Chapter 32 Some men are out of reach
Zhao Bingyan and Wu Xiaona had just sat down, and another female colleague named Li Yajuan also came over with a dinner plate and sat next to them.
Li Yajuan works in the business department, is married, about 20 years old, and has an average appearance, but her mouth is relatively fast, and she is more gossipy, known as "Li Dazui".
At this moment, while Li Yajuan was eating, she was chatting with Wu Zhao and the two beauties.
"Hey, have you heard? Our Mr. Zhou seems to have reconciled with that Wu Yanran again. Li Yajuan put a large spoonful of rice in her mouth, and asked Wu Xiaona and Zhao Bingyan with bright eyes.
Wu Xiaona glanced at Li Yajuan with disdain, and then said leisurely: "What's so strange, people are originally a match made in heaven." ”
Li Yajuan smiled wryly, she looked at Wu Xiaona, as if she suddenly remembered something, and asked Wu Xiaona: "Hey, by the way, you are also surnamed Wu, and Wu Yanran is also surnamed Wu, should you be relatives?"
Wu Xiaona sneered, and while eating the plate of rice slowly, she replied disapprerovitly: "I really made you right, we really have a little kinship." ”
Hearing Wu Xiaona say this, Li Yajuan's interest became even stronger, and she asked Wu Xiaona in a matter-of-fact manner: "What is the relationship between you and that Wu Yanran?" Hey, let's talk about it, let's talk about it!"
Wu Xiaona replied to her a little impatiently: "It's a distant cousin, according to my generation, I should call Wu Yanran's mother a cousin." ”
Li Yajuan hurriedly shouted: "Then if Wu Yanran successfully marries into the Zhou family, you can also take a tailwind boat near the water and get the moon first?"
Wu Xiaona glanced at Li Yajuan and replied lightly: "How can it be so simple, people are now developed and are wealthy families, how can they put distant relatives of small families like us in their eyes? ”
Li Yajuan's expression was a little disappointed, probably breaking her previous dream of climbing up with the light of Wu Xiaona, a relative, she thought about it for a while, and still said without giving up: "That's much stronger than outsiders, right?"
Wu Xiaona put a large spoonful of rice into her mouth and said disdainfully: "Of course!" The smug expression in her expression was self-evident.
Zhao Bingyan was eating quietly, and while listening to the questions and answers of these two people on the side, her expression was a little gloomy.
I have been eating my food attentively, and my expression has not changed, but after Qian Yaya heard their words, she lowered her voice and said to me: "It seems that our good things are coming soon?"
I grinned at her and didn't say anything.
That night, I worked overtime at the company to make a proposal for a client.
At about eight o'clock in the evening, when it was completely dark, the entire planning department was gone except for me, and when I finally finished the plan, I stretched my waist and breathed a long sigh of relief.
But at this time, I remembered a problem, because according to the company's regulations, such a plan must be approved by the company's leaders before asking the customer to see, and I plan to take a taxi directly to the customer at six o'clock tomorrow morning, because he is going to take a morning flight abroad tomorrow, and he must let him see this plan and sign it before he goes abroad, so that I can continue my next planning work.
In this way, I can't wait for my immediate boss Zhao Bingyan to go to work and ask her to sign, it stands to reason that in addition to Zhao Bingyan, this plan can also be signed by several CEOs, I suddenly remembered that Mr. Zhou sometimes works overtime until late, so I got up and walked out of the planning department, standing in the corridor to take a look.
I saw that at the end of the gloomy corridor, there was a faint light coming out from under the door of Mr. Zhou's president's room, and it seemed that he hadn't left yet.
Knowing that Mr. Zhou didn't leave, I don't know why I felt indescribable joy in my heart, although in order to make this long plan, I didn't even care about dinner, only nibbled a few bites of bread, but thinking that when I was working overtime, Mr. Zhou was also silently accompanying me in his office on the other side, I felt inexplicable satisfaction and stability in my heart.
I returned to my desk, thought about it again and again, then tidied up my clothes, carefully took the plan, and walked towards Mr. Zhou's president's room with a light gait.
Standing in front of the door of the president's office, I tried to suppress some nervousness, and then gently knocked on the door with my fingers.
I listened carefully to the movement in the door, and seemed to hear a woman's chuckle, at this time I already had a vague bad feeling in my heart, but just as I was about to retreat and leave, the door of the president's room was opened, it was Zhou Yaze.
He didn't wear a suit jacket, only a cotton shirt, and he didn't wear a tie, the neckline was loosely open, and his face looked a little flushed at the moment.
Seeing that it was me standing at the door, Zhou Yaze was obviously taken aback, and he muttered, "Sister Wei, you haven't left yet?"
At this time, from the gap behind him, I have seen that there is a beautiful young woman sitting in his office at this moment, my expression is really embarrassed at this time, I looked at Zhou Yaze, and muttered to him: "Oh, I worked overtime for a while, and completed the plan made for Yushan Company, because I made an appointment with him to meet tomorrow morning, so I didn't have time to ask the leader to sign in the morning, and now the other leaders are gone, and I will ...... when I see the lights in your office, I will Come and take a look and think if you're here, please ...... Take a look. ”
After listening to my words, Zhou Yaze let out a faint "oh", and at that moment he hesitated for a moment, as if he was hesitating whether to invite me in at this time.
Seeing him like this, I hurriedly said to him: "Mr. Zhou, if you are inconvenient now, forget it, I still ask the department leader to sign after work tomorrow, as for meeting customers, anyway, he is on a business trip, and he will come back in two days, and it will be too late to ask him to read and write when he comes back." ”
Zhou Yaze nodded thoughtfully, then groaned slightly, and said to me: "Yushan Company's project is very important, and if you take it one day earlier, it will create profits for the company one day earlier, sooner rather than later." Come on, come in. With that, Zhou Yaze glanced back at the office, then opened the door wider and let me in.
I slowly followed Mr. Zhou into his president's room, and at this time I found that the beautiful woman who had been sitting on the armrest of Zhou Yaze's boss chair just now had gotten up, and I saw her true face more clearly.
I saw that she had long brown hair with slightly curly hair, her face was a standard melon seed face, her facial features were very three-dimensional and beautiful, her face was wearing delicate makeup, she was wearing a yellow and green colored long skirt, and a velvet shawl with goose yellow patterns was draped over her shoulders.
Seeing me walk in, the woman slowly walked to the window, and through the wide floor-to-ceiling windows, she seemed to be watching the bright night view of the city.
Zhou Yaze coughed lightly in embarrassment, then pointed to a chair in front of his desk and whispered to me, "Sister Wei, sit down." ”
I hurriedly said "um", sat down on the chair with a somewhat embarrassed expression, and then slowly pushed the plan in my hand in front of Zhou Yaze.
At this time, Zhou Yaze was already sitting on the boss's chair, he took the plan I handed over, looked at it carefully, nodded lightly while flipping through it, and asked me more when he didn't understand something, and finally, he picked up the pen, hurriedly wrote a few strokes on the plan, and signed his name.
Seeing him sign, I breathed a sigh of relief, took the plan, and then slowly got up and said to Zhou Yaze: "Mr. Zhou, then I'll go back first?"
Zhou Yaze looked at me and nodded slightly, at this moment his deep eyes seemed very deep, like the unfathomable seabed, the surface was undisturbed, but the inside was surging, making it impossible to see his true face.
With his approval, I turned around and walked outside his office, and when I was about to go out, Zhou Yaze said to me behind me: "Sister Wei, pay attention to your body, don't always ...... Working overtime so late. ”
I glanced back at him, and I saw that he was leaning back in the boss's chair, staring deeply at me.
I smiled gratefully at him and replied softly, "I will." Then he turned and walked out of his office and closed the door.
It was night, walking on the way home, my mood was very uneasy, on both sides of the brilliant lights and endless traffic, but my heart felt empty like never before.
Originally, I already knew that Zhou Yaze and I were not on the same road, he was so young and so good, he should have found a good girl who was as pure and immaculate as a blank sheet of paper suitable for him, not an old painting like me that had already been deeply painted by others.
However, why, when I saw him and other women sweetly and sweetly, my heart still couldn't help but sting?
What is this for?
Was it because of his thoughtful words, or because of his affectionate gaze that silently watched me, or was it because of his undisguised anxiety and concern when I was in danger?
Maybe both.
I had a wry smile on my face, and I silently laughed at myself in my heart: Wei Haichao, Wei Hai Chao, you are already a woman who has flowed through the river of men once, why are you still so naïve and so sudden pregnant like a little girl? Some things you should know very well that an excellent man cares about you, it does not necessarily mean that he really likes you and wants to treat you as a lifelong partner, maybe he just appreciates your courage at work, maybe he just appreciates a certain aspect of you, but these do not mean that he will like you as a whole person.
This is a mistake that many women are prone to make in the face of excellent men, because many excellent men have a problem of fraternity, and it is easy for them to accidentally show favor to the woman who is excited, thinking that he is in love with him, but in fact, the man just regards her as a scenery of his life, and forgets it after walking, and never wants to stay here for a long time.
I, Wei Haichao, have always boasted that I am a free and easy person, but today I am not exempt from vulgarity, and finally fell into this cliché, committing the old mistake of an infatuated woman that many people often say.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but raise my head again and smile bitterly.
I'm thinking, why am I like this? I'm not young anymore, my children are all teenagers, but why are I still as easy to be impressed as a little girl? Is it just because Zhou Yaze is excellent?
I think this may have something to do with a feeling I had when I was a girl, although Xu Minghui and I fell in love on campus, but to be honest, he never gave me the feeling of heartbeat, we just came together because of similar growth experiences, similar cheerful personalities.
Before him, I had a crush on an excellent professional brother, at that time I loved sports, was a cadre of the school's women's basketball team, and that brother was the main member of the school's men's basketball team, we had more contact opportunities to train together, his handsomeness, his sunshine, his honesty, all left a deep impression on me, and he was also the first object of my crush when I was pregnant with my youth.
It's just that I didn't have the courage to confess when I was pure and immaculate at that time, and then he went abroad as an exchange student, so I missed the fate between me and him.
But this crush experience didn't leave me any harm, but it made me feel extremely sweet and warm every time I recalled it, yes, some people, don't necessarily like it to have it for life, sometimes the sweetness of the crush is better than the triviality of staying together for life.
I think the reason why I slowly fell into Zhou Yaze's love may be because of my crush on that excellent brother, they are all the same excellent, the same by many girls and stars, although such a man may not belong to us, but it can't stop our yearning for them.
They are like distant stars on the horizon, for many people, they are always available but not sought.
And the man who finally married us into the family and lived with us is more like those indispensable firewood, rice, oil and salt in life, although ordinary and ordinary, they can't arouse too many of our dreams, but they are real and within your reach.