So, I began to frantically escape, but this kind of unsightly emotion, I can't tell anyone around me, so I can't get rid of the depression in my chest, I have no choice but to place my feelings on the network of nothingness.

I once posted on a local forum asking for help, of course, the content of the post, such as age and work, was disguised, because I was really depressed, so I especially wanted to confide in people, but I didn't want to be recognized by acquaintances, so I had to make this decision.

I wrote in the post: I am a forty-year-old married woman, because the relationship between husband and wife has become dull and flat for many years, and my husband has an affair, so I feel lonely inside, but I never thought that I would have feelings for a boy who is more than ten years younger than me, and the deeper I fall into it, I have always thought that I am a rational and mature woman, I don't know why I made such a childish mistake at a young age?

After the post was sent, there were many people who left messages, some comforted me, some questioned me, and some even left contact information to make friends with me, of course I won't pay attention to these, because I posted just to talk, and after talking, I still have to live my original life step by step, and I don't want to have anything to do with these nihilistic characters on the Internet.

However, among the many messages, there was a woman's message that caught my attention, she said: Are you another me? I also encountered this kind of thing, the situation of the two of us is surprisingly similar, but my age is thirty-six years old, I am my husband cheated on him and divorced him, since then life has fallen into confusion, the most outrageous thing is that for a period of time after the divorce, I actually had an affair with a college student tutor who taught my daughter, but now it is a thing of the past, but sometimes I think it is quite ridiculous.

I was amazed by this woman's message, because the situation she described was more than 80% similar to my own, and at that moment, I even thought that she was one of Ye Xing or Deng Wenliang, deliberately trying to test me.

So I sent her a private message to ask about her situation, but I didn't expect this woman to be very generous, she directly told me her contact information, including QQ number and mobile phone number, and even told me what her profession is.

I chatted with this woman through QQ, and I felt that she was not pretended by Ye Xing or Deng Wenliang, because it can be seen from the conversation that she is indeed a woman, and she is a very cheerful and generous woman, and even a little spicy, we can be regarded as instant acquaintance, and she even told me that her real name is Wei Haichao.

There is a little bit of fate between people, I think there is fate between me and Haichao, let us know each other in the dark, our fates are so similar, but they are so different.

The similarities are that we are close in age, Hai Chao is only a little more than a year older than me, we are in a similar marriage, her husband is also an alumnus of her university, and even we both have a daughter who is similar in age.

The only difference is that Hai Chao is a woman with a strong personality, which is very different from me, so when she found out that her husband had betrayed her and was messing with other women, she fought with them and immediately divorced her husband, so she is now alone.