Su Xiaoman wasn't worried that Fu Jingchun would fall in love with that woman.

Su Xiaoman was worried that Fu Jingchun had accumulated too many disappointments in his heart.

That's it, so I found a spiritual solace in this kind of window period.

Man is a lonely animal.

Always make the choice to seek advantage and avoid disadvantage when you are most lonely.

The other side.

After Fu Jingchun and the feast came out, they got into the car.

The driver was waiting outside, but Fu Jingchun did not drive it himself.

Along the way, Fu Jingchun was cold noodles.

Feast sighed and said: "Why don't you explain clearly, you invited me to dinner today just to discuss the contract, this flower is just a fan gift, what else do you say girlfriend..."

Fu Jingchun said in a deep voice: "I'm sorry. ”

Feast smiled: "You have nothing to apologize for me, although I know that it is not appropriate to ask like this, but is there something happening between you, you are like this, what if she misunderstood." ”

Fu Jingchun looked very troubled.

His brows furrowed and he pinched the bridge of his nose.

The feast continued: "Fu Jingchun, I have loved you for three whole years, but do you know what was the most desperate thing for me in those three years? It is your kind of silence, you are like a co-authored book, and people will never be able to see through, and later, I became clear, what is there to say clearly, it is the same between you and Xiaoman, hurting each other to the end is a lose-lose, what kind of person she is, don't you understand? She will never betray you, but she has only one shortcoming, that is, she is too kind, but this is not the trait you admire the most? ”

Fu Jingchun opened his eyes, and there was darkness in his eyes: "But her kindness is too easy to be taken advantage of, she leaves me again and again, I am really scared and tired." ”

These days, Fu Jingchun is too tired.

Losing seems to be a bit more grounded than having.

He didn't understand that it was always Su Xiaoman who had a big reason.

He also had no way to accept Su Xiaoman's farewell again and again.

Not to mention that there are children between them.

How she couldn't bear to let go of her two children to take care of another man.

Fu Jingchun still has no way to understand no matter what.

Feast said: "Today, she obviously came to you on purpose, maybe there is really something important to say to you, don't you really plan to hear it?"

Fu Jingchun said: "She's just because of that person, I don't want to hear it." ”

The feast had never seen this man so angry before.

Maybe such a side will only appear because of Su Xiaoman.

The feast was extremely envious of Su Xiaoman.

At least it can make this golden and cold man so annoying.

I'm afraid she has never had such an impact on this man in her life.

Su Xiaoman stood in the restaurant for a long time, until the waiter came over and said, "Miss Su, where is your location, are there any people who need to wait?"

Su Xiaoman shook his head: "I'm sorry, I'll return my position." ”

Su Xiaoman quickly came out of the restaurant.

The night breeze was cool.

Su Xiaoman suddenly felt very confused.

Life seems to have come to a fork in the road.

Su Xiaoman thought of a lot of things.

I thought about many important choices in life.

Su Xiaoman felt that he had chosen the wrong one.

That's why I've come to this day step by step.

Fu Jingchun's eyes are no longer disappointed, and the word can be described.

It was a kind of utter despair for myself.

The kind of coldness that comes out of the bones.

As long as Su Xiaoman thinks about it now, he always feels that it is a kind of chill from the bottom of his heart.

Su Xiaoman returned to Yunjin Villa in a daze.

Yunjin Villa is brightly lit day and night.

But Su Xiaoman saw that Huo and Jiang's room was dark.

This proves that Huo and Jiang are indeed asleep.

Su Xiaoman didn't go in.

Instead, he walked into the garden in a daze.

There is a swing chair in the garden.

It's still Huo Youjiang who did it himself in his spare time these days.

Su Xiaoman sat on the swing chair, but his eyes didn't know where to land.

Su Xiaoman felt that he should think about something.

Maybe it's the status quo, maybe it's the future plan, maybe it's Huo Youjiang's body, maybe it's Huanyu Company.

But Su Xiaoman's brain didn't seem to be able to function at all.

She sat there for a long time, but she didn't think about anything.

Time passed minute by minute, and it only felt like everything was meaningless.

Su Xiaoman didn't know when there was one more person next to him.

It turned out to be Shen Yufeng.

I don't know when, he has quietly sat down next to Su Xiaoman.

Shen Yufeng was still wearing a cold iron mask.

Su Xiaoman looked at the cold iron mask and was distracted.

It's like not knowing the person in front of you.

Shen Yufeng took the initiative to speak, and his voice was low: "It's so late, why is the cool breeze blowing here?"

Shen Yufeng's deep voice seemed to pull Su Xiaoman back to reality from a certain edge.

Su Xiaoman said: "I want to stay here for a while, and I will go back immediately." ”

Shen Yufeng didn't say anything.

But he didn't get up either, and it took a long time before he spit out three words: "I'll accompany you." ”

Su Xiaoman was a little surprised.

But the current situation is like Su Xiaoman has a big illusion.

It's like when I was at a low point, I always had Shen Yufeng by my side.

But Su Xiaoman knew that it was no longer the past.

Moreover, she can't consume Shen Yufeng's feelings as she should be.

Su Xiaoman got up and said, "Then I'll go in, and you ...... too."

The rest of the words have not yet been spoken.

Su Xiaoman's hand was grabbed by Shen Yufeng.

Su Xiaoman was pulled by a force and returned to his seat.

Shen Yufeng opened his mouth and said, "Sit with me for a while, I want to talk to you." ”

Shen Yufeng's voice was still hoarse and low.

But it's very different.

It's like there's a lack of coldness and indifference.

Su Xiaoman sat next to Shen Yufeng, looking at the mask, he only felt very painful in his heart.

Half of Shen Yufeng's face......

After all, it's all because of yourself.

Su Xiaoman owes a lot of people in his life, but after all, the person who owes the most is Shen Yufeng.

Su Xiaoman sat next to Shen Yufeng, not even daring to look at that face.

Shen Yufeng still held Su Xiaoman's hand.

Su Xiaoman tried to pull his hand out.

But it didn't work out.

Shen Yufeng seemed to hold on tighter again.

Shen Yufeng opened his mouth and said: "Xiaoman, for so many years, in fact, I have always missed you. ”

When Su Xiaoman heard this, he only felt as if his heart had been torn apart.

The past, the past, the sourness comes from the past.

"Shen Yufeng ......," Su Xiaoman called his name in a low voice.

Shen Yufeng said: "Actually, I have known your whereabouts for a long time, over the years, I know your every move, I know that you live in Jasmine Town, I know that you bought Egret County after you came to the capital, I know that you went to participate in a variety reality show, everything about you, I know everything about you." ”

Su Xiaoman was very surprised.

But after the surprise, there was more uneasiness and distress.

Shen Yufeng said: "Xiaoman, let me tell you about my experience over the years. ”

Su Xiaoman was shocked.

In fact, Su Xiaoman wanted to know.

But I didn't take the initiative to ask.

Su Xiaoman knew that it must not be a good day.

Maybe for Shen Yufeng, it is a purgatory-like existence.

Therefore, Su Xiaoman did not take the initiative to touch it, it was Shen Yufeng's wound.

Shen Yufeng's voice was very deep.

Before, his voice wasn't like that.

This was caused by the fire in the plane crash that year.

After Su Xiaoman recovered his memory, he also recalled the scene at that time.

She parachuted first, and shortly after getting down, the plane crashed into a mountain peak, and the wing caught fire and fell.

The next thing, in fact, Su Xiaoman didn't have much impression.

All that accompanies the memory is the despair and pain of that time.

Su Xiaoman woke up.

But at that time, Su Xiaoman forgot everything.

also forgot about this man who gave up his life to save her.

Later, Su Xiaoman lived a peaceful and stable life.

But what did Huo and Jiang go through? finish

Why did he go from being such a sunny person to being cold and ruthless now?

Why did he become the second master Xiao who was terrified of both black and white.

Su Xiaoman felt that there must be a lot of stories in this.

And this time. 、

Shen Yufeng had already spoken.

Shen Yufeng said: "I knew that my brother had a brain surgery to destroy your memory, and I really hated him, but it was also at that time that I knew that he loved you from the bottom of his heart and wanted to possess you." ”

Su Xiaoman was silent, and Shen Yufeng continued: "At that time, what I couldn't accept the most was actually this, he was so good at disguise, in fact, my injury was not very serious at the time, except for disfigurement, it was not life-threatening, after recovering for a period of time, I found a way to leave the villa, at that time, you had already undergone surgery, I know that you will completely forget the past." ”

Shen Yufeng's voice was low, as if he was trapped in a distant memory.

"At that time, I was aimless, I just didn't want to lose my memory and didn't want to forget you, I just thought that one day I would definitely go back and rescue you from my brother's side, and then I fell in the alley, it was Xiao Zhan who saved me. ”

Su Xiaoman listened and wondered: "Xiao Zhan?"

"He was the boss of the Matrix, and I followed him from that day on, and he taught me a lot of things, and he also taught me to be ruthless. “

Su Xiaoman said: "So you changed your name and became Second Master Xiao in everyone's eyes." ”

Shen Yufeng turned his head and seemed to glance at Su Xiaoman, and said: "Those two years were really purgatory-like days, but later, I found that my worldview had changed, and I saw a lot of dark sides, so I no longer felt that this world was beautiful. Especially my face......"

Su Xiaoman's heart seemed to be struggling.

Slowly grabbed Shen Yufeng's hand: "It's all because of my ......"

Shen Yufeng said: "Later, I inquired about you, I knew that you settled down in Jasmine Town and gave birth to Yuanbao safely, I wanted to go to you, but I didn't want to disturb your peaceful life, so it's okay to forget it, after all, your last life was also very sad." ”

Su Xiaoman said: "But at that time, I forgot you, I forgot everyone." ”

Shen Yufeng said: "I don't want to bother you anymore, and at the same time I'm thinking that my brother's approach is right, although I still can't agree with it, it's just because you forgot me and let him go to the center of your life, people are selfish, and I just stand on my own side." ”

Su Xiaoman said: "At that time, you should have come over and tell me everything, so many things would not have happened later." ”