother's huge resistance when I go back rashly, so I can only have more than enough heart, besides, I have been comforting myself, you are only looking for them to meet your physical needs, and you will not really fall in love with them, because I believe in the promise you made to me at the end......" Speaking of this, Mei Xuenan covered her mouth and sobbed silently.

Facing Mei Xuenan's extremely excited words, Qin Tianhai was speechless.

He couldn't explain that he went to find other women frequently because he forgot Mei Xuenan, this explanation was very pale and funny, Qin Tianhai knew that he really didn't have any ethics in this regard, and his lame explanation would only get darker and darker, so he could only remain silent.

But his silence aroused an even greater grievance in Mei Xuenan's chest, she looked at Qin Tianhai, and said to him in a choked voice: "Until you married that woman surnamed Gu, I was still paralyzing myself, saying that you married her just to give an explanation to your family and complete the task of continuing the Qin family's incense, you don't have any real feelings for her, Tianhai, you are honest with me today, isn't that so?"

Qin Tianhai was even more speechless, he admitted that he did think so in his heart at first, but now that everything about Gu Xinrui had infiltrated his life bit by bit, then this original intention was no longer so obvious......

Mei Xuenan didn't know what Qin Tianhai really thought in her heart, she just wanted him to give herself an accurate answer, a little psychological comfort, she shook Qin Tianhai's hand vigorously and asked him repeatedly: "Tianhai, you tell me, is this so?"

Faced with her aggressive questioning, Qin Tianhai had no choice but to nod carelessly.

A smile of surprise appeared on Mei Xuenan's face, she took Qin Tianhai's hand and stood up, leaned on his body tightly, and said to him emotionally: "If that's the case, why do you insist on refusing to touch me? I know that you still love me in your heart, you don't love her, she is pregnant again, and she can't meet your physiological needs, so how have you endured it in the past few months?"

Facing Mei Xuenan's seductive words, Qin Tianhai subconsciously took a step back, and said in a low voice: "Xue Nan...... Don't ...... like that."

But Mei Xuenan was not afraid at all, she stepped forward and leaned her body closer to Qin Tianhai, hugged his waist tightly and said to him boldly: "Tianhai, what are you afraid of? I won't ask you for any promises, everything is something I am willing to give you, besides, this is a foreign country, no one will pay attention to what we do, Tianhai, tonight, you can stay with me!"

In the face of Mei Xuenan's bitter pleading, Qin Tianhai's psychology at the moment was very conflicted, to be honest, during Gu Xinrui's pregnancy in the past few months, he was indeed very uncomfortable, and at this moment, recalling the picture of his love with Mei Xuenan in the past, he did have an instinctive desire in his body.

However, his reason told him that he couldn't do this, for the sake of Gu Xinrui, for the sake of their children, and for the sake of Mei Xuenan, he had to restrain his desires.

And at this moment, Mei Xuenan's movements were also pressing step by step, she pulled Qin Tianhai's hand to her lower body, and then said softly to him in a charming tone full of temptation: "Don't you really want to ......" Saying that, Mei Xuenan stood on tiptoe and touched Qin Tianhai's lips with her pink lips.

Qin Tianhai's lips were obviously resistant, cold and without any temperature, Mei Xuenan's fiery temptation did not provoke any response from it, and at this moment, Qin Tianhai's expression was the same as his lips, calm and cold, and there was no reaction.

Feeling Qin Tianhai's indifference at the moment, and also feeling the resistance of his hand, Mei Xuenan felt that her self-esteem was greatly insulted, her face flashed with suspicion, and she asked Qin Tianhai in a low voice: "Do you have any other women outside?"