393. Marry me
Lin Jianhua pushed the door open, and Ling Xuewei immediately turned to face him, her big bright eyes full of tears.
Lin Jianhua's heart sank, and he immediately closed the door with his backhand, and said in a low voice: "Xue Wei, are you awake?"
Ling Xuewei looked at him with wide eyes, but she didn't seem to see anything, and said with empty eyes: "You mean, I can't get pregnant in the future, I can't be a mother anymore, right?"
Lin Jianhua was speechless for a while, he didn't expect that Ling Xuewei could hear the conversation with Leng Yurou in the corridor. The sound insulation of this house is too poor, how could Heizi find such a house for Long Moxuan to recuperate?
"Say, speak!" Ling Xuewei shook his arm, tears raining down.
Lin Jianhua bent down and gently comforted: "Don't get excited, it may just be that your body is too seriously injured now." You have a good rest, and when your body recovers, I will arrange a professional gynecologist to examine you, and if it doesn't work, you will be treated. You can rest assured, as long as I am here, as long as there is a glimmer of hope, I will keep you healthy. ”
"You don't lie to me! No matter how advanced modern medicine is, it is impossible to recover from an injury, and if you can't get pregnant, you won't change because you have IVF, right?" Ling Xuewei suddenly screamed and cried, all her forbearance completely collapsed at this moment.
Lin Jianhua was speechless, caressing Ling Xuewei's back with heartache, but he couldn't say a word. As a doctor, he knows Ling Xuewei's body better than anyone else, and he can also understand the feeling of a pregnant woman who is full of expectations, not only has no child at this moment, but also cannot get pregnant and become a mother in the future.
In the next ward, Long Moxuan heard Ling Xuewei's screaming sobs and woke up suddenly.
With a calm face, he pressed the bell next to the bed, and soon a servant walked in. Long Moxuan pointed to the next door, let the maid push him, and went to Ling Xuewei's room.
When he was lying on the hospital bed and appeared at the door of Ling Xuewei's hospital bed, Ling Xuewei's eyes looking at him instantly lost focus, and there was no excitement that Long Moxuan expected. Unexpectedly, when Ling Xuewei saw him, she turned her head out of the window, and although she was still crying, she didn't seem to want to see him at all, but just gave him a back.
Long Moxuan's hospital bed was pushed next to Ling Xuewei, and the maid helped him sit up, and the interval between the two beds was only 10 centimeters.
Long Moxuan stared at Ling Xuewei, Ling Xuewei hid her face and cried, as if she didn't want to see him.
"Wei'er, I'm sorry, I didn't know you woke up, I always thought you were still asleep. Long Moxuan said in a deep voice and took out the diamond ring from his pocket.
Lin Jianhua watched coldly, and said Of course you don't know, because she asked me not to tell you that she had woken up, and you didn't come to see her once while she was pretending to be asleep.
Long Moxuan opened the box of the diamond ring, and the light of the diamond ring was shining under the reflection of the sunlight coming in from the window.
"Xuewei, marry me. ”
Ling Xuewei was stunned for a moment, and suddenly stopped crying.
She has always been looking forward to Long Moxuan proposing to her, and she has fantasized about various proposal scenes in her mind. But he never thought that it would be at this moment, Long Moxuan proposed to himself in such a way.
In those bright eyes, there were still tears rolling straight down.
However, Long Moxuan didn't wipe away her tears, but just said softly: "Marry me, other than that, I don't know what else to say." However, I promise that from now on, I will never let you be bullied by anyone again. You will be my Long Moxuan's wife, the only one, forever. ”
Ling Xuewei listened to this seemingly affectionate and moving confession, but suddenly sneered.
She still had tears on her face, but she squeezed out a sneer of disdain, looked at Long Moxuan with a smile in her eyes, and said, "Xuanxuan, do you know, our child is gone, child, it's gone......"
As she spoke, she reached out and stroked her now flat lower abdomen, which was empty and she couldn't feel anything. Although the fetus did not have any fetal movement before, it had a strange feeling of warmth, and now there is nothing.
Long Moxuan took her hand, looked at her gently, nodded and said, "I know." I know the baby is gone, as long as you're still there. Son, we'll have it again. ”
When Lin Jianhua heard this, he couldn't bear to look away and turned his head to look at the blank wall.
Ling Xuewei looked at Long Moxuan coldly, waved his hand away, and shouted loudly: "It's gone! It's gone, Long Moxuan, the child is gone, and there will be no more in the future." I can't get pregnant anymore, I can't be a mom anymore, you know?"
Ling Xuewei's sharp voice revealed a sad despair, and tears blurred her vision again. At this moment, she only felt as if she had fallen into an incomparably cold infernal hell.
Long Moxuan was startled, turned his head to look at Lin Jianhua, raised his eyebrows and asked, "What's the matter?"
Lin Jianhua sighed and said, "Her child is gone, ** is seriously injured, and it is estimated that it will be difficult to get pregnant again in the future." ”
Long Moxuan had never heard Lin Jianhua mention it before, so he asked, "How difficult is it?"
Lin Jianhua said in a deep voice: "It's almost impossible......"
Long Moxuan's heart sank, and he looked at Ling Xuewei again with a little more apology in his eyes. Couldn't help but grab Ling Xuewei's hand, gently put the ring on the middle finger of her right hand, and said, "Wei'er, I want to marry you, I only want you." Whether you have children or not, you will be my Long Moxuan's woman. If we don't have children, we'll adopt one, okay?"
"Not good!" Ling Xuewei's heart seemed to have a blank black hole, expanding infinitely. She had long known that Long Moxuan didn't love her, but when she heard Long Moxuan say that she was adopting a child, the black hole of disappointment was even more wanton eroding herself.
Can't he understand? The adopted child is not his own after all. If it weren't for herself, Ling Xuewei would rather never be a mother again in this life.
Not your own, after all, not your own......
Ling Xuewei smiled desolately, withdrew the ring in her hand, and said, "Long Moxuan, do you know, I always thought that being able to marry you was the happiest thing, if you could propose to me, I would be the happiest woman in the world, but ......"
The diamond ring was gently withdrawn, Ling Xuewei looked at the ring in her hand, smiled faintly, and said with hazy teary eyes: "However, at this moment, I realized that maybe I had been wrong all along, and I was outrageously wrong." That's not what I want. ”
"No, Vier...... Let me make amends to you, let me make amends for the damage you have suffered, let her pass in the past, and we will be together well from now on, okay?" Long Moxuan took her hand and put the ring on Ling Xuewei's middle finger again.
The sincerity in his tone made Ling Xuewei pause for a few seconds. Then, staring at the ring, she smiled bleakly, "Really, then, if I say, I don't like the ring." I want that pink diamond ring, the one you kept for the cold rain, can you give it to me?"
Long Moxuan's face froze, hesitated for a moment, and said embarrassedly: "This ......"
"Huh...... Long Moxuan, I'm for you, the children are gone. I lost my child in exchange for your proposal, which is too costly, and such a proposal is not what I want. And you, you are reluctant to give me even a ring, so what can you give me?" Ling Xuewei raised her face and asked Long Moxuan seriously.
Long Moxuan gritted his teeth, as if a strong man had broken his wrist, and finally took out another diamond ring box from under the pillow, opened it, and then took out the diamond-shaped ring.