When Lin Xiangwan heard him say this, he only felt that his nose was sore, and his tears were uncontrollable, and they flowed out all of a sudden. Such a simple sentence made her feel so emotional.

He knew it hurt.

She always thought that pain would only make people sad, and she never thought that pain would make people so happy.

"Ah Wan......" Chu Di saw Lin Xiangwan standing motionless at the door as if he was stupid, just covering his mouth and crying, and he also had an indescribable feeling in his heart.

"Do you really feel it?" Lin Xiangwan wiped a handful of tears and walked over with a smile.

Because they often do acupuncture and massage, Chu Di's back is covered with blood marks, only they know how difficult the process is, and falling again and again is a disappointment again and again.

How strong does a heart have to be to endure such suffering over and over again.

Chu Di beckoned to her, "When Yang Nursing's needle applied to me just now, I suddenly felt a little pain, but ...... Bring me the mugwort. ”

The so-called acupuncture is the combined name of acupuncture and burning, acupuncture naturally needless to say, the burning method refers to the use of burning moxa wool according to a certain acupuncture point to burn the skin, the use of heat stimulation to treat diseases, although Lin Xiangwan did not know what Chu Di wanted to do with moxa, but still gave it to him.

What she didn't expect at all was that Chu Di took the burning mugwort, didn't say anything, and pressed it on her calf at once.

The smooth skin was immediately burned into a bubble, and his expression was not the slightest pain, but filled with infinite joy.

"What are you doing?!Are you crazy?, how do you burn yourself with this thing?"

His movements were too fast, so Lin Xiangwan couldn't guard against it, and it was too late to snatch the things in his hand. Seeing him self-harming, Lin Xiangwan was very annoyed, she took care of him so well these days, all the wounds on his body were closed, even the surgeon in the hospital praised her for her professionalism and meticulousness, but he was good, and suddenly came to such a hand.

"Ah Wan, I really have feelings, not my delusions. I really feel the pain. Ignoring Lin Xiangwan's annoyance, Chu Di stretched out his hand and hugged her tightly into his arms, his joy overflowing. It turned out that all this was true, not his delusion, he really felt pain, real pain, and not like a wooden man, no matter how he pinched him and hit him, there would be no reaction.

Lin Xiangwan was hugged by him in a daze, and his heart was mixed.

She has actually made up her mind, even if he can't stand up again in this life, he will always be in a wheelchair, as long as he doesn't refuse and doesn't push her away, she won't give up on him. They had been through so many things together, he couldn't die for her, how could she ignore him and leave him to fend for himself?

But Lin Xiangwan didn't mind raising him for the rest of his life, could Chu Di really let her do this?

His arrogance may have been smoothed out by her, but the arrogance is still there, letting her stay with her self like a waste, wasting her youth, and wasting her best years with him, which is something he would rather self-destruct than have happened.

"Why are you so stupid, why are you so ruthless, if it hurts, wouldn't it be good to let Xiao Yang get another needle, why hurt yourself. Lin Xiangwan was held by him and couldn't move, so he could only murmur.

Chu Di smiled lightly, "I was so anxious that I forgot about it." It's okay, I'm rough and thick, and I'll be fine in two days. ”

Yes, after such a serious injury, now this small injury, he will not pay attention to it at all. Seeing that Lin Xiangwan didn't answer, Chu Di continued, "Ah Wan, I'll get better." I will do a good job of rehabilitation, I will stand up, just like before, you don't have to worry about me anymore, you don't have to run for me, you take care of me now, and when I get better in the future, let me take care of you, okay? You and Ye Nan, leave it to me, okay?"

He used to rarely ask her if she was okay, if she could do it, he would give it if he wanted to, and he would take it if he wanted to, never caring about her mood and preferences, but now, he finally learned to ask her for her opinion, no longer regarded her as a foil in his life, but really put her on the same level as himself.

And what Lin Xiangwan wanted, it was nothing more than that.

At this point, it is a lifetime, although he is ready to take care of him for the rest of his life, let him take care of himself......

Lin Xiangwan didn't speak, and Chu Di wasn't in a hurry, just waited quietly.

It seemed that after a long time, the woman in her arms said softly, "I am very difficult to raise, my health is not good, my temper is also bad, and I also drag my family with me." The small one in my family, as you know, is even more difficult to raise...... Are you really decided?" "Although there may be no past ties between us, but the future may not be easy, I am not actually a good wife, not suitable for a homely room, and I like to find trouble, are you sure that what you want is me?"

"Don't say that about yourself, how are you, I said it. I'm sure every word I say now is well thought out. Ah Wan, give me a chance, and give myself a chance. "This is actually a decision made two years ago, but the person who made him make the decision is gone.

It wasn't until I lost you that I realized how wonderful it was that I once had.

But not necessarily everyone who knows how to cherish will have the luck to have it again.

Chu Di felt that what he was holding now was not only a woman, but also the happiness of the rest of his life, and he could only hold her tightly and not let go, so that he would not let it miss him.

And his persistence was not in vain this time.

"Then try it. Lin Xiangwan replied.

*

After several days of snow, the whole city turned silvery white, and the radio said that it was the coldest and most rainy winter on record.

Lin Xiangwan woke up late one night, the room was quiet, only the wall clock ticked softly from time to time, the snow was falling rapidly outside, and goose feather-like snow flakes were falling from the dark blue sky. Like an elf that has fallen from heaven, it has turned the whole city into a different white forest.

Ye Nan and Chu Hao slept well in the room, the two of them were lying on the bunk beds, like real brothers, wearing the same pajamas, holding a teddy bear that looked similar in their arms, with a dreamy smile on their round and ruddy little faces.

The heating in the room was extremely hot, Lin Xiangwan walked barefoot to the study, and from the innermost layer of the drawer, turned out an old image frame.

Like the man in the frame, he smiled at her as always, such a familiar smile was foreign to her when he was alive.

"Dad, we haven't talked in a long time. Lin Xiangwan put the portrait beside him, the snow outside the window was very deep, and where no one had stepped on it, it could not reach the calf. "I was promoted, do you recognize Senior Su Cen? She mentioned that I was the second-in-command of the forensic department, and my salary had increased a lot, and I also had paid annual leave. Ye Nan won the first place in the grade in the exam this semester, and he also played Go very well, and several old men in the park were killed by him. The teacher of the chess academy wants to develop him as a professional player, but I think he is still too young to be determined so early, there are many things in his life that he has not tried, and I want him to try more things. Oh, by the way, I showed him the games you collected before, and he loved it. He said that your handwriting is beautiful and looks elegant. Ye Kuan gave birth to a son, did he tell you that the little guy is very healthy, weighs seven pounds, and now he can look up and smile, like a boy with scattered wealth, very likable. Xiao Rong's illness has also improved a lot, the last time I saw her in my hometown, she recognized me, called me sister, and picked flowers for me to wear...... Dad, I'm fine, everybody is fine, I used to think that a good day like this would not happen to me at all, but now, it has happened. You say, 'Is this a blessing for me?'

The person in the photo didn't speak, just smiled, Lin Xiangwan also smiled at him, and continued, "Dad, do you remember Chu Di? You must not forget him, if it weren't for him, our company wouldn't have collapsed, I don't know if I am the person I am today." Will you marry me to a business partner? Just like the Ji family, use Jasmine Ji as the last bargaining chip. You will, right...... You've never been a good father...... But I don't have a position to say you, and I'm not a good daughter......"

"Dad, Chudi is very good to me. No, I should say that he is the best for me. He hurt me that way, but I still have to say it. Are you angry? Because I fell in love with the son of the other family, if you were alive, you would scold me fiercely, right?" Lin Xiangwan sighed, "But you can't scold now, your mother is gone, you are gone, Mother Chu is also gone, you are all gone, but we are still here, and our days will continue." Dad, I want to be happy, I want to fall in love with someone like an ordinary girl, and then stupidly crash into it, whether he is rich or not, whether he is handsome and rich. As long as he is good to me and good to my son, I can care about anything else.

"Dad, I've been alone for too long and want someone to take care of me...... You don't like that guy though...... But you're going to bless me, right?"

If you are not blessed by your loved ones, you will not be happy. knew that she wouldn't get an answer, but Lin Xiangwan still wanted to ask, but it was another man's voice that answered her.

"He will, and if he dares or not, I will chase him to Hades and force him to nod. ”

Lin Xiangwan raised his head, Chu Di slowly walked behind her, and draped the blanket in his hand over her shoulder, "When I woke up, I found that you were gone, are you cold?"

His steps were slightly lame, but he couldn't see it if he didn't look closely, Xiao Yang said that his progress was already at a god's speed, and if he continued like this, he would be healed in less than half a year.

ps: About these two days, the text will be over, there will be some sweet and greasy extras in the back, and the guest officers can leave a message about whatever they want to see~~ If there is no objection, I will take them to travel around the world birds~~