Chapter 8 Love is Drinking Arsenic with a Smile
Moolo has never been so happy and sad as he is today.
The man she liked so much was so close to her, but she knew he didn't belong to her.
She didn't expect him to fall in love with her at first sight, she just hoped that he would give her a chance, a chance to prove that she liked him.
She was so humble.
It's like seeing yourself in the mirror.
Shen Shijun was whipped hard.
Mo Luo actually doesn't look very much like a foreigner, because she has Chinese ancestry, so her eyebrows and hair are all black, but her skin and face are particularly fair, her cherry lips are ruddy, and her dark green pupils make her look like the most popular 3D doll at the moment.
And at this moment, she was like a kitten about to be discarded by her owner, grabbing the corner of Shen Shijun's clothes tightly for fear of being abandoned, muttering softly and pleading, such a pitiful appearance made it impossible to refuse ruthlessly.
Shen Shijun fought for a long time, but finally hardened his heart, didn't look over, and said, "I'm sorry, Miss Mo, I can't do what you asked." I can't promise you anything, because I already have someone else in my heart. ”
Mo Luoluo opened her mouth slightly, she couldn't say a word for a long time, she always thought that Shen Shijun ignored her because she didn't look down on her, but she didn't expect it......
"But Sister Wan told me...... You don't have a girlfriend's ......."
What is this about Ye Xiangwan? What is she blindly mixing here?
Although he didn't know what Ye Xiangwan was spraying nonsense, Shen Shijun's brows were already twisted into pimples, "She's not me, don't I know my own affairs?" Miss Mo, your conditions are very good, you will definitely meet a suitable partner in the future, I will return to the United States in half a year, forget me." ”
"I don't want it!!" Mo Luoluo was stimulated by Shen Shijun's last four words, and his whole body trembled, "Senior Shen, I'm not an ignorant woman. It doesn't matter if you have a girlfriend, I won't ruin your relationship, I don't want anything...... You just don't chase me away, don't hide from me...... Isn't that okay......"
She is really fond of him and likes him very much. From the first time he saw Shen Shijun, Mo Luoluo knew that he was finished. When I met him, I am afraid that I will never be able to fall in love with other men in my life.
What is love?
Love is to laugh and drink arsenic.
Hot tears fell on the back of Shen Shijun's hand, and the small droplets of Zhenying slowly soaked into it along the texture of his skin, and the bitter feeling seemed to soak into his heart.
"Fool, that's not fair to you. ”
"I don't want to be fair, really, I don't need to. I just need you to leave a little space around me, I'm skinny, I can't take up too much space. ”
Mo Luoluo's childish confession made Shen Shijun couldn't help laughing. Shaking his head gently, "Luo Luo, if you ask for anything, I will agree to you." But this matter is really not negotiable. My heart has been given to her. It belongs to her alone. ”
Shen Shijun doesn't believe in love, he is a very rational person, and he doesn't believe that there are any feelings in this world that can make people get carried away and be close to madness.
But when nineteen-year-old Ye Xiangwan appeared in his world, all his rationality was dominated by emotion.
She is his calamity, and when he meets her, he is in calamity.
He's a man of few words, and a lot of the time, he doesn't really know how to express his emotions. He also thought about whether he could imprison Ye Xiangwan in his own world if he used strong means, but he just thought about it, he was reluctant to treat her like this, he couldn't face her crying. His heart would be broken into countless pieces.
Moolo in her arms quieted down, her body began to twitch slightly, and if you listened carefully, you would hear the sound of her tears breaking when they hit the ground.
"Your girlfriend...... Very happy...... "This cruel world is a tragedy that plays out every day, I love you, and you don't love me." Moolo never thought that one day, this tragedy would fall on his head, he was so ruthless, he didn't even want to lie to her.
"Senior Shen, you like her so much, isn't it like what you Chinese people said in the play, you don't know what to do, go deep, the living can die, and the dead can live. Those who are born and cannot be resurrected, and those who die and cannot be resurrected are not lovely. Is that so?"
Shen Shijun thought about it, nodded, and said, "Maybe that's it." ”
Mo Luoluo was silent for a while, then straightened up and left Shen Shijun's bosom, "Then I know...... I'm sorry...... Senior Shen, make it difficult for you to ...... like this"
"Don't say that, it's an honor for me to be liked like this by others. You are my junior sister again, and I should take care of you. We can be friends if you want. ”
The outstretched right hand fell awkwardly in mid-air and did not respond.
Mo Luoluo slowly stood up and said to Shen Shijun, "I'm sorry, Senior Shen, I don't want to be friends with you. ”
Because there is love in my heart, I will never become friends.
I don't want to be your friend. I can't fool myself.
She opened the door and walked out quietly. Leave Shen Shijun alone in the room.
Lin Xiangwan hid in the corner of the room, and when she saw Mo Luoluo coming out, she immediately intercepted her, "How is it?
Morolo shook her head, as if she was trying to endure something, and finally, she couldn't hold back, and burst into tears.
He said...... He has someone he likes...... Sister Awan...... You...... You ......" I want to blame Lin Xiangwan's news for not being accurate, but I feel that I can't say it, Moolo has been you for a long time, and you don't have a reason.
Lin Xiangwan took a breath as if he had a toothache, "You just nested in the house for so long, and you said this, what else did he say?"
He ...... He also asked me if I wanted to be his friend......"
"And how did you answer?"
"I refused. ”
"Are you stupid?!" Lin Xiangwan jumped up, "Why don't you agree? Don't you know that your girlfriend and girlfriend are just one step away? You promise him first, and then you won't be afraid that you won't be able to take him after a long time!"
Moolo was stunned by her, and then reflected, and continued with great sorrow, "But he seems to be very infatuated with his girlfriend...... I'm not going to be a bad woman......"
Lin Xiangwan sneered, "His girlfriend? Why does he have a girlfriend, why don't I know? Shen Shijun has been in the United States for several years, except for going to school or going to work, how can he find a girlfriend!"
"But he said he had someone in his heart......"
"Someone in my heart is an unrequited love at best! You haven't heard anyone say it, love without response is not called love at all! Besides, ...... The woman...... She will leave soon, and she will never come back, do you want to see your senior Shen live alone for the rest of her life after she leaves? Such a ruthless and unrighteous bad woman, you lose to her, can you be willing?
Wow wow wow scolded himself indiscriminately, Lin Xiangwan stopped and gasped fiercely, "You think clearly, do you really want to give Senior Shen to such a woman?"
"I don't want to!" Mo Luoluo roared like a little beast being forced by someone, if it was really like what Lin Xiangwan said, that woman was so hateful, she didn't want Shen Shijun to fall into her clutches!!
She wants a beautiful woman to save a hero!!
"Then I, should I go in and explain to Senior Shen?" quietly glanced at the guest room, and Mo Luoluo was about to move.
Lin Xiangwan waved his hand, "Forget it today, as soon as you go today, he will know that it must be my idea for you, I still want to live a few more days, and he will have a speech at H University in two days, and you can talk to him again when the time comes." ”
"Alright then, thank you, Ah Wan. "Like a child, give Mololo a little sunshine, and she will be brilliant.
Seeing her smile sweetly, Lin Xiangwan was also rendered by her good mood, "Don't thank me, the person who should say thank you should be me." ”
Thank you Luo Luo, after I leave, Senior Brother will ask you, a person like him, as long as you keep being good to him and treat him, one day, he will be embarrassed to treat you badly.
He is a man of conscience.
Unlike me, I have long fed my conscience to the dogs.
Sending away Mo Luoluo, Lin Xiangwan returned to the guest room, the door was not closed, leaving a narrow crack in the door, Lin Xiangwan looked through the crack in the door, Shen Shijun was sitting on the sofa with his head down, not knowing what to think.
There was a bad premonition in her heart, every time before Shen Shijun lost his temper, Lin Xiangwan would have this premonition, she felt that her back was hairy, as if she was going to suffer. So she didn't go in, but turned around and came to Ye Nan's small room.
Ye Nan is putting together a puzzle with Aunt Zhang, he has made great progress in communicating with people recently, although he still doesn't like to talk, but occasionally he will come up with a few words to express his feelings.
"Ye Nan is obedient, my mother seems to have provoked Aunt Shen, you go and help your mother talk to Aunt Shen about good things, okay?"
Ye Nan didn't agree, he took a small piece of a puzzle with clouds in his hand, and compared it in the pile of puzzles scattered all over the place.
"Dwarf oil, you've learned how to put on a show. Have you forgotten who bought you this puzzle?"
Still no one answered, only Aunt Zhang covered her mouth and smiled, first pointing to Ye Nan, then to the puzzle on the ground, and finally to the alarm clock.
Seeing this series of actions, Lin Xiangwan suddenly remembered that she had promised her son that she would come back to accompany him to put together the puzzle after the night shift, but she didn't come back until noon because of Ji Jasmine's matter.
The little one is getting angry.