Chapter 138: Entering Beijing

Yang Fenghuo looked at Abin who made this voice with a deep taste, a smile slowly appeared on his face, and he said playfully: "Do you know what this sentence represents? In what capacity do you appear? If you let the Mu family know that Mu Lihua's last willfulness is because of you, even if you are innocent, but you can explain it clearly? The Mu family is likely to eat you alive." ”

Abin had heard Yang Fenghuo's words, he knew that this was not alarmist, but he still said with a firm expression: "What you said, it doesn't matter, I don't care what others think of me, how to deal with me, I know that this Mu family is so huge that I can't imagine it, but is all this really important? The person I am doing is her, everything has to be told by me personally, she told me personally, so that it is meaningful, for me, for her, it is the best ending." ”

Yang Fenghuo looked at Abin with an extremely resolute attitude, maybe this desperate guy might jump into the fire pit, but I don't know why, he was so relieved in his heart, not that he was pleased with Abin's behavior, but because he felt relieved for Mu Lihua.

Lao Wu put down the wine bottle and looked at Abin with a bold face, although his heart seemed to have knocked over the five-flavor bottle at the moment.

Li Banruo originally planned to dissuade this Ah Bin, but when anything came to his throat, he couldn't open his mouth, perhaps after hearing Yang Fenghuo's words, in his heart, he also had a particularly obsessive and unrepentant expectation, that was Ah Bin's choice at the moment.

As an old man, how can you ignore such a woman's dedication to herself, especially for a paranoid person like Li Panruo, the real warmth or gentleness is not how much a woman stands up for herself, but the smile that person gives herself after she holds up a piece of heaven for a person.

What he carries on his shoulders is the heaviness of this world, and he will never fall, but if what he is carrying is her sadness, then what reason does he have to continue to keep his waist and his back straight?

"That's your choice. Yang Fenghuo muttered, I always feel that this scene, these words, these eyes, are extraordinarily similar, it seems that once upon a time, he also saw and heard in the woman named Mu Lihua.

Ah Bin nodded, and said to Li Panruo beside him, the fourth and fifth old: "I'll go back when I go." Although he himself said that he was extremely unconfident, Li Banruo patted Abin on the shoulder and said: "If there is something, give us a call, although we are at best a group of bouncing bastards, but we can't say that we are bastards in the world, we just admit such a life, and then come to a head, one day we have to tell the world that a bastard can also become a hero, no matter what it takes, even if it is such a bad life." ”

After hearing Li Banruo's words, Abin suddenly smiled and nodded vigorously.

"Abin, whenever you remember, there will always be us behind you. The fifth child also said with great indignation, he staggered up with the wine bottle, and then said with a red face: "Tell Miss Mu that my fifth child likes her." ”

Li Panruo smiled, gave Lao Wu a chestnut, and then scolded with a smile: "Don't look at your virtue." ”

Lao Wu drank wine, wore his sunglasses that he thought were particularly coquettish, and said: "Although we are not handsome, we are also sincere in our hearts." ”

"Don't disgust me, normal people will have nightmares when they see you. Li Panruo spared no effort to bury it.

Ah Bin smiled, as if he was so troubled by the fifth child, and most of his heart was waved away because of the heroism of rushing to the capital.

Yang Fenghuo also looked at the vigor of these little people with interest, he seemed to be able to understand Mu Lihua's mood at this moment, maybe this is the real thing she has been following, he said: "It's time to go." ”

Abin nodded at Yang Fenghuo, and then waved at the fourth and fifth elders and Li Banruo, but Li Banruo stopped him, and then pulled Ah Bin and whispered sneakily: "You give her a word for me." ”

Of course, Abin knew who Li Banruo was talking about, and he asked, "What are you carrying?"

"Actually, I forgot to say that she sings so fucking well, and she is paid as a resident singer, and you give it to her. Li Panruo said, took a small stack of banknotes from his pocket, and stuffed it into Ah Bin.

I thought that Li Ban was going to say something important to himself, but Abin smiled bitterly after hearing it, and he didn't expect that in the end, Li Banruo was worried about it, he took the money that Li Banruo gave him, and then said in a serious way: "I will definitely promise to hand over this money to her in person, and resolutely complete the task assigned to me by the organization." ”

"The water in the capital is very deep, people see it, everything that should be said is done, you don't need to feel guilty about this, you don't have to blame yourself, she is not wrong, if something really goes wrong, you can only say that God closed his eyes when he shouldn't have closed his eyes. Li Banruo patted Ah Bin's shoulder and said, he didn't promise Ah Bin anything, but Ah Bin knew that as long as he called Li Banruo, this guy would definitely be the first to arrive.

This is his absolute trust in Li Panruo, and he doesn't know when this trust has been deeply rooted in his heart, and he also feels that it is a bit abstract, and he will trust such a nondescript outlaw like this.

In the end, Abin still left with Yang Fenghuo, although Li Banruo wanted to accompany Abin all along, but what could he be?

"Master Pan, what did you say to Abin in the end?" Lao Wu came over with a sad face, this simple man, in this way, has experienced these two fatal blows in just two days, first betrayed by the goddess in his heart, and then this unbelievable turn happened, so he couldn't laugh out.

"It's a secret. Li Panruo muttered as he looked in the direction Abin had left.

Lao Wu shook his head helplessly, then sat down at the small wine table, and began to drink bitterly, as if he planned to forget the profound things in his heart through alcohol. But is he really just trying to forget?

No one is willing to forget the beauty in their hearts, but most people just want to let themselves no longer immerse themselves in that beauty, but forget that beauty, otherwise they can't live in this world full of unhappiness if they think about a moment of beauty.

"This is too cruel for Abin. Lao Wu shook the bar and sighed.

"This world has always been like this, how can there be so many coincidences, where there are so many fates, and what we can do our best is just to find a ray of light in this world to support ourselves to live. Li Panruo said with emotion on his face, and what his eyes were looking at was still the direction that Abin had left, the direction of the capital.

I don't know why, Li Banruo's heart is inexplicably filled with that feeling of gain and loss.

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In the end, Abin and Yang Fenghuo still caught the last train to the capital, sat on the hard seat of the train, and arrived at the most glorious city five hours later, that is, before dawn, but Abin did not have a trace of excitement and expectation that a traveler should have at the moment, and there was only this lingering haze in his heart.

Yang Fenghuo sat opposite Ah Bin, squinting slightly and not saying a word, as if he had the same haze as Ah Bin in his heart.

"Thank you for being able to tell me this, otherwise I would have felt guilty for the rest of my life. Abin said that he was sincere from the bottom of his heart, and he did not resent Yang Fenghuo because Yang Fenghuo forcibly pulled him into this story.

"I think I've hurt you. Yang Fenghuo still closed his eyes and said, the train was very quiet, after all, it was close to the early morning, and only the sound of intermittent rails colliding could be heard.

Ah Bin shook his head, but Yang Fenghuo, who had his eyes closed, didn't see it, or for Ah Bin's answer, the two of them were so tacit.

The two fell silent again, although they were at the closest distance, but they were not people of the same world.

"I'm just looking for a clear conscience. After a long time, Abin said.

Yang Fenghuo, who seemed to be sleeping, muttered: "Have a clear conscience...."

"In this Jianghu, who is not looking for a few words with such a clear conscience, but these seemingly simple and easy-to-understand four words, but it is the most difficult, you can write it, you can say it, you can think of it, but you may not do it. Yang Fenghuo said recountingly, his head swaying with the slight float of the train.

"Make it out. Abin replied very quickly this time, biting every word extraordinarily hard, as if it didn't look like his character at all.

"Whether you can do it or not, others don't count, only you know, some people win in the eyes of most people, but they lose in their own eyes, he still loses, and some people lose in the eyes of most people, but they win in their own eyes, then he wins, it's as simple as that. Yang Fenghuo said, this is one of the few emotions in his turbulent life, maybe this sentence is really extreme, but the most important thing is to see how to understand.

Abin heard Yang Fenghuo's words, nodded silently and said: "I am ashamed of too many people in my life, so now I just want to live and no longer give myself any regrets." ”

After Yang Fenghuo heard this, he frowned and said, "These grievances and grievances, is it really impossible to let go?"

Ah Bin knew that the man in front of him knew something inside, after all, Yang Fenghuo could see the Chen family's seventy-two hands and Tiangang Fist at a glance, so he was not too surprised and said: "I dream every night, is this something that I can't put down?"

"Poor child. Yang Fenghuo heard Ah Bin's words, and a little pity appeared on his face.

Along the way, the two never had any conversations.