Chapter Ninety-Three: The Dead
"Sister-in-law, if you have anything to say, just ask. [Full text reading.]" Wang Jinjin's expression was straight, and he agreed seriously.
"Ah Jin, I want to ask you, when you rescued me and Xiao Yang back, did you see a person, he is probably so tall, he looks quite honest......" Shi Xiaonian described Yang Xiaolin's height and face shape, Wang Jinjin shook his head after listening to her.
"Sister-in-law, I haven't seen the person you mentioned, but there is a strange thing, not far from you, a house was burned to ashes. Wang Jinjin thought about what happened that day, Shi Xiaonian was a little distracted, and she begged Wang Jinjin to take her to that place.
Although Wang Jinjin didn't know what Shi Xiaonian was going to do there, he still took Shi Xiaonian with him.
Along the way, Wang Jinjin drove the car, the road was very bumpy, Wang Jinjin, who was sitting in the car, felt very uncomfortable shaking, he was worried that Shi Xiaonian would not be able to stand it, but Shi Xiaonian did not have any discomfort on her face, her brows were deeply locked, and she seemed to be thinking about something.
Wang Jinjin didn't interrupt her thoughts without a sound, and he concentrated on driving the car. When the car arrived, Shi Xiaonian opened the car door and walked quickly towards the ruins not far away.
Everything was burned beyond recognition, and Shi Xiaonian couldn't believe that the place that used to be peaceful and quiet would now be so devastated. She rummaged through the ruins, trying to find Yang Xiaolin.
Wang Jinjin didn't understand Shi Xiaonian's behavior, he didn't know what Shi Xiaonian was looking for. Shi Xiaonian didn't speak, she bit her lip and rummaged through it with both hands.
Her hands were black and dirty, and her skin had been cut by some sharp objects, and blood gushed out in an instant. Shi Xiaonian ignored the pain, she still rummaged.
Wang Jinjin couldn't stand it anymore, although he didn't know why Shi Xiaonian did this, but he also joined the rummaging team. He removed the thick, blackened wood piece by piece.
The two of them were just burying their heads in carrying things, Wang Jinjin was digging and digging, and suddenly, he moved away a charred crosswood, and when he saw the charred corpse under the crosswood, his body was shocked.
"Sister-in-law, come and see, what is this!" Wang Jin took a step back, he pointed to the burned corpse, and the shock in his eyes could not be concealed.
When Shi Xiaonian saw Wang Jinjin's expression, she had a voice in her heart: Found it? Found it! Found it?
The voice was like a nightmare, Shi Xiaonian felt that she couldn't take a step, her heart suddenly tightened, she slowly stepped forward, and when she saw the corpse, she couldn't help but kneel and sit down.
Wang Jinjin was shocked, he didn't know why Shi Xiaonian had such a reaction, he hurriedly stepped forward and wanted to help Shi Xiaonian up, but Shi Xiaonian stopped him.
Shi Xiaonian looked at the blackened corpse, and her tears flowed. Yang Xiaolin...... It's him, he's really...... He's dead.
Dead, the honest guy who saved her...... Not only did she not repay the favor, but she also brought death to Yang Xiaolin.
Everything was her fault, how she hoped that she could be less selfish at that time, she should let Yang Xiaolin run, instead of watching him and pay the price of her life in order to save her and Jian Xiaoyang.
Shi Xiaonian held on to the charred wood next to her, she stood up, she didn't care that her body was already black, she walked in front of Yang Xiaolin's corpse, leaned down, and hugged Jian Xiaoyang's corpse.
If it were a normal time, Shi Xiaonian would definitely not be able to hold Yang Xiaolin. But now Yang Xiaolin has been burned by the fire and has dried up, and he has even lost his human appearance. Shi Xiaonian picked up Yang Xiaolin and walked towards the hillside step by step.
Wang Jinjin was very surprised in his heart, could it be that this person ...... Does he have anything to do with Shi Xiaonian?
He didn't know what the story was, he followed behind Shi Xiaonian, and wanted Shi Xiaonian to hand over Yang Xiaolin's body to him, but Shi Xiaonian refused.
She said to Wang Jinjin: "Ah Jin, sister-in-law, please ask you something, you go and help me find a stone tablet, and then bring it here, is it okay?"
Shi Xiaonian's voice was faint, and it sounded chilling. Wang Jinjin became more and more puzzled in his heart, and he nodded.
He went down the mountain and looked for the stone tablet. At the same time, he also called Jian Hao and told him about what happened here.
After Jian Hao heard about it, he asked Wang Jinjin to find the stone tablet and then go to the hospital to find him. Wang Jinjin asked Jian Hao what he wanted to do, and Jian Hao replied succinctly.
"Discharged. ”
Shi Xiaonian was digging the dirt with her hands, her ten fingers were worn out and bleeding all the time. But she ignored it, as if she were nobody, and she kept digging through the dirt, and her blood seeped through the dirt, which looked a little weird.
Fortunately, the soil here is still soft, unlike other places that are dry, and after Shi Xiaonian dug for two hours, she dug a big hole. And her fingers, at this time, have been unrecognizable.
Her hands trembled slightly, Shi Xiaonian was not stupid, nor was she crazy. She is repaying and repaying the debt she owes Yang Xiaolin.
She picked up Yang Xiaolin and put him into the deep pit she had dug with her own hands, and then buried him with soil.
She began to sprinkle soil, and in a trance, she seemed to see Yang Xiaolin smiling at her, still the honest guy at the beginning, or the refreshing smile......
Shi Xiaonian's eyes were red, and she said in a dumb voice: "Xiaolin... Go well, I owe you, I will definitely pay you back in the next life..."
The heart was blocked by a hard object, and Shi Xiaonian was very uncomfortable. She understands the truth that people can't be resurrected after death, and sometimes, everyone understands the truth, and there are very few people who can do it.
Shi Xiaonian blamed herself very much, she felt very guilty, she only had one thought in her heart: Yang Xiaolin would end up like this, she was all to blame, it was all her fault, if it weren't for her, Yang Xiaolin would not have died so miserably!
What a good person he is, good people generally start and finish well, he shouldn't be like this, it's not fair......
Shi Xiaonian lowered her head, her shoulders shrugged, and she cried more and more. The soil covered Yang Xiaolin, but it couldn't erase the traces left by this incident in Shi Xiaonian's heart. I'm afraid that I won't be able to wipe it off again in this life, Shi Xiaonian thought that the rest of her life would probably live in guilt for Yang Xiaolin.
At this time, a figure quietly appeared behind Shi Xiaonian.
Shi Xiaonian thought it was Wang Jinjin, she quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, she was just about to turn around and ask Wang Jinjin if she had found the stele, but she was gently pressed on the shoulder by a sudden big hand.
Looking at the white palm, Shi Xiaonian was stunned, Wang Jinjin's hand is not like this, so this person is ......
Jian Hao?
Shi Xiaonian turned her head, and when she saw Jian Hao, Jian Hao also looked at her. His eyes were full of tenderness, and he squatted down, reaching out and gently wrapping his hands around Shi Xiaonian from behind.
"Xiao Nian, cry when you're sad, it's okay. Jian Hao whispered in Shi Xiaonian's ear. When he said this, Shi Xiaonian's eyes turned red again.
She turned around and hugged Jian Hao.
She lay on Jian Hao's chest and cried and said, "It's all my fault, he is such a good person, he shouldn't die." ”
"Am I a disaster, as long as anyone is good to me, no one will end well?"
"I really don't want it to be like this, really, I'm so bad. ”
“……”
Jian Hao let Shi Xiaonian cry in her arms, she cried miserably, pear blossoms bring rain, for so many years, it is the first time Jian Hao has seen Shi Xiaonian cry like this, she is not a woman who will cry in front of people, but today, she cries so unimaged, crying so sadly.
This incident, the blow to her, was really big.
Even if Jian Hao didn't know what happened during his time in the hospital. However, he believes in Shi Xiaonian, he chooses to understand tolerance and love, and he hopes that he can use these to heal Xiao Nian's wounds.
Shi Xiaonian was tired from crying, and she fell asleep in Jian Hao's arms. Jian Hao didn't move, he just sat on the hillside and let Shi Xiaonian sleep with him.
It was getting dark, but Jian Hao didn't realize it, and all he had in his eyes was the woman who was asleep. She breathes evenly and appears to be sleeping soundly. She frowned occasionally, probably from a nightmare, and her hands clutched his arm. Jian Hao let Shi Xiaonian grab him, he didn't frown, he lowered his head, and lightly dropped a kiss on Shi Xiaonian's forehead.
His kiss was gentle, Jian Hao thought that he would not wake up Shi Xiaonian, but Shi Xiaonian still woke up. When she woke up, her eyes were blank, apparently not realizing where she was.
Jian Hao reached out and brushed away the long hair in front of her eyes, and he asked, "Awake?"
"Hmm. Shi Xiaonian nodded, she saw the blank stone tablet next to her, and she immediately thought of it. She got up from Jian Hao's arms and reached out to grab the stone stele.
But the stele was very heavy, Shi Xiaonian couldn't drag it, Jian Hao asked her to put it down, he rolled up his sleeves, and according to Shi Xiaonian's instructions, he put the stele next to the grave.
There was no tool that could be used to engrave, Shi Xiaonian thought about it, she bit her index finger, and the moment the blood flowed out, she endured the pain and began to write on the stone tablet.
She wrote - the tomb of Engong Yang Xiaolin.
This is Yang Xiaolin's home, and being buried here may be his best home.
Jian Hao looked at the blood-colored characters on the tombstone, he bowed deeply towards Yang Xiaolin's grave, and then walked to Shi Xiaonian's side, reached out and tore off the strip of cloth on his body, and bandaged Shi Xiaonian's wounds.
Shi Xiaonian looked at the grave she had newly erected for Jian Xiaoyang, she knelt down directly and kowtowed three times to Yang Xiaolin. Yang Xiaolin did all this for her and Jian Xiaoyang, and he definitely could stand her three heads.
After the knock, it was completely dark. Jian Hao asked Shi Xiaonian if he wanted to leave, and Shi Xiaonian nodded.
She took one last look at Yang Xiaolin's grave, and a prayer gradually sounded in her heart.
Kobayashi, may you be happy and healthy in heaven.
Xiaolin, may you be happy and free in the next life.
Her prayers, drifting with the wind, went far, far away.