At the farewell party of the fans, Zheng Yanyu was dressed in a formal black suit, as solemn as participating in some solemn ceremony.

His appearance is average among many male actors in the circle, and the company's exclusive stylist rarely matches him with such a solemn black according to his temperament and style.

Even if it is a black suit, it is often more casual style, or small decorative details are used to adjust the depressing feeling brought by black.

And now, as soon as he appeared, he almost became the * of many fans at the scene.

The spotlight made Zheng Yanyu unable to clearly see the expressions on the faces of the fans at the scene, but there were always fans who couldn't control their emotions and cried suppressed.

In the crowd, as long as there is a sobbing person, it will affect the people around him out of control, and they will start to cry quietly in a row.

These voices reached Zheng Yanyu's ears before he could speak, and he usually felt that the fanatical bastard would disturb his life.

In this atmosphere, Zheng Yanyu only gave birth to a strong reluctance.

"Hello everyone, I'm Zheng Yanyu. ”

As soon as these words came out, some fans led the group to shout: "Zheng Yanyu, we love you, can you not leave us?"

Zheng Yanyu almost resisted the urge to tears, looking up at the bright light of the magnesium lamp on the ceiling, as if he couldn't accept the feeling that he was about to be persuaded of the things he had decided in his heart.

He took a deep breath and pushed the choked sensation out of his throat to calm down a little.

"I'm sorry everyone, but I may not be able to fulfill your request this time. ”

As soon as he spoke, most of the fans in the venue almost subconsciously held their breath, until they couldn't help but be depressed and disappointed when they heard him finish and get the answer that was no.

Many fans are only now starting to really worry, whether they will never see the male god again in the future, and can only rely on the luck of a lifetime to pray that maybe one day they will meet on the corner of the street.

At that time, most of the fans may have already had a new love, and he who was hidden in a hurry forgot him in the corner of his memory, but he didn't know the other side.

The sour feeling of knowing that a person is finally going to say goodbye to your world and that you may become two parallel lines that never intersect surged in, and the true love fans who have liked Zheng Yanyu for many years finally couldn't help crying in groups anymore.

Hearing their unsuppressed crying, Zheng Yanyu felt a sense of relief.

He tried hard to make himself smile, and wanted to appear in front of the fans who loved him for the last time when he left, and he was always elegant and personable.

"I'm sorry that I can't accompany you to the end of this acting path, and I can't release all the residual warmth of my life to show more and better works for everyone. ”

"The news of my withdrawal from the circle is very sudden, and many people present may think that I am because of the rumors on the Internet some time ago, and you will probably scold me as a coward in your heart!"

Speaking of this, he paused, his eyes wandered throughout the venue, although he couldn't see everyone's expressions, but in his heart he could already imagine that the expressions underneath were different.

He withdrew his gaze, lowered his eyelids, and grasped his posture just on a distressing scale.

"What I want to clarify now is that my withdrawal from the circle is not only because of these external factors, since there are paparazzi photographed, then I have to mention that I am currently seeing a psychiatrist. ”

"Over the years, I have participated in a lot of works, and like other actors in the circle, I have figured out and explored how to grasp each of my roles, I can't say that I am better than them, but I am probably the one who has fallen into the deepest. ”

He laughed at himself, as if he wanted to put aside some entanglements that made him waver, and then said: "I thought about the matter of quitting the circle for a long time, and finally made such a choice, and failed everyone to keep me, I don't know how long it will take me to recover, and I don't know if I will have the courage to stand back in front of everyone after I get angry in the future, in short, I am very happy that everyone is here today, and in the future, everyone may meet by chance on the side of the road, I hope you can still recognize Zheng Yanyu, who was once loved by you." ”

After saying this, even he didn't notice that he had choked up at some point.

Not to mention the fans who heard him so resolute and irretrievable, crying with tears in their eyes, looking at the figures on the stage were already blurred.

And Zheng Yanyu was rarely so emotional, sighed lightly, and then handed the microphone to the people around him, and turned to leave.

"Zheng Yanyu, don't go!"

"Zheng Yanyu, don't leave us, we love you, no matter what you look like, we will always love you!"

But no matter how loud they screamed, Zheng Yanyu walked extremely firm every step of the stage, except for a little vague and unsteady at the beginning.

He didn't allow himself to hesitate anymore, and he was never one to change his mind easily, not to mention that he was now at the point where he was ready to fly.

Once you regret it, the foreshadowing and efforts you have made these days are all in vain.

He won't give those keyboard warriors a chance to scold themselves for going back on their word!

Under the guard of Brother Hu's bodyguards arranged in advance, Zheng Yanyu came to the lounge smoothly all the way, and unexpectedly saw Brother Hu inside.

He looked depressed, obviously he had just watched the picture broadcast from the scene, and he relied on all of Zheng Yanyu's performances in his eyes.

"This is your explanation to the fans?" Brother Hu looked at Zheng Yanyu coldly and pulled his tie with a dissolute and uninhibited manner, and asked.

Zheng Yanyu paused, didn't nod or shake his head, only raised his eyebrows and asked, "Don't you think that my reversal is actually very good?"

"Yes, yes. Brother Hu couldn't refute, but he still frowned and was dissatisfied: "But you can obviously not say it so deadly, you can still leave yourself a little way out." ”

"No, that's not my Zheng Yanyu style, I just want everyone to see my determination. ”

His usual stubbornness, such resoluteness is also in line with his style, Brother Hu pursed his lips without saying anything, and just patted him on the shoulder.

Zheng Yanyu raised his watch and glanced at the time, as if he thought of something, he turned his head and asked the people around him.

"The people in the circle who came to say goodbye to me today ......"

Before he finished his words, he was directly interrupted by Brother Hu, "Don't think about it, in your current state of unknown circumstances, how many people can you expect to send sincerely?!"

As he spoke, Brother Hu casually pointed to a few very delicate-looking gift boxes placed on the coffee table not far away.

"Well, except for a few invitations that have sunk into the sea and generally have no news, I will put them for you if you have given gifts, you can see for yourself!"

He looked so bad that he didn't want to mention it, which really made Zheng Yanyu a little worried.

He doesn't care about anyone else, all he cares about is Ji Ran, who is mixed in a bunch of invitations and actually looks forward to being there the most.

However, probably in order to shatter the last trace of illusion in his heart, her gift happened to be placed at the top of all the gifts, so that he could easily see it clearly when he looked down.

Zheng Yanyu laughed at herself, and the sprouts in her heart withered and weathered at that moment.

He should have expected it a long time ago, when she was so sensitive, everyone else avoided her, and she and herself were just Pingshui who had not been with the crew for a long time, so what reason did she have to come to this trip!

Soon he thought about it, regained his usual clarity, looked at Brother Hu's worried expression, and then shook the gift box that he was picking up and was about to open.

"I said, you can't mean it!"

Brother Hu was a little weak-hearted: "Probably, it should, maybe...... Isn't it?"

"Alright, thank you anyway, I'll go first. ”

Regardless of whether it was or not, Zheng Yanyu only took this one gift box, and then took the assistant away.

Brother Hu was left with a sad face.

If he didn't keep anyone, the boss was probably going to kill him.

……

As soon as he got off the elevator and entered the parking lot, Zheng Yanyu turned to the place where he parked.

Before he got there, he caught a glimpse of a white figure, which stood out in the dimly lit parking lot at night.

However, before he could think about it, the owner of the figure took the initiative to come to him and looked at him with a shy and timid face.

"Yan Yu. ”

Hearing this familiar voice that made him sick, Zheng Yanyu's brain didn't have time to react, and his body had already turned around and wanted to leave.

Just kidding, Yu Li worked hard to break through the many levels before sneaking into the parking lot, and waited for a long time to finally block Zheng Yanyu, how could he let him go so easily.

Immediately, he quickly grabbed his wrist and held it.

"Don't go, listen to me, okay? I don't mean anything else, I know you're going to quit the entertainment industry, so I'm going to say goodbye to you. ”

If this was said by Ji Ran, Zheng Yanyu would probably soften his heart, but in the face of Yu Li, all he had left was a heart of stone.

He sneered, broke his wrist directly from her grasp, and then waved her hand to not give her a chance to get close.

"Do you think that if you say these things, I will be stupid and soft-hearted? Don't be funny, you shouldn't remember! The reason why I was forced to publicly withdraw from the circle is not all because of you?"

"No, it's not like that, I didn't do it, I didn't!"

"Alright, I don't want to listen to the quibbles, so you can keep it for those who want to listen! ”

Probably because his indifference really poked her heart, two people who were once so close have become like this, Yu Li is full of sadness.

"Do you really want to be so ruthless that you don't even want to listen to my few words? You say I'm quibbling, but you haven't even given me a chance to speak, how do you know what I'm trying to say!"

"Because I've listened too much to your explanations and quibbles, I'm not willing to waste any more time!"