Chapter 5: The Real Dream
Because it is the rush hour after work, I can't stop the car for a long time, and I finally stopped one but was taken by others first, and it hurts to stay far away from the subway station, so I can only continue to stop honestly and patiently.
"Horn Horn" A horn sounded next to her, a white sports car, Jingya thought that she was blocking someone, and hurriedly retreated to the other side. The glass window of the sports car was immediately lowered, and a voice shouted Jingya, get in the car!
She was stunned!
In addition to taking Li Xiaoxiao's car, she rarely takes other people's rides, even if she goes out to party with her colleagues, she takes a taxi by herself, she has never liked to trouble others.
Today was different, her feet hurt, and he happened to pass by the area where she lived.
The space of the sports car is not large, and it seems even smaller for two people to sit in it. She sat stiffly next to the car door, as if to free up a little more space, and he held the steering wheel without saying a word, looking calm, as if he had no idea that there was another her in the car. There was a faint fragrance bursting in the awkward atmosphere, and Jingya suddenly thought about the white suit that had been hanging in her closet for more than a month.
"Your clothes have been washed, how can I give it to you. ”
"Let's leave it there for now. ”
No more follow-up.
The road was congested, the car kept moving forward and stopped, Jingya felt stuffy and panicked, plus she hadn't eaten well all day, and now her stomach was churning. She tilted her head with her eyes closed, praying in her heart that it would come soon. But it didn't work, she was still blocked, bursts of cold sweat spilled from her vest, her face was pale and dizzy, and she was so uncomfortable that she didn't even want to hear the anxious horn outside the car.
"Hold your hand on your jaw, hold it down. He said as he opened the windows for ventilation and looked at her with a slight frown. The car moved a few steps and then met a red light, and a bustling crowd passed in front of the car. He unscrewed a bottle of water and handed it to her, letting her drink a few sips to relieve her, and while she was drinking, he reached out and held the tiger's mouth for her, his hand was just warm, and a sour tingling sensation surged to the whole hand, and then spread to the arm...... She was tempted to say that the strength was too much, but she didn't speak. So I took two more sips of water to relieve the discomfort. He leaned sideways and squeezed her hand tightly, as if holding a treasure. His hands were very slender and white, she felt that a man's hands could be so white and tender, like a woman, and suddenly wanted to laugh, but when she looked up, she was just staring at him, and he was very close to her in the small space, so close that she thought that what she saw in front of her was not a blue shirt but a blue sea, and a thin layer of mist rose from the sea, enveloping her in it. His eyes were beautiful, his eyelashes were thick and long, and there was a shadow in his dark pupils, and it was her. There was a rush of horns behind him, and they hurriedly opened their eyes in a panic.
Jingya's tiger mouth was about to be pinched out of a white mark, and it took a little loosening of the blood to circulate, which was considered a relief, but fortunately she was almost there.
"The clothes are deposited with you first. His tone was relaxed and flat, like a childhood playmate saying that my storybook will be put on you first.
Jingya said "um", forgot to thank you, and hurriedly got out of the car.
But he didn't say how long he planned to store his clothes, and if such a valuable object was kept by an unrelated person, Jingya felt that this was really unpredictable. Well, who and how he is, one thing is for sure, they are people from different worlds. In the few seconds just now, Jingya obviously felt her heartbeat accelerating, but she immediately calmed herself down. A voice sounded in her head, "You are people from different worlds!" Jingya was startled, she didn't want to jump from one quagmire to another at all.
The hand continued to press the tiger's mouth, perhaps for too long, and both hands were slightly numb when they let go.
When she first came to the company five years ago, even if the workload was so heavy that she couldn't breathe, she stayed up until two or three o'clock in the morning almost every day, and fell asleep directly when she was sleepy, she didn't feel tired, but felt very good. At that time, she was afraid that she would be idle, as long as she was idle, she would unconsciously think of Lin Xi.
So, every weekend she comes in for a thorough cleaning. She doesn't have a habit of sleeping in, and she gets up as soon as the alarm clock goes off. It's also very quick to do things, and you can get breakfast out in three or two clicks. Oatmeal porridge with milk, a portion of chopped fruit, and a boiled egg cut in half. The food on the table is sweet and beautiful. When I was a child, my mother always bought a table mat with delicate-looking food, and at that time, I stared at the placemat and wondered if I could eat it one day. She felt so happy at the moment, she would always be happy because of a little satisfaction, and she said that it was enough. Don't pray for perfection, don't covet the superfluous, just right is the happiest.
The sheets and quilts were washed, the clothes were washed, the floor was mopped twice, the furniture was spotlessly clean, there was not a trace of oil in the kitchen, the bottles and cans in the bathroom were all neatly placed, and even the glass on the floor-to-ceiling windows was as bright as if there were nothing. She was finally tired, and fell on the bed with a pillow in her arms, her eyes inadvertently swept over the bedside table, and she was fixed there, a white jewelry shelf, wrapped in white satin, surrounded by a layer of crystal white yarn, in an A-shape, and a pink-purple flower tied in a third of the place, like a bride. South African diamonds still shine brightly. Now I put it on a little smaller, tightly clamping on the last section of my ring finger. On the cutting surface of eight arrows and eight stars, Jingya seems to see many of herself.
It was the first time I saw Lin Xi wearing a white suit, and she was even more heroic. At that time, she was also a neon dress and feather coat, and her noble and luxurious wedding dress made her look like a princess. Eyebrows, green mountains, double pupils, red lips and white teeth, peerless beauties are nothing more than that. There were star-like tears on her pink cheeks, and her heart overflowed with happiness. The happiness in his eyes can't be hidden, and what she sees in front of him is all he has. Because she had severed ties with her family, they didn't plan to have a wedding, and they were going to find a way to get the certificate first and then invite a few friends to have a meal together, but Mrs. Lin's attitude suddenly changed, but her request was to let them do the wedding first, and after answering the phone, he was so excited that he hugged her and turned around several times. It wasn't until the sparkling diamond ring was finally put on Jingya's ring finger that they felt that they had a lifetime of happiness and eternity.
She was already prepared, no matter what kind of poor mountains and rivers were in front of her, as long as they were together, she was not afraid of anything. He, too, can do anything as long as he can get them together.
They didn't know that what was happening in front of them was just an illusion. This wedding was just a "good plan" that Mrs. Lin had planned for a long time, and she let their wedding be held in her own hotel, but in fact, it was just better for her to manipulate behind the scenes. Lin Xi was taken away by a few strong men in black suits who suddenly broke in, although he struggled desperately and shouted loudly, those hands as strong as iron and heavy still dragged him to death. The guests were also caught off guard by this sudden incident, and everyone went up to stop it, but unfortunately they were not the opponents of those in black suits.
Lin Xi shouted with all her might, and Jingya was about to break her liver and intestines when she heard it. In the end, Lin Xi was ruthlessly pressed into a black Mercedes-Benz. She knew the car, and Mrs. Lin had ridden in it. Jingya panicked and went crazy, this was a scene she had never rehearsed, and she had imagined how Mrs. Lin Jialin would embarrass her in the future, and how she would pass the test lightly. She even imagined many scenes to make things difficult for her, but not now. She picked up a lot of wedding dresses and chased after them desperately, the car happened to pass by her, and she saw that Lin Xi was still resisting with tears, but to no avail. The exhaust fumes left by the exhaust pipe made her feel dizzy, and the cold and arrogant galloping car mark shot at her like a sharp arrow, and sure enough, it stabbed her heart fiercely, not one, because she clearly felt that it was the pain of ten thousand arrows piercing her heart.
She was terrified, and felt that every sound in her ears was harsh, the kind of broken harshness. Lin Xi is just a flower in the mirror, this mirror is broken, she can't find him, she doesn't have him anymore. Silent tears slid down, freezing cold, the whole person seemed to be standing on a snowy mountain, and the cold was about to be frozen.
Only the leaves were blown off by the wind, and a single leaf drew a circle in the air and slowly floated down, falling on the mark left by the wheel, lonely.
Li Xiaoxiao and the others rushed over, for fear that something would happen to her, she wiped the tears in her eyes and whispered, "Lin Xi, he's going back." ”
Li Xiaoxiao helped her distressedly, and couldn't think of any words to comfort her, so she raised her hand to help her wipe away her tears.
When Jingya woke up, there were still tears on her face, and she would have this dream in a half-dreaming state, and there would definitely be tears on her face when she woke up.
But it wasn't a dream, it was that day five years ago.