Chapter 246: Fear
Today's Lin Shenghuan and the past Lin Shenghuan seem to be wrong, and I can't say what has changed.
It can be seen that Hong Taotao is scared, Lin Shenghuan sneered at the corner of his mouth, it seems that in this world, he is really scared, and he is afraid of dying.
"You remember to me, no matter what you do, you don't want people to know, unless you don't do those sneaky things for you in the company, don't think I don't know, only a fool will turn a blind eye, the loss you suffered today is the cause and effect you planted yourself in those periods, go find your own reasons, don't trouble others. ”
Lin Shenghuan turned around and left after speaking, without looking at each other, until the evening, Lin Shenghuan slowly dragged his tired body in from the outside, and when he saw Lin Shenghuan coming back, Hong Taotao hurriedly stepped forward to condole.
"Alas, Miss, you're finally back, do you know how anxious I am? I've been looking forward to your return, I've already stewed this hot pot, and then let's drink some red wine." ”
"Okay, you can do whatever you want. ”
Hong Taotao took a particularly close look at Lin Shenghuan, and found that the other party's expression was a little better than when she set off before, so she secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and in the blink of an eye, there were chopsticks and bowls for eating on the table, as well as hot pot ingredients for shabu-shabu.
The hot pot base prepared by Hong Taotao was very rich, filling the entire table, and specially poured a glass of rich red wine for Lin Shenghuan, and then raised the wine glass.
"Come and have a drink, forget all the unpleasant things from now on, we have to start a new life, go out together to find a job, and prepare for our new year. ”
Hearing Hong Taotao say this, she just moved the corners of her mouth, Lin Shenghuan put down the wine glass again, and seeing Lin Shenghuan's state, Hong Taotao hurriedly put the cup down and frowned.
"What's wrong with you, are you still uncomfortable in your heart and can't let go, if you can't let go, I don't mind, you cry, really, don't hold back, tell me something." ”
"I'm fine, it's just that I spent an afternoon shopping and suddenly made a decision. ”
"Don't scare me, what did you decide? Why are you so scary. ”
Seeing the other party's worried eyes, Lin Shenghuan instantly strengthened his thoughts.
"I decided to leave here and look for a job elsewhere, not wanting to stay here anymore. ”
"You're not kidding me, no, absolutely not, what should you do if you go over there? I'm the only friend here, or I just met recently, you're going to another place, and you have no friends or relatives, and it's not safe for you to be a lone woman......"
"It's okay, I just feel that this city has left me sad places, it really makes me breathless, I can't live normally here, I can't even breathe normally, so I decided to change jobs and new environments quickly.
Although there is no other place, this is not as prosperous as here, there must be no job opportunities, there are many here, there is no choice, but I have to leave, only leaving here is rebirth, staying here is only a dead end. ”
Seeing that the other party's eyes were very firm, Hong Taotao naturally knew that she couldn't persuade her no matter what she said, so she thought about it for a while.
"I understand you very well, but I want to go with you, but I can't do it right now. ”
"I know you still have your mother to take care of, you have to come back every week, it's too hard, you are waiting for me here, maybe after a year or two I will talk about my injury, and I will come back, and this house is due for half a year, you can live here with confidence, I just took a little money from the bank and came back, you will use it later, the family needs to spend money." ”
Lin Shenghuan said as he took out a wad of money from his backpack and put it on the dining table.
"No, absolutely not, I don't have any money to give you when the lease of this house expires for half a year, you have reduced my great difficulties, but how can I be embarrassed to use your money again, besides, you also need money to pave the way for development in other places, don't you have to eat or drink there." ”
"You don't have to worry about my business, it's not a big deal if I feed the whole family now, I will try to make money and believe in me, and your unemployment this time is also because of me, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have been fired by them." ”
Hearing what the other party said, Hong Taotao could only nod gratefully and accept the money.
"Okay, I'll take this money first, even if I borrow it from you, if there is money in the future, I will definitely pay it back to you." ”
"As long as you can develop, you're going to have to pay me back double the connection interest, you know. ”
Lin Shenghuan and Hong Taotao joked.
"I really want to be developed, but how can I be developed? You see, we women can't find a job. ”
"The fastest way to get rich in the world is to find a golden beetle son-in-law, believe me. Find a golden beetle son-in-law, maybe you will be developed. ”
"I don't believe you, what a golden beetle son-in-law, rich people are to blame, just like your boyfriend is not the same, because he abandoned you because of a little money, I despise such a man the most. ”
After speaking, he suddenly remembered something, and quickly shut up, immediately covered his mouth, and stared at Lin Shenghuan apologetically.
"I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to, you also know that I'm a straight-hearted person, what to say, I don't care at all, don't be angry with me. ”
"I understand, you don't have to explain, okay, let's stop talking about the things that make us unhappy, let's get drunk today, no, don't get drunk, drink a lot. ”
The two of them raised their glasses to drink, and they didn't know how much red wine they drank, but they drank wine bottles one after another, and finally drank several bottles of red wine, and then they stopped, and they didn't know how they fell asleep, but they only woke up the next day, but found that both of them were lying under the table, but this wine seemed to be able to extinguish all the flames of hatred, and the next day, Lin Shenghuan packed up his simple luggage and left.
When he arrived at the train station, Lin Shenghuan suddenly remembered a lot of pictures in his mind.
A lot of the past is like a movie in my mind, scene by scene, scene by scene, scene by scene, and the surprise and pain I give myself every time are always so clear in the picture.
Lin Shenghuan thought that if he left this time, he might not come back in this life, but is all this real? Not real, can everything that happened happen happen as if nothing happened?
What should happen will happen, and the waiting that shouldn't happen won't come, just let fate arrange everything for you, but the time when you are not obedient is as fast as a white horse, and in a blink of an eye it is the New Year, and the Lunar New Year is the busiest season, no matter which industry it is.