It was boring to stay in a hotel, so I went to a nearby bar to sit down.

On this occasion, I didn't come before, but after getting acquainted with Fan Yujuan, I only came to sit occasionally, and now I am really bored.

I asked for beer, although I used to barely drink alcohol, but now in this situation of extreme anxiety, wine is probably the best way to dispel sorrows, didn't the ancients say that a drunk can relieve a thousand sorrows?

I really hope that I will forget everything in front of me when I am drunk, I really hope that when I am drunk, I will return to the same me I was seventeen years ago after waking up, the innocent me who just entered the university gate, if everything can be done again, I really don't want to meet Deng Wenliang again, and I never want to meet him again......

However, despite this thought in my heart, these realities in front of me were nightmares that I could never get rid of.

I have shared the same bed with that man for thirteen years, and it is a lie to say that the relationship is not deep, and now I really have to make up my mind to part ways with him, and my heart is throbbing for a while.

I have always been a weak little woman who likes to shrink herself into her shell, and if possible, I even want to forgive Deng Wenliang again, as long as he appears in front of me now, I even want to hug him and cry, and then tell him that this is all over, let's start again.

But I knew I couldn't.

My repeated reluctance and withdrawal will not win his respect and understanding, but will only make him more and more disregard for my existence, and then step by step to trample my dignity on the soles of his feet.

So this time, no matter what, I'm going to divorce this marriage to the end.

I know that if I get divorced, it is unlikely that I will remarry, after all, I am already at this age, and I am no longer young, and if I get married again, I can only find someone who is the same age and experience as myself.

And the man of my age and experience must also be weathered, even scarred, and we will start a family, which is called a halfway couple, and both parties may have children, so we have to try to adapt to each other's families, but we can't avoid all kinds of conflicts......

And that kind of life is not what I want at all.

I'm tired, I've just come out of a dark and hopeless marriage castle, and I don't want to go into another marriage trap that could be full of thorns, so, once divorced, I'd rather choose the rest of the years to be alone.

I thought like this, the more I thought about it, the more painful it became, and I poured beer into my stomach one by one, and at that moment, my phone rang.

At that moment, I thought it was Deng Wenliang, so my hands were still a little trembling when I picked up the phone, but when I saw the number of the caller clearly, my heart was completely cold.

The call came from Ye Xing.

I let my phone ring like that and didn't answer.

In fact, I was already a little drunk at this time, in the few days I lived in the hotel, Ye Xing once contacted me, but I didn't tell him that I was living in a hotel now, one night, I really couldn't sleep, and when I was bored, I used the hotel's network cable to QQ for a while.

It was already one o'clock in the morning, and I never expected Ye Xing to be online.

Because I didn't have time to set up invisibility, he saw me all at once.

He asked me curiously, "Sister Man, it's so late, are you still there?"

Then he asked me, "Your geolocation is shown in W City, and you are not in this city now?"

I don't know what's going on with the network cable of this hotel, it actually shows that I am in another city, so I had to tell Ye Xing copely, I am not at home, I am outside.

He sent a "hehe" over, I don't know if Bing Xue is smart or he knows my current state of life, but I didn't say anything, I just chatted briefly that night, and I went offline.

Now, he called again, and I looked at the phone screen flashing and hesitated, but still didn't answer.