Chapter 34: Your Warmth, My Hatred
Lin Xiangwan didn't want his money at all, not only his, as long as it wasn't her labor income, she didn't want more money!
Some people may laugh at her for being stupid, but for Lin Xiangwan, this is her bottom limit.
She swore in front of Ye Zhen's tomb that she was fed up with looking at other people's eyes, so in this life, as long as she lived for one day, she would never live on other people's charity!
Kelin Xiangwan didn't know that her refusal was like a spoonful of hot oil, poured on Chu Di's heart.
Breaking free of the man's control, Lin Xiangwan apologized to Mrs. Shen and withdrew from the auction hall, the taste of being noticed was not good, she felt that her chest was so tight that it was difficult to breathe.
#将双手浸泡在冰冷的自来水里过了许久, it wasn't until the warm palms were numb from the cold that Lin Xiangwan raised his palms and covered his cheeks.
The fiery temperature on her face receded little by little, and her heartbeat calmed down from agitation to calm, and she raised her head to look at herself in the mirror. Under the fluorescent lamp, her face was like a fine Xue Xuan, and the cold white background was soaked in an unhealthy flush. She knew that she had made a lot of mistakes today, she shouldn't have caused trouble for the Shen family, she shouldn't have deliberately provoked Chu Di, and she shouldn't have been too high-profile in front of the public.
And the source of this series of troubles is that she should not agree to Shen Shijun and attend the auction with him.
She knew what kind of high-profile occasion this was, and she might not be able to get out of it after she came, but she still came. What was she looking forward to? Want to find some traces of the past?
Is...... A sucker.
Lin Xiangwan couldn't help but smile bitterly, the woman in the mirror hooked the corners of her mouth with her, but there was irrepressible sadness overflowing in her eyes.
When Ye Kuan and Ye Rong were not born, it was the best time for Lin Xiang to live in his later days, at that time Aunt Xiang did not have her own children, she just started to learn to be a stepmother, in order to avoid gossip, she was very good to her, at that time there were not many affairs in the company, Ye Zhen often took her to such a place when she was free, the eldest daughter Bowen Qiang remembered, smart and precocious is an indisputable fact, Ye Zhen did not like her, but liked the pleasure she brought him, all parents could not resist the praise of others for their children, praising them is like praising themselves, but it is more gratifying than praising themselves。
This is probably the nature of parents, and even hatred and disgust cannot erase it.
It's strange that Lin Xiangwan can't remember most of the people and things in the auction room, but she seems to have burned them in her brain one by one.
Song Jun kiln flower mouth plate, Qing Qianlong blue and white celestial ball bottle, Guangxu blue and white glaze red powder box, ivory pen holder carved with the fortune of the heavenly merit, plus color wood carving thousand hands Guanyin statue dignified and dignified.
Those ancient objects that have been beautifully contaminated with the breath of time and become elfty, I don't know how many times, let the little her praise from the bottom of her heart.
Time is merciless, when life is gone, love and hate will be turned to ashes, but these things will be passed down forever, loved and cherished by countless people, and immortal.
If you ask the young Lin Xiangwan where she likes to go the most, she will definitely answer, auction.
She likes the atmosphere, the quietness, the precipitation of time and wealth, where you can see the purest side of human nature, the desire for beautiful things, and the desire for money.
Here, Ye Zhen once took her hand and whispered to her, "Ah Wan, have you seen those beautiful bowls and saucers, although the people who made them have long been ancient, and it is difficult to find their owners, they have remained. Ah Wan, life is too fragile, time is fleeting, so you have to learn to be strong, you have to learn to choose, learn to give up ......"
She didn't understand the meaning of those words at the time. Ye Zhen saw whose face she saw through her face, and she didn't understand.
It's just that by the time she understood all this, the person who spoke was gone.
Ye Zhen is neither a good father nor a good businessman. His qualifications are mediocre, his personality is weak, and in the unpredictable business wars, he can only survive and barely make a living, otherwise he will not be defeated by Chu Di so easily. When Ye's enterprise was passed to Ye Zhen, there were still billions of assets, and after a few years of hard work by him, only a few hundred million assets remained.
He never liked to work in an office, and when faced with tough and fierce opponents, he always chose to avoid and compromise.
Lin Xiangwan has seen him more than once that he is hiding in the study, and his mobile phone is ringing loudly, but he ignores it, burying his head in the books and flowers, and closes his ears to care.
Her father, who should be a teacher or a gardener, is better than a president.
The high-intensity life not only ruined his health, but also ruined his happiness. Lin Xiangwan often thought that maybe when the Ye family went out of business, Ye was a little relaxed in his heart, no longer caring about such a mess, no one forced him to go out early and return late, and compete with others, maybe he was happy......
But this was just her guess, and no one would ever answer such a stupid question as hers.
Resting her head against the cold marble wall, Lin Xiangwan closed her eyes, her heart function was becoming more and more exhausted, and the blood supply was insufficient, which made her feel dizzy from time to time, and she was almost unstable on her feet, there was no way to suppress this situation, she could only grit her teeth and stubbornly push through.
At this moment, the door of the lady's bathroom was forcefully opened, and Lin Xiangwan subconsciously blocked her face with her hand, not wanting anyone to see her fragile appearance, she lowered her head slightly and walked out.
Her arm was grabbed, she was pushed into the partition of the bathroom, and she stumbled a few steps in a vague manner, and the person was thrown against the wall, too late to dodge, and her elbow was scratched by the raised place of the stone wall, and it hurt fiercely.
"Out of the limelight, now you want to leave?Miss Ye, do you really think my money is so easy to take?" Chu Di's face was pale, everything that happened in the auction hall made him angry, and Lin Xiangwan's attitude of turning a blind eye to him just now made him even more annoyed.
"Mr. Chu, your money was taken away by the owner of the auction item, and it has nothing to do with me. Lin Xiangwan replied weakly, struggling to go out again, dizzy, she didn't want to say a word to anyone, she just wanted to find a quiet place to hide herself.
But her evasive attitude, in Chu Di's opinion, was just a sign of weakness, he laughed coldly and locked the door of the bathroom. "Why don't I think so? You must be very proud that the conspiracy succeeded, right?"
Lin Xiangwan frowned tightly and raised her face to look at him, Chu Di's appearance turned into several layers of figures in her eyes, each of which was ill-intentioned.
"Speaking of conspiracy, how can I be your opponent. Lin Xiangwan knew that he would not let himself go easily, so he could only cover his forehead with his hand and said, "The auction has the rules of the auction, and you don't know it and break in, who can blame it? Seven million to buy a lesson, although it is a little expensive, but it is quite worthwhile, tomorrow's newspaper front page headlines, will definitely be to promote Mr. Chu, how you are kind and charitable, not only you, but even with the image of the Chu family, you will become positive and tall, maybe the stock can be red a few points, such a thing that kills multiple birds with one stone, what else are you not satisfied with, Mr. Chu?"
Chu Di's breath stagnated, "You think it's very good, what do you think those entertainment notes in the newspaper are for? Things the size of sesame seeds can be written by them as the size of a watermelon, and my embarrassment today, not tomorrow, will be a household name in two hours! Ye Xiangwan, do you have to do it against me? What does this mean to you?"
"You still ask me this?" Lin Xiangwan sneered, "Mr. Chu, you won't forget what you did to my family, right? ”
She said, close to him, she was so close to him, and through her amber pupils, Chu Di could see her own reflection. He could see his own shock, but he couldn't see the waves of her emotions.
"Please remember my words, clearly, and not a word. Because of these words, I will never say to you again, so you must remember it well. Chu Di, when you see me smiling at you, or when I talk to you and say hello to you, you must remember that that bright smile is just a reminder of my incomparable contempt for you, and every time I hug you, the warmth you feel is my burning hatred! Not only now, but even more so before! I have never forgotten all the things you have done to me! You don't know how much I hate myself, if it weren't for my existence, how could it affect my father, but how much I hate myself, I hate you thousands of times! Chu Di, don't be surprised, this is what I want to say to you in my heart, what seems beautiful is always deceiving, isn't it? If I were you, I would run away and never come near me again, if you want to continue...... Then please enjoy. ”
She said these words with a smile, because her tone was so intimate that he didn't react for a moment, when did she say something.
She hates him, this hatred has never disappeared, it is like an old bitter wine, it will only accumulate more and more, she hates him, every minute, every second, every cell in her body hates him, no matter how desperately she wants ****, and this hatred will always have the seed to break through the ground and sprout, break through all obstacles, and emerge from her heart.
She couldn't do it, she couldn't pretend to forgive him, she couldn't, if she had to let her, she would rather die!
Have you ever tried to stab the blade into your chest inch by inch, and when the cold iron cuts through the flesh, you don't feel pain, you just feel cold.
Chu Di had never been so cold.