178. She is not her

Lu Feifei was also worried.

Lu Lu has autism, and he can't leave people.

Now it's even worse.

Everyone discussed and went separately to find it.

I saw that the two children had returned.

Wen Wen hurriedly walked over.

The two children didn't look out of the ordinary.

Nuan hurriedly asked, "Where did you just go?"

Lu Feifei also walked over.

He noticed that Deer was holding a little gray rabbit in his arms.

Lu Feifei asked, "What is this?"

Lu Lu lowered his head and didn't speak, but just hugged the little gray rabbit in his arms tighter.

Yuan Bao said: "Just now we saw a little rabbit and caught it back. ”

Lu Lu whispered to Lu Feifei: "It's injured." ”

Lu Feifei picked up the rabbit and took a look.

Sure enough, there was blood on one of the rabbit's hind legs.

Lu Lu said: "I want to raise it." ”

Lu Feifei was actually quite happy.

Because Lu Lu rarely took the initiative to speak, and rarely took the initiative to ask for something.

Lu Feifei looked at the rabbit and said, "It's okay if it suffers a little injury, Dad will be able to cure it soon, let's raise it, and it will be your good friend in the future." ”

Everyone was relieved to see the two children come back safely.

The children were also very excited to see the little rabbit and gathered around.

Dudu said, "Let's give the rabbit a name." ”

In fact, everyone knows that Lu Lu, this kid, is a bit autistic.

Lu Feifei participated in this show to let her come out to get more in touch with the world and get along with children.

Therefore, everyone's attitude towards Lu Lu is also to take special care, try to guide her to talk more and contact with children more.

Lu Lu was very timid and hid behind Lu Feifei.

Lu Feifei said to his daughter: "Since this little rabbit was brought back by you and Yuanbao, is it okay to call it Lubao?"

Lu Lu nodded and glanced at the ingots next to him.

Yuan Bao said to Nuan Nuan: "Nuan Nuan, I'm so hungry." ”

Thankfully, the children came back safely.

Everyone began to sit down for dinner.

Wang Ze took a bite and praised: "Warm, your craftsmanship is really good." ”

Warmth actually knows that his cooking skills are average, and the ingredients here are fresh.

Second, everyone is tired and hungry, and everything they eat is extremely delicious.

Fu Jingqing did not sit on the table.

He's on the barbecue grill.

The children were all around him.

Children prefer to eat barbecue, and the aroma of sweet potatoes and corn fills the air.

Although Fu Jingqing looked cold.

But he is very gentle with children and extra patient.

Even if the children ask some nonsensical questions, he will calmly answer them one by one.

When cooking, Wang Wanlin told her that for so many years, Fu Jingqing has been raising children alone, so he can be regarded as a super dad.

Nuan asked at the time: "What about his wife?"

How can a person like Fu Jingqing not have a woman by his side.

Wang Wanlin said: "Fu is finally alone, her wife was kidnapped and died unexpectedly four years ago, this is an open secret in the entertainment industry, but in the past many years, no one has mentioned it, his wife's name is Su Xiaoman, I heard that she is also a character with a complex background, but after her wife died, all the news about her disappeared, the dead rest in peace, many people have no memory, but I think for some people, it is a pain that can not be walked out of a lifetime." ”

Inexplicably, when I heard this, my warm heart felt as if it had been pricked by a needle.

Two words inexplicably came to mind: "Xiaoman." ”

That day, after Fu Jingqing was drunk, he appeared at her door.

It seems that she is mistaken for a person.

Fu Jingqing kept calling the name Xiaoman.

Warm to this day, I still remember Fu Jingqing's expression at that time.

It was as if all the coldness had faded away.

All that remains is grief-stricken.

It's as if you're heartbroken when you look at it.

Who is that woman named Xiaoman?

Could it be his deceased wife?

The warm gaze fell on Fu Jingqing's body unconsciously.

He was surrounded by a bunch of children.

The flames lit up his face, as if casting a soft light on him.

However, in the next second, Fu Jingqing also turned his head and looked in her direction.

Binocular handover.

The wind is still and the trees stop.

It seemed that all that was left between them was the flames above the burning pyre.

The warm heart felt as if someone had been beaten violently.

The flame was far away from him.

But the warmth can still be felt in that scorching temperature.

Warmth actually felt embarrassed.

To hide this embarrassment.

Warmth smiled naturally over there.

Then get up.

picked up a bowl and picked up some dishes, and walked in the direction of Fu Jingqing.

Nuan sat down next to Fu Jingqing.

handed over the bowl in his hand: "Mr. Fu, it's hard work, you can also eat something, leave it to me here." ”

Fu Jingqing looked at the warmth in front of him, and was stunned for a moment.

The fireworks flickered on and off, casting shadows on the warm side faces.

It was as if she had just stepped out of the fire.

Fu Jingqing took the dishes and chopsticks from the warm hand.

There was rice in the bowl, and braised fish.

Fu Jingqing asked, "You did this?"

Nodded warmly: "I'm an average cook, so you can eat it first." ”

Fu Jingqing took a bite.

The warm gaze unconsciously fell on Fu Jingqing's face.

But it was very obvious to see the disappointed expression on Fu Jingqing's face.

Although it is true that she is not good at cooking.

Even Yuan Bao disliked that he didn't cook for the first time, and the noodles cooked by Huo and Jiang were delicious.

But the obvious disappointment on Fu Jingqing's face was also a little too much.

It's right to think about it, the big boss must have always been a delicacies of the mountains and seas.

Wen Wen couldn't help but ask, "Is it really that unpalatable?"

Fu Jingqing raised his head and said, "No, it's delicious." ”

"Then why do you look so out of .....?"

Warmth didn't say anything more than she said halfway.

She felt like she was going a little too far.

Why did she care so much about his opinion?

It's just a braised fish.

At this time, Lu Feifei shouted a warm name across the table.

It should be good to say that it is eight-treasure glutinous rice chicken.

Warmth responded.

I got up, patted my buttocks, and walked over there.

Fu Jingqing looked at the warm back.

There was still a touch of disappointment on his face that did not fade.

In fact, I know it in my heart.

She's not Xiaoman.

But looking at that similar face, I can't help but overlap the two people.

In the past, Su Xiaoman was a superb cook.

Fu Jingqing has also eaten many times.

Probably because she has been cooking since she was a child, Fu Jingqing especially loves the braised pork and braised fish made by Su Xiaoman.

It tastes like it has a special taste.

It's like a homely flavor that blends into the meal.

It's very greedy.

In fact, the warm braised fish tastes good.

But it's obviously not the same taste as Xiaoman.

He was always prone to delusions when he looked at that face.

And after this delusion wakes up, it brings the pain of being hollowed out on the side of the chest.

Fu Jingqing didn't even understand why he was here.

Why should you participate in this show.

At that time, Director Xie's words were just casual remarks.

He didn't expect that he would agree casually.

In fact, even if Tang Zhongjie quits the show, there are a lot of people in the entertainment industry, who are among the first-line stars of Star City International, and it is not for nothing that can be replaced.

It's not at all the point where he needs to go out himself.

So when he agreed, Director Xie was so surprised.

Why did he say yes?

He can't fool himself.

Because of the woman called Warmth, because of the face that is exactly the same as Xiaoman.

Originally, he didn't believe that there was such a coincidence in this world.

Until he secretly made a parent-child report with the child.

That's still not his.

Even so.

He didn't give up.

But when Ken faxed all the woman's information.

Only then did he know that she was indeed not Su Xiaoman.

Her name is Nuan, she lives in a remote town in Jiangcheng, and her father and mother, including the hospital files where she was born, have been passed over.

From the elementary school she attended to her college entrance examination results.

All of her life's tracks are printed on paper like a story.

There are also cases from her childhood to adulthood, and the hospital's diagnosis records.

The only thing that makes Fu Jingqing feel more coincidental is that she had a very serious car accident four years ago, and his boyfriend died as a result.

Second, she was pregnant at that time, and the last person gave birth to the child. But he has post-traumatic sequelae and can't remember his boyfriend.

The man's photograph included all the resumes, and he looked at them as well.

Ken even found the man's proposal video.

There is too much evidence, Fu Jingqing really has no way to deceive himself.

That woman wasn't Xiaoman, she was really someone else, except for a similar face.

She has nothing like Su Xiaoman.

But every time he saw that face, Fu Jingqing couldn't help but be disappointed.

The more I looked at her, the more I felt that his little man had really left and would never come back.

However, the funny thing is that in the past four years, he has always felt that Xiaoman is still alive.

Or survived in some corner of this world, waiting for him to find it.

The feeling was obvious, and sometimes when I dreamed back in the middle of the night, it felt as if she was right next to me.

But when he met this woman called Warmth.

Suddenly, that feeling faded away.

Instead, a voice kept telling him.

Su Xiaoman and their children are really dead and will never come back.

The voice made him desperate.

The belief that has supported him for the past four years seems to have collapsed all at once, and the only sunshine has been obscured by dark clouds.

Fu Jingqing has never despaired from the bottom of his heart like this.

Xiaoman, are you really never coming back?

Fu Jingqing set his eyes on Wen Wen again.

She was laughing with Lu Feifei.

While sharing food with everyone, he was giggling and talking about something.

The children also ran over to get chicken legs.

It's really lively over there.

But all this excitement and fireworks have nothing to do with him Fu Jingqing.