The crowd was weaving, and all the freshmen could not hide their excitement on their faces, and being admitted to H University was the first big victory in their lives. But she was very calm, she glanced at all beings indifferently, like a Buddha statue in the flesh, as if she had seen all the joys and sorrows of the world, as if all this was not worth cheering about.

"Hey, that girl's headlines are very smooth, and the plate is good, it's mine. The friend grinned and leaned over, Shen Shijun shook his head and whispered, "You don't have a role." ”

The friend was not convinced, raised his eyebrows at him and said, "Don't believe it, I can't take this girl, and I will give you boiling water for a month." ”

"It's better to bet on it, how about a year?" Shen Shijun said with a smile.

The two high-fived, and the friend went straight over to talk to Lin Xiangwan.

Usually in this case, male seniors always like to carry boxes for new students, but helplessly Lin Xiangwan's box is like iron, so heavy that people can't successfully lift it while maintaining an elegant image, the man tried many times, and the buttons of his clothes were almost stretched twice, but the box still didn't move.

Shen Shijun watched from the sidelines, laughing in his heart, feeling that his friend was afraid that he was going to kick the iron plate this time. Sure enough, after trying hard for a while, the girl had already spoken impatiently, "Since you can't take it, let's get out." ”

As soon as these words came out, Shen Shijun and his friends frowned, but the girl continued indifferently, "What's the matter? Am I wrong? Since you can't move it, what can you do? There are wheels under the box, it will be easier to roll, right?"

……

That year, thanks to Lin Xiangwan's blessing, their dormitory drank free boiling water for a year.

Thinking of this stubble, Shen Shijun couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth, but there was an irrepressible sourness in his heart.

In fact, he didn't know her all the time, he began to think that she was the same as most of the girls in this school, her family was superior, she was wearing all the new brand-name products of the season, every weekend, there would be a low-key luxury car to pick her up, but she was not the same as them, she had few friends, and she was not keen on various school activities, and she was an insulator of love, for her, the only thing she was interested in was probably studying.

In a school like H University, her ranking has always been in the top ten in the department, and Shen Shijun can often see her in the reading map, she sits alone next to the window, reading quietly......

When you meet and hate late, people who are humane have already left lightly. It's not ruthless, it's all for, and the clutch karma is unpredictable.

If I had met her earlier, if he had found her earlier, would the ending have been different?

Shen Shijun sat in front of the coffin speechlessly, buried his face in his hands, and did not lift it for a long time.

Like the wedding, Lin Xiangwan's funeral did not inform many people, but there were many more guests than expected.

In the past, the colleagues in the unit got the news, and the head nurse Jiang cried like two rotten peaches, and the little nurses who came together cried and leaned together, "How do you say that people are gone? I usually see that Xiao Ye is very lively, why did she get such a fatal illness? When she resigned, I also said that she came, and I hadn't introduced her boyfriend yet, so why did she ......leave?"

Nurse Jiang is a real person, and everything she thinks of is real, but maybe it's because her words are too simple, so people are particularly sad when they hear it.

Yes, such a young and good person, how can you say that if you don't have it, you will be gone?

Xu Mingfei also came, but it was not Zhong Kun who accompanied her, but Baili Tong, if Lin Xiangwan was still there, he would definitely seize the opportunity to gossip to her, but now...... Xu Mingfei didn't cry, probably because she couldn't cry anymore, she walked to the coffin, took off the blood jade bracelet on her hand, and put it on Lin Xiangwan's wrist, but she couldn't put it on, the woman lying quietly in the white velvet coffin was obviously so thin, but the bracelet just couldn't be worn. Xu Mingfei's lips trembled, and his hands began to tremble, Baili Tong couldn't stand it on the side, so he stepped forward and gently hugged her, put the bracelet in Lin Xiangwan's hand, and dragged her aside half-hugged and half-hugged.

Mo Luo came directly from the Mediterranean Sea on a red-eyed plane, and when she arrived at the crematorium, she was still wearing a knee-length short skirt, and the wind and snow quickly froze her calves into blue, she bit her lip tightly, leaned against Shen Shijun's side, and didn't say a word, her fingernails were sunk deep in her palms, and she didn't know that she didn't know that she had deducted blood.

Xiao Zhen and her mother also arrived, Xiao Zhen wore a pair of thick woolen gloves on her fleshy little hands, she ran to Ye Nan's side from time to time, and covered his cold palms with her warm little hands, and when Ye Nan's hands were warm, she ran back and put the gloves on...... And so on.

There are many people who are arriving one after another. There were colleagues from Lin Xiangwan Hospital, and there were also patients who had been treated by her, everyone sent flowers one by one, and then stood silently aside.

Ye Nan stood in front of the mourning hall in a daze, every time someone came to send flowers, Shen Shijun asked him to return the gift, and the child probably didn't understand what was going on, so he followed Shen Shijun's movements in a daze, and in such a quiet state, until Chu Di arrived.

From the moment he appeared in everyone's sight, even the air became agitated, and Mo Luoluo took a few steps forward to block him out of the mourning hall, "Don't go any further, Ah Wan doesn't want to see you." ”

Chu Di raised his eyes to look at him, "She is my wife, I saw her off, and it has nothing to do with you." ”

Mo Luoluo wanted to stop him again, but Shen Shijun dragged her back, and he said to Chu Di face to face, "If Mr. Chu really wants to give Ah Wan a ride, then it's naturally good, please go this way." ”

The corpse that has been put for so many days will not be too good-looking, coupled with the clouds at this time, Chu Di was shocked when he saw the person in the coffin at a glance, facing the pale and blood-stained face, he only felt strange, he refused to believe that it was her, the woman who was born like a summer flower, how could she become so terrifying.

The body involuntarily took a step backwards, but Shen Shijun pushed him from behind, "Why doesn't Mr. Chu take a closer look? Closer, can't you see it more clearly? What? Do you feel scared now? Don't you dare to look at it? Why were you never afraid when you sent someone to kill her? Do you know that I have found the source of my heart for her, as long as she obediently undergoes surgery, I have a 50% chance of saving her, she can live for a few more decades, she can still watch Ye Nan grow up, do you know how difficult it is to find a heart source?" Do you know how many places I ran to find a match for her? Do you know how happy she was when she knew that she could live? She said to me, brother, you only now know that I was afraid of death, and I feel so lucky to be able to live...... Mr. Chu, but you didn't even give her this last chance, how much do you hate her?"

"I, no. Chu Di replied in a low voice, and Shen Shijun's words were like countless steel knives scraping past his heart.

How could he hate her, even if he knew that it was Chu Mu who she was looking for someone to kill, he didn't hate her, he just felt disappointed, he never wanted to force her to death.

But...... The reality is always so cruel.

Chu Di was pushed by Shen Shijun and approached the coffin, like a ghost, he stretched out his hand and wanted to touch Lin Xiangwan's face, he always felt that her appearance was not real, so he had to touch her with his own hands and feel her in order to make himself die.

But just when his palm was about to touch Lin Xiangwan's skin, Ye Nan, who had been standing beside him, suddenly let out a terrible exclamation.

The boy's voice was thin and high-pitched, like a thin steel wire strangled people's throats, making it impossible for people to breathe. He suddenly rushed over, stumbled to Chu Di's side, and slapped his hand to the side, "Don't touch her!!!"

No one expected that he would suddenly rush out, and Chu Di and Shen Shijun were taken aback. Shen Shijun didn't expect Ye Nan to suddenly wake up at this time, he went up and wanted to hug Ye Nan, but the young man was like an enraged little leopard, he was desperately tearing and struggling, waving his short arms, fighting for Shen Shijun's embrace, rushing to Chu Di's side, using his strength to feed, dragging him aside, "Don't touch her!! you go!! we don't want you to !!"

He desperately tried to hold back the tears in his eyes, but no matter how hard he tried, the tears still poured out of his eyes like a tide bursting the embankment, and as soon as the cold wind blew, his face was immediately frozen red, "You promised me not to bully her again!!You promised me that I would be good to her!!You liar!!Liar!!Big liar!!!I hate you!!I hate you for the rest of my life!!ah!!!!"

He was still too young, he didn't know how to use words to express the anger and disappointment in his heart, he just felt pain, felt scared, he never knew what hatred was, but at this moment, when he saw that Chu Di still wanted to bully Lin Xiangwan, he finally understood this strong feeling.

He has a sensitivity beyond his age, and when he was hurt, he chose to close his mind to protect himself, but he is not without feelings, he can also know joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness, when Lin Xiangwan kisses him, he can also deeply feel her love and reluctance for him, but he can't express his feelings.

But now...... No one kisses his forehead anymore, calls him baby, no one hums an out-of-tune song before going to bed, deliberately makes him laugh, no one anymore, holds his hand, and says to him, Ye Nan, don't forget your mother, you must remember your mother when you grow up in the future, remember that your mother loves you the most, and your mother will always protect you......

There's no one else to call him, Mommy.

"Mom...... Mother ......" Ye Nan sobbed and ran to the coffin, he took the woman's hand that was already as cold as a stone, and called her over and over again.

No one responded to him.

The people standing on the side saw this scene, they had already burst into tears, Shen Shijun turned his head and bit his lip tightly, Chu Di stood at the very edge of the mourning hall, covering his chest with his hands, no one could see his expression clearly, and no one knew what he was thinking at the moment.

The grievances and grievances of the two generations, the past that I thought I would never forget for a lifetime, have become so small in the face of life and death.

A fire burned out all the love and hatred.

The upper part of the ———— is finished ————— ps: The ending of this article, don't be impatient.

Another: After writing the upper part, I really want to rest for a few days...... Is it okay?