Xu Feng, who had not slept all night, left the house in the morning, and when he arrived at the children's welfare home, he happened to have just opened the door, stopped the car, he slowly smoked a cigarette in the car, and he directly asked for a long leave from the hospital, he didn't think that he could save anyone now that he was messy in his heart.

This is his responsibility for this position, and it is also responsible for life, it is true that Luo Cheng's matter has given him too much impact, which makes Xu Feng have no sense of security in his heart, he never thought that under this seemingly harmonious society, there is still a kind of torrent undercurrent.

When those things that only happen on the movie screen are moved to reality, it is difficult for anyone to accept it for a while, but what makes Xu Feng even more inseparable now is that he doesn't know how to tell this cruel truth to the little girl who treats Luo Cheng as everything.

Xu Feng didn't know how to face Ying'er's tears, let alone how to face the things behind the tears, with this extremely tangled feeling, he pressed out the cigarette butt, and then opened the car door and got out of the car.

It just so happened that at this time, a woman who looked particularly imposing also entered the welfare home, this woman glanced at Xu Feng, and just this afterglow made Xu Feng have a feeling that his heart was hooked by something, and this woman was followed by an old man in Tibetan clothes, this old man with a pair of horizontal eyebrows looked extraordinarily strong, like a wall, this strange combination made Xu Feng slightly stunned for a second, and when he came back to his senses, this woman and an old man had already entered the welfare house building.

At this time, Xu Feng hurriedly entered the huge children's welfare home after the doorman showed the proof of visitation, and he deliberately continued to look for the strange woman, but the mystery seemed to have disappeared from the place, which made Xu Feng feel like he was going to die.

Maybe it's because I'm too nervous, and there's been too much going on these days, so I have this illusion, Xu Feng shook his head, making himself a little more sober, and then came to the teaching area of the welfare institute with a familiar car, because it was early in the morning, and there were bursts of reading in this area, giving people a feeling of being full of light in the dark world, extremely dazzling.

Xu Feng quietly came to the junior high school and met a middle-aged woman wearing black-framed eyes with a kind face in the corridor, Xu Feng immediately recognized that this was Ying'er's homeroom teacher, so he tidied up his collar, tried to squeeze out a smile and said, "Teacher Wu, do you remember me?"

The middle-aged woman turned her head and looked at the man in front of her who looked professional with a smile on his face, but he was not too annoying, maybe because of the anger on this man's body, which made her feel a little inexplicable, she suddenly thought of something, and then said enthusiastically: "You are the kind person who funded Chen Ying, right?"

Xu Feng nodded, a little helpless about the title of this woman, and then glanced at the class, looking for the figure, when he saw the girl who was looking at the book intently, and then said to the middle-aged woman holding the textbook: "Teacher Hu, I have some things and want to talk to Chen Ying alone, can you let her come out." ”

The middle-aged woman looked at Xu Feng, who didn't look like a bad person in front of her, and seemed to be a little hesitant, although she had seen Xu Feng a few times, and knew the relationship between Chen Ying and Xu Feng, but she really didn't know the details of Xu Feng, although she had been in this welfare home, but she knew very well what kind of things were always going on in this society.

Xu Feng saw the middle-aged woman's worries, but he sincerely admired this woman's responsibility, took out his business card from his suit and said, "Teacher Wu, we will walk around the neighborhood and never leave the welfare home, it is about adopting her, I need to discuss it with her." ”

After hearing the word adoption, a burst of light appeared in Teacher Wu's eyes, and after she took the business card and saw the identity of Dr. Xu Feng, her expression finally let down her guard, and then entered the teacher to interrupt the recitation and shouted, "Chen Ying, you come out for a while." ”

The girl who was concentrating on reading the book came back to her senses, this girl with short Sassoon hair had pale skin, and her age looked sixteen or seventeen years old, but her eyes were not clear, but there was a kind of vicissitudes that did not fit this age, she looked towards the door, and saw Xu Feng with a smile on his face, a rare smile on his face like an iceberg, and got up and walked quickly to the door.

Although she was wearing a loose school uniform, she could no longer hide her slim figure, and a youthful and beautiful aura came to her face, but Xu Feng's expression slowly solidified, because he knew very well that the news he brought might destroy that face like a flower.

He nodded apologetically to the middle-aged woman, then took Ying'er's hand, and left the teacher.

Walking in the long corridor, Chen Ying did not resist Xu Feng's actions, but was held by Xu Feng's big hand, giving her an extra sense of security.

The two walked one after the other, Chen Ying only felt that Xu Feng was holding it tighter and tighter, and her steps were getting more and more urgent, she couldn't help but say, "Uncle Xu, why didn't Lao Luo come?"

Lao Luo is what she calls Luo Cheng, one is willing to call, and the other is willing to listen.

Xu Feng didn't answer directly, but pulled Chen Ying out of the noisy corridor, walked out of this kind of building, and then walked towards the empty small playground.

She seemed to notice the heaviness emanating from Xu Feng's body, and she was silent for a while, because in her memory, Xu Feng, who had always only smiled, had never shown a neutral expression.

The two came to the small playground like this, Xu Feng sat down on the stone bench next to him, let go of Chen Ying's hand, Chen Ying sat on the other side, and then looked at Xu Feng cautiously, she has always been sensible, she didn't dare to ask anything willfully, but was quietly waiting for Xu Feng to speak.

Xu Feng silently lit a cigarette, although he has always been extremely disgusted with things that are not good for health, perhaps because of his profession, but at this time, he needs such a cigarette very much.

This was the first time Chen Ying had seen Xu Feng smoking, which made the worry on Chen Ying's face even stronger, and Xu Feng said after taking a deep breath: "Ying'er, there is something, I need to explain it to you, but you have to promise me, no matter what I say, you have to calm down, calm down, even if the sky falls, I will stand by your side, always there." ”

Xu Feng said, having made a great decision in his heart.

Chen Ying looked at Xu Feng blankly, this keen child seemed to have caught something, and then said in a trembling voice: "Is there something wrong with Lao Luo?

Xu Feng's face sank, and then he slowly spit out a few words that he couldn't do the most.

"Luo Cheng is terminally ill and can't hold on. ”

Her expression slowly froze, as if she heard the most ridiculous words in the world, and suddenly said with a far-fetched smile: "Uncle Xu, don't be joking, how could Lao Luo get terminally ill, did he deliberately let you say this?"

Xu Feng listened to her gradually broken voice, his expression was extremely embarrassed, but he still slowly turned his head, looked at Chen Ying and said: "Ying'er, you also know my identity, I will lie to you with this?" He can't hold on, these words, maybe these shouldn't be told to you, but I think you have grown up, if you deliberately hide it, it is just irresponsible for you, you have the right to know all this." ”

Her originally stiff expression slowly froze, and the unbelievable or unimaginable things slowly became a reality and broke her heart.

Is life always like this, or is it just when you were young?

She asked him this, and the thug with blood on his hands nodded sullenly, and then said, always.

He said the truth, and her world collapsed with it.

Facing Chen Ying, who did not cry and make a fuss, and even had an extremely cold expression, Xu Feng was even more worried, because some pain needed to be vented, if it was held in his heart, the consequences would be unimaginable, he said to Chen Ying with a caring face: "Ying'er, life is like this, the world is unpredictable, all we can do is to go with the flow, life has to look forward, this is what Luo Cheng told at the end, he doesn't want to see you hurt for him." ”

However, Xu Feng knew very well that when he said such a thing, this girl who was saved by Luo Cheng was already heartbroken for Luo Cheng.

Her face did not soften because of Xu Feng's words, but said silently: "Where is Lao Luo now? I want to see him." ”

Xu Feng frowned, he knew Chen Ying's character very well, so he was so tricky, how could he tell her that Luo Cheng had given up his life for her, although in a sense, this was just to accelerate death, but Xu Feng didn't want Chen Ying to carry this kind of heaviness, this weight, I am afraid it would weigh her out of breath for the rest of her life.

"Ying'er, your aunt and I plan to adopt you, is it okay for you to come and live with Xiaomu, we are busy with work, and we also need you to take care of your brother. Xu Feng tried to divert her attention.

And this girl, who has witnessed the darkness of such a world since she was a child, how can she still be such an innocent child, she just stared at Xu Feng tightly and said: "Uncle Xu, please, let me go to see Lao Luo, I still have a lot of things to say to him, I haven't yet..."

By the end, her voice had trembled to the extreme, so much so that Xu Feng couldn't hear it clearly.

As for Xu Feng, he just had a bitter face, because he knew very well that even he would never see Luo Cheng again, and at this moment he could only comfort Chen Ying over and over again, as if he was comforting himself.

People always say that everything will pass, and there will be a rainbow after the rain, but that is all for the future, at least when such a statement is spoken, it is still in the deepest sadness.