Chapter 2 The pain that I dare not touch
"Jing Ya, marry me, okay? I will do my best to love you for the rest of my life! No matter who will not open us, believe me, promise me, okay?" Lin Xi knelt on one knee, holding a large bouquet of roses in his hand, and a dazzling diamond ring was placed in the middle of the flaming red flowers, looking at Jing Ya with expectant eyes, waiting for the answer he wanted.
TV series usually have such a bridge, two people who have been in love for many years, the male protagonist finally held flowers in one hand and a diamond ring in one hand at a certain place, and one knee was crisp, announcing their oath to his beloved, and the female protagonist was moved to tears, touching her face with both hands and nodding again.
It's just a TV series, in reality, she was conscripted by a posture, it's not that they don't love each other, and even how many times have they looked forward to Lin Xi's marriage proposal, fantasizing about the kind of life of firewood, rice, oil and salt when they are with him, there will be a pair of children who will be happy on their knees, and they will live such a beautiful life. Every time I think of this, Jingya's face will flush with a flush, it is happiness. Now the day she was looking forward to had really come, but she didn't even have the courage to look at him twice. The mind is full of withdrawal and fear, not daring to accept and afraid of losing. Just like when she was a child, when others wanted to give her candy, her mother cast a serious look, not daring to accept other people's sugar, but she was reluctant to let others take the candy away, so she had to look at the colorful candy paper aggrievedly, imagining the taste in the candy paper. At that time, she was very lost, and she would cry and tell her mother that she wanted to eat candy.
Facing Lin Xi is not only a loss, but also an indescribable discomfort. Even if your heart starts to ache slightly, your nose is sore, and your hands are shaking, you still can't shout or cry. Since she was a child, her parents taught her not to compete with others, not to embarrass people, not to be greedy for small profits, not to be ambitious, she remembered these four family mottos, and never violated one of them. So it's also very sensible.,It's the kind of typical good child who listens to his parents.。
She understands that the relationship with Lin Xi is no longer that ordinary and simple relationship, which includes family background, identity, status, future, etc., and she can't stand in his way. These are facts that she had never thought about and that she must face now. Because she was shocked to learn from another person that she had never known that her boyfriend turned out to be a man who was born with a golden key and lived a princely life. She didn't doubt the authenticity of the news at all, because the person sitting in front of her, in addition to urgently telling her this fact, also said the purpose of his meeting with her - leaving Lin Xi. even did not hesitate to use money to cut off her relationship with Lin Xi. Jingya saw a familiar outline on this person's face, but she couldn't find half of the intimacy, more of a fear. She is Lin Xi's mother, Mrs. Lin of the Lin Group, a graceful and luxurious woman, who perfectly explains the words "Mrs. Kuo" from head to toe.
Lin Xi rarely mentions his family's affairs, and always uses "parents are busy" to explain all family-related issues. Lin Xi's mother's appearance, Jingya has imagined the loving appearance of various middle-aged women. I never thought that it would be a luxurious and wealthy woman, holding a kind of indifference that rejects herself thousands of miles away.
There is also Lin Xi - the heir of the Lin Group and the only son of the Lin family. Lin Xi always had a different kind of aura on his body, he couldn't think of it before, but now he finally has an answer, that is, his innate unique aristocratic aura. Yes, how can there be a gap between heaven and earth...... can be suitable, and even if it can, it is only in fairy tales. In reality, the prince is always a match only when he is with the princess, and they are a good match and have a common language.
Later, for a long time, Jingya would have the same dream, dreaming that she was standing on the bank of the turbulent river, the river was so wide that she could not see the other side, but there was a luxurious castle on the other side, and someone was waving to her, it was Lin Xi. It's just that there are no boats on the river, she just stood there with tears and looked at Lin Xi who was waving desperately, and silently said, 'I can't get by'.
Mrs. Lin's tone of voice was extremely gentle, and she didn't need to make a big deal with a very inconspicuous stumbling block under her son's feet, she felt that she was not worthy.
Jing Ya saw nothing but indifference and ruthlessness on that noble and elegant face. She didn't even stay for a minute, but her body seemed to be nailed to death, she couldn't move, and the strength of her whole body was condensed in the hands that had been holding her pants tightly, and she didn't dare to let go, feeling that once she let go, she would fall apart in an instant. All the sensory systems were still functioning normally, only the ears could hear the biting cold sound that wasn't muddy at all.
"Nowadays, how many little girls want to climb the peak branches and marry rich people. Mrs. Lin took out a bank card from her wallet and put it on the table, and gestured to Jingya with her eyes.
"It's just that our Lin family won't accept it casually......" Before she finished speaking, she took a sip of tea, and the porcelain was as white as jade with fiery red lip prints, and Jingya felt that her eyes hurt like being stabbed by red peppers.
"Haven't you ever thought that if my son really likes you, how can he not even tell you his true identity? I see that you are also like a smart person, and I have made my words clear enough, and I hope we will not meet again. ”
If these words pierced Jingya's heart like a needle, then the last two sentences completely shattered the heart that was already full of holes.
"I didn't think it was necessary to tell you, but I still felt it was necessary to let you know that An Jiayi, the daughter of the chief executive of An Cheng Company, grew up with our Lin Xi, and the two of them are talented men and women, and they are also the best candidates for the future daughter-in-law of our Lin family, and they will be engaged soon. In order not to be in vain, Mrs. Lin was determined to cut grass and hoe roots, and when she got up to tidy up her clothes, she deliberately said this sentence, which must have told Jingya not to do any more useless struggles.
She also deliberately said the words 'An Cheng's sensible daughter' more seriously, An Cheng Company is a well-known enterprise in this city, and the Lin Group is even more. Mrs. Lin is right, the two of them are a good match.
At that moment, Jingya only felt weakness all over her body, her head buzzed, and tears finally poured out after she turned around.
Mrs. Lin was naturally very satisfied with this result, and she sat there leisurely drinking tea, as if nothing had happened just now, but the bank card was still on the table.
Lin Xi was there for a long time, looking at Jing Ya who was on the move, and thought that her own actions moved her to be stunned. He didn't tell her that he had fallen out with the family. But what he didn't expect was that someone would be the first to tell her everything. He stared at her, waiting for her. But he didn't know that Jingya was reviewing Mrs. Lin's "kind advice" and the last "warm reminder" the day before.
Lin Xi is still so sunny, handsome, and very affinable, but he is no longer the Lin Xi he knows, and his love makes her unattainable.
The more radiant and radiant he was, the more she felt dull.
She was not worthy of him, she could only bow her head, silent tears flowed into her heart, she didn't dare to look at the delicate roses, and the diamond ring that shimmered with jumping light.
Jingya was scared, afraid that she would become a ***, and if she accidentally broke out, it must be the result of two defeats and fears, which will only make each other sad. All that may be left is hatred and hatred.
The entanglement of love and hatred has been seen a lot in TV series, but the former lovers have become enemies who never want to see each other. It's not what she wants to see, don't ...... Jingya shook her head vigorously, and the two lines of tears had already slipped down her cheeks.
"Bang!" a π voice interrupted her, and then she smelled the familiar aroma of coffee, and a few drops of coffee on her hands. She kind of came out of that memory.