Chapter 53: Addiction to death

"Why do you want to apologize to me?" I looked at Zhao Bingyan quietly and asked her softly.

Hearing me ask like this, Zhao Bingyan's expression looked a little embarrassed, she subconsciously helped her beautiful frame, lowered her head and muttered for a moment, then raised her head again, and muttered to me in a slightly hoarse voice: "The fax incident before you left Yiyou was planned by me, and Xiaolan is me...... Instigated. At that time, she first gave me the fax, and then I ...... I contacted her by phone in the evening, and asked her to make an offensive and defensive alliance with me, and not admit that you had ever faxed it...... I gave it to Xiaolan. ”

Zhao Bingyan was very difficult when she said this, and she slurred a short passage of words, and after a few interruptions, she secretly glanced at me, and her expression became more and more cramped.

Although I had already speculated that the truth of that incident might be the case, today, when I really heard the ins and outs of this matter from Zhao Bingyan's mouth, I still felt shocked.

I stared at Zhao Bingyan sitting in front of me, my eyes did not move away for a long time, under the gaze of my sharp gaze, Zhao Bingyan's expression became more cramped, she lowered her head slightly, and rubbed the small wallet in front of her with both hands.

After a long time, I asked Zhao Bingyan coldly, "Why are you doing this?" There was a hint of anger and helplessness in my voice.

Zhao Bingyan looked up at me suddenly, her eyes were faintly filled with tears, and her eyes were full of shame and helplessness.

She snorted, and after a moment, whispered to me, "My purpose was to ...... Push you away, because the company has a precedent for this kind of incident, and the final penalty decision made for employees who violate the company's rules is ...... Expulsion, so I want to take this opportunity...... Give it a try, trying to get you away from your friend. ”

I sneered helplessly, glanced to the side, and after a moment, I moved my gaze back to Zhao Bingyan and asked her coldly, "Why do you have to force me to go?"

Zhao Bingyan raised her head and looked at me, smiled bitterly, and then replied to me in a dumb voice: "It's very simple, because I feel threatened, I think Zhou Yaze is moved by you." This feeling has never been felt in other women, and there are many young and beautiful unmarried girls in Yiyou, and some even openly ...... to Zhou Yaze has shown love, Wu Xiaona is one of them, but he has never been emotionally attached to any girl in the company, and he has always been a business-like and cold face, including me, so we all think he is a little ...... Sexual frigidity. But he's different ...... you."

Saying that, Zhao Bingyan looked at me, considered it and said to me slowly: "He has a rare good impression of you, or it can also be said to be patient, you are a person who does things in a hurry, sometimes rough, to be honest, I and many female colleagues in the company, in fact, I don't like to see you in private......"

Speaking of this, Zhao Bingyan glanced at me again, her expression was a little embarrassed, she helped her glasses, and then said: "But I don't know why, your style is right to Mr. Zhou's appetite, he has praised you for your courage and courage in front of the company's leadership more than once. To tell the truth, I have been in Yiyou for so many years, Zhou Yaze has never praised me like this, even if he has some praise, he is sloppy, so at that time, I felt that his feelings for you were different from those for others. Although on the surface, it seems that the boss appreciates his subordinates, but from a woman's point of view, I think he actually likes a woman with a true temperament like you, and you should compare your appetite for him, so he can't help but praise you again and again. ”

Hearing this, I smiled helplessly, sighed softly, then looked at Zhao Bingyan and said to her calmly: "I always feel that Mr. Zhou's good impression of me is only because I work hard, and there is no boss who doesn't like employees who work hard, and Mr. Zhou does the same for me." I think you're too much heart. ”

Zhao Bingyan gently stirred the cup of coffee with a small spoon, smiled bitterly faintly, and shook her head gently.

I knew that she was actually a very stubborn person, so I didn't want to waste time with her here, and at this time I had another question in my mind, and I asked her a little puzzled: "How can Xiaolan listen to you so much? In my impression, she is not such a person who is easily swayed?"

To be honest, I don't care about Xiaolan, and I brought me all the business processes she learned after joining Yiyou, so I never understood her original intention of doing what she did in the first place.

Zhao Bingyan raised her head to look at me, smiled helplessly, and then explained to me in a low voice: "Because Xiaolan's mother is sick, she has borrowed a sum of money from me before, and I can be regarded as a ...... to her "So in the matter of faxing, although she did not agree with my idea, because she had received my favor before, she finally compromised and agreed to cooperate with my action. ”

I listened silently, and smiled silently in my heart, life is so cruel, the so-called grace of a drop of water, should be repaid with a spring, but Xiaolan's method of retribution is too extreme, right?

Seeing that I was silent there, Zhao Bingyan added to me in a low voice: "Haichao, I'm really sorry, in fact, I regretted it later, Xiaolan also cried to me before leaving, saying that she is only sorry for one person in her life, and that is you." I was blinded by jealousy and lost my ...... Conscience. ”

I smiled helplessly, sighed softly, and said to her slowly: "Forget it, now that the matter has passed, it is useless to say anything, so don't mention these old accounts again, after all, we have all left Yiyou now." ”

Zhao Bingyan smiled awkwardly and muttered to me, "I know you are a generous person. ”

I looked at Zhao Bingyan sitting in front of me and smiled helplessly, in fact, I am not a generous person, otherwise there would not have been a matter of putting the dinner plate on Wu Xiaona's head later, but I have always eaten soft and not hard, and now Zhao Bingyan apologizes to me so sincerely, do you want me to ask her for revenge again?

That's not my style at all.

So I smiled with relief, then looked at Zhao Bingyan, and said to her jokingly: "Actually, my measurement is not that big, otherwise I wouldn't have made a fuss to Wu Xiaona in the cafeteria later." As I spoke, I looked at the beautiful suit on Zhao Bingyan's body, and half-jokingly teased her, "It's good that you didn't ask me to pay for my clothes." ”

Hearing me say this, Zhao Bingyan also smiled a little shyly, and then she whispered to me: "Xiao Na really did too much that time, no one else can bear it, as for my clothes, forget it." ”

Both of us smiled with relief, the so-called smile and enmity when we met may be talking about us here and now.

Later, I chatted with Zhao Bingyan again, I asked her a few puzzled questions, I asked her: "If you feel that you are a threat, I think Wu Yanran should be the first candidate, after all, she has been engaged to Zhou Yaze in a dignified manner, why are you not jealous of her, but jealous of me?"

Zhao Bingyan explained to me with a smile: " That's because I know Wu Xiaona very well, so I have long known that the marriage between Zhou Yaze and Wu Yanran is a family marriage, and I also know that Zhou Yaze doesn't love that Wu Yanran, listening to Wu Xiaona's description, I also know that Zhou Yaze doesn't take that Wu Yanran very seriously, and being with her is just forced by family pressure, for which Wu Yanran has made trouble more than once, saying that Zhou Yaze doesn't love her or something, so in my heart, I can't be jealous of that Wu Yanran, because she really doesn't deserve my jealousy, from beginning to end, she has never gotten Zhou Yaze's heart。 ”

Hearing Zhao Bingyan's faint narration, I thought about it.

Before breaking up with Zhao Bingyan that day, she also said to me seriously: "Haichao, I think Zhou Yaze is really a little moved by you, believe me, my intuition will not be wrong." Perhaps, he likes a cheerful and unpretentious woman like you," she added, as if remembering something, "By the way, I heard that Zhou Yaze's ex-girlfriend is also a simple and cheerful girl, although she is not exactly the same personality as you, but there are similarities between you, I think this may be Zhou Yaze's ribs, he naturally likes this type of woman." ”

Speaking of this, Zhao Bingyan also said to me earnestly: "If I were you, I would work hard to get it, anyway, if I got it, I got it, even if I was addicted to it, I would die, at least I loved it vigorously with such a worthy man in this life, and I didn't come to the world in vain." If you can't get it, then you can't complain about it, you can do your best, and you have no regrets, it's better than you retreating like this. ”

After breaking up with Zhao Bingyan, her words echoed in my ears for a long time.

Hehe, I smiled bitterly in my heart, how to fight? Do I go to openly confess to Zhou Yaze, saying that I like him very much?

Don't say that Zhou Yaze now has a nominal fiancΓ©e, even if he doesn't, I can't do this kind of thing.

Therefore, this so-called struggle and addiction to death is completely impossible for me.

A few days later, Xu Bo, the CEO of our company, held a family-style dinner, organized by him and his current girlfriend, in his private villa, and the invited objects were some of his close friends in the society, as well as some leaders and important employees of Olin advertising agency, the purpose of this dinner is to hold a kind of social party for Mr. Xu to contact and all aspects of feelings.

Because of our department manager's strong recommendation, I was actually invited to participate in this banquet, in fact, I don't like this kind of noisy occasion, but the department manager invited me, and then Mr. Xu also sent me an invitation after he knew, if I was really excused, it would be a little too unfamiliar, so that day I wore a set of indigo dress skirt that Hai Jing helped me buy and went.

Unexpectedly, at that dinner, I actually met a lot of acquaintances.