Chapter Seventy-Nine: Don't Hate
I hugged my daughter's body and softly comforted her: "Tongtong, listen to me......"
Tongtong sat down beside me with a pout, and she blinked wide-eyed and looked at me pitifully.
I can't bear it, but I also have to be honest with my daughter.
I took her hand and said to her very earnestly, "Tongtong, mom is going to be with dad...... Separate, the reason for the separation ......" Speaking of this, I was a little ashamed, but for the sake of my daughter's good, I still cheered up and tried my best to explain to her gently, "The reason for the separation is mainly because the personalities of the two of us are really not suitable for living together, and the separation will be good for each other's future lives......"
Looking at my daughter's incredulous gaze, I quickly added and explained to her: "But you are still our daughter, even if I can't be with your dad anymore, we will still love you as before, and you can stay with whomever you want during the big week or holiday......"
My daughter glared at me, her big crystal clear eyes gradually fogging up, she bit her lower lip tightly, and did not speak.
After a moment, she shook off my hand suddenly, stood up suddenly, and shouted hoarsely: "It must be Yang Kexin's bad woman's ghost! She must have broken up you and my father! I want to settle accounts with her, I want to find someone to abolish her!"
As she spoke, Tongtong ran out of the door like crazy! I chased after her until I reached the door and hugged her tightly.
"You let go of me! Let go of me! I'm going to settle accounts with that bad woman! I'm going to find someone to abolish her, woo woo woo woo ......" The daughter was struggling hard while beating my body with her little fist, I hugged her tightly and didn't let go, and kept saying to her, "Tongtong, calm down! You listen to your mother......
Tongtong cried hoarsely in my arms, looking at my daughter's extremely painful appearance, my heart was about to break, but what could I do now? Could it be that the mother and daughter really went to settle accounts with that Yang Kexin and then fought with her? What kind of shadow would that leave in the bottom of my daughter's heart?
No, no, no, I must not let my daughter get involved in the sordid rights and wrongs of the adult world.
So, I hugged my daughter tightly into my arms, no matter how much she tried to break free, and finally Tongtong lost her strength, and she collapsed in my arms and cried bitterly.
I took my daughter back to my room and sat down on the sofa with my arms around her, and we snuggled up to each other like that, and we didn't speak for a long time.
My daughter kept sobbing in my arms, and I couldn't stop wiping the tears from her eyes with a tissue.
When Tongtong's mood stabilized, I held her body and tried my best to say to her in a calm tone: "Tongtong, have you ever thought that if Mom continues to live with Dad, Mom will be happy?"
Tongtong twitched and lowered her big eyes, and there were tears on her long eyelashes, but she didn't speak.
My husband Deng Wenliang often does not go home, I often stay alone in the empty room, these facts are very clear in our daughter Tongtong's heart, she has lived in school since she was in junior high school, but she did not live in school when she was in elementary school, so it is very clear that Deng Wenliang has neglected me in the past two years, so she will be so silent.
"Tongtong," I put my arm on my daughter's shoulders and said to her patiently, "If I can, I also want to continue to maintain this marriage, but if this marriage makes me and your father miserable, then the result of continuing will only make our family of three miserable, if it has reached this level, it is better to choose to let go and give each other a chance to start over, are you right?"
Tongtong finally raised her head, she looked at me with big eyes with tears, and muttered for a long time: "But if it was because of Yang Kexin's bad woman that you were separated, don't you hate her, Mom? I can't wait for her to die right now!"
I smiled bitterly, gently took my daughter into my arms, and murmured to her: "Tongtong, no matter whether there are other women involved between me and your father, there is one thing that cannot be denied, that is, your father no longer loves me, if he still loves me, even if other women intervene, it will not help......"
As I spoke, I looked into my daughter's eyes and said to her sincerely, "Just like when you were a child, when your father was younger and more handsome, he was more able to attract the attention of beautiful women, but he didn't change his mind, because he still loved me then, but now he ......" At this, my eyes were a little dark, but in order to comfort my daughter, I still tried my best to explain to her calmly, " But now, he doesn't love me anymore, and I'm not that important in his mind anymore, so even if it's not Yang Kexin, there will be other women to replace your mother's place in your father's heart, because a person's feelings are reluctant, love is love, not love is not love, your father no longer loves me, and continuing to live with him will only make both of us miserable. And if you let go at the right time, maybe your mother will find her own happiness. ”
Tongtong blinked her big eyes and listened to my words motionlessly, it was indeed too early to say love and dislove to a child who was less than thirteen years old, but in order to calm my daughter's heart as soon as possible, I could only comfort her like this, I don't want my beloved daughter to live in hatred all day after my divorce from her father, I want her to understand that my letting go may be another way to regain her life.
After saying that, I put my arm around my daughter's slender shoulders and looked at her sincerely, trying to make her appreciate the meaning of my words through my gentle gaze.