Drake choked and stood helplessly, he stood there helplessly, the warmth and sourness of his tears completely broke all the defenses, and he was stunned, and the turbulence in his heart swallowed him like a beast. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

His confusion, his loss, his pain, his struggle, his confusion, his loneliness...... In this moment, a steady stream of memories came and went, and the powerful power of memories dragged him into the bottomless abyss.

If he could, he didn't want to break up, he hated breaking up, he still loved her deeply, he still didn't want to give up, he was still dreaming of a happy life for two people, he still firmly believed that they could overcome the gap in distance; Maybe, as time flies, they all mature, they all grow, they all come to their senses, and things will be different, but ...... But......

When Drake saw the happiness in Lan Li's eyes turn into astonishment, when Drake saw the gentleness on Lan Li's face put on a mask, when Drake saw the vividness of the corners of Lan Li's mouth lose its vitality...... The pain and loss came crashing down on him, and he couldn't breathe at all.

Suddenly, he couldn't tell whether it was Lan Li or Jacob in front of him, and he couldn't even tell whether it was Jacob or himself in the story. Time seems to travel back to those moments in memory, real and vivid.

"Jingle bell, jingle bell", the phone in the studio rang, Jacob turned his head, his eyes fell on the drawing in front of him, the movement seemed to be a little slow, he couldn't react, hesitated to stand up and answer the phone, and then Sam walked down the stairs quickly, and the sound of going downstairs made Jacob turn his head to look over.

Sam was only wearing one of Jacob's shirts, the wide shirt covered the graceful curves of the upper body, but showed the seductive lines of long legs, and the long sleeves completely covered her palms, which was a little funny and a little sexy.

Sam smiled at Jacob, motioned for Jacob to sit, and then quickly picked up the phone, "Jacob Furniture Store, this is Samantha." Sam sat down and said expertly, "Hey, hello...... No, no, no later than three weeks...... Okay, okay, remember to tell me ......"

Jacob regained his attention and tried to focus on his design, but the trajectory of the pencil seemed to get out of control, and he unconsciously scribbled in the blank space next to the drawing, not even the lines of the pencil were drawn solidly, only a pile of lines, as if they were messed up with yarn.

He knew that he had to concentrate, but he couldn't concentrate at all, and unconsciously raised his head to look at Sam on the right hand call, but the focus of his eyes was constantly wandering, and he couldn't find a focus, and even the line of his shoulders became faintly tight, he raised his left hand and touched the tail of his eyebrows, but he quickly put it down, groped on the drawing paper, and then put it aside again......

"Okay, goodbye......"

Sam hung up, and Jacob shrugged his shoulders and took the initiative to speak, "Did they say it could be done in three weeks?" and his tone was even a little impatient, as if he couldn't wait to join the conversation.

"Yes. Sam saw Jacob's handsome face, she noticed Jacob's movements, Jacob couldn't be quiet at all, his attention was always on her every move, this is a good thing, isn't it? This shows that Jacob cares about himself, which makes the smile on the corner of Sam's mouth rise, and she has to bite her lower lip to avoid smiling too proudly and revealing the true emotions in her heart.

Jacob saw Sam biting his lip, but he couldn't help but be stunned. It was Anna's favorite move, her muscles stiffened, and even her back could feel his tightness.

Sam stepped forward, touched Jacob's cheeks with both hands, looked at the man in front of him carefully, and couldn't help but bow his head and imprint a kiss on the lip flap, and then put his forehead against his forehead, the tip of his nose rubbed the tip of his nose, and the happiness in his eyes overflowed, "Yes, they have always been okay." ”

Then Sam crouched down, from a posture of looking down from the top to looking from the bottom up, looking deeply at the light in Jacob's eyes, raising his fingers, gently smoothing Jacob's slightly frowning eyebrows, and gently touching the corners of Jacob's mouth with his fingertips, as if depicting it up.

Jacob smiled, a smile of resignation, "I know. Sam's eyes were doting, she wrinkled her nose slightly, a smile overflowed from her eyes, and whispered, "I still have housework to do, you hurry up and get to work." The words were softly reproachful, but with indescribable sweetness and intimacy, and then she stood up and swayed back up to the second floor.

Jacob sat still, still in the same position, stunned, and glanced up at Sam, who seemed to realize his gaze, smiled back, the corners of his mouth reluctantly hooked, and then turned around in some embarrassment, trying to get back to work. However, he looked at the design drawings in front of him, and fell into deep thought in a daze, and his brain seemed to fall into a blank space.

There is no sadness, no surprise, no regret, not even loss, no emotion, just revealing a sense of dazedness, but in a few strokes to outline the deep loneliness in the heart. Piercing the bones.

John Golesryan looked up from behind the camera and glanced at Drake, who was standing next to him. As a cinematographer, he must follow the director's command and not make his own decisions, but at this time, the scene has been filmed, Drake still has no reaction, and the whole set is waiting for Drake's instructions, so ...... What should I do?

John looked left and right, the crew was so few people, he could only leave the camera with his head, came to Drake's side, patted Drake, and then saw Drake turn his head suddenly, those eyes were full of hazy tears, thick sadness flickered in the tears, and the pain of struggling was so clear.

John couldn't help but be stunned, but still suppressed the confusion in his heart, "Drake, this scene is filmed." ”

Drake paused for a second, and then came back to his senses, "Ka!" The light and fluttering voice barely had any weight, and the suffocating loneliness and dazedness stuck his throat firmly, but it finally ended the filming of this scene, but the shock in his heart was immersed in memories and could not extricate himself.

It wasn't until this moment that Drake really understood Lan Li's performance intentions.

In Jacob's eyes, he still thinks that he and Anna are still together, he still thinks that the warmth of the family comes from Anna, and he still thinks that he and Anna live happily ever after...... So, the moment reality breaks the dream, Jacob's panic and loss are so obvious that it is almost impossible to hide.

Anna is no longer in Los Angeles, and now he is by his side, and he has no idea how it all happened. How ridiculous, how ridiculous, but it really happened.

What's even more cruel is that Jacob suddenly realizes that he and Anna have broken up completely, and he wants to try to make amends, but he doesn't know where to start. The feeling of powerlessness brought about by the blankness crushed all emotions, leaving only a piece of nothingness. He sat there like a soulless walking corpse.

So real, so delicate, so turbulent.

Barely able to hide his emotions, Drake turned around and had a complete breakdown. Would it have ended differently if he had made a different decision, would things have been different if he had chosen to go to London, would things have changed if he had been willing to open up and communicate, and if he had ......

Countless "ifs" overwhelmed him, and he could barely make a sound in agony. Taking a deep breath, taking another deep breath, Drake exhaled the dull turbidity in his chest for a long time, wiped the embarrassment from his cheeks, and finally calmed down.

The scene just now brought back his memories of many years ago, but in fact, he knew the outcome of the matter, he and her broke up after all, there were too many reasons, but they couldn't be generalized. Love, it's really too complicated. But it is precisely because of knowing the result that this sigh is even more turbulent and violent-

They can't go back after all.

When he returned from London, the result was already doomed, and all subsequent efforts were in vain. However, if he turned back time, he would still make the same decision, return to London, marry her, and try his best to try to redeem it for the sake of the future of the two of them, like a moth to a fire, even if he is scarred and bruised.

She is the only love of his life, and although the two have now separated, it still can't change the fact that for the rest of his life, he will never love another person as much as he loved her so much.

Taking a deep breath again, the mood in his mind still couldn't be completely calmed down, but he was finally no longer embarrassed, and when he turned around, Drake saw Lan Li and Jennifer standing two steps behind, and even Felicity came over and stood about three steps away from him, which startled Drake, "What's wrong?"

The gaze of everyone made Drake a little uncomfortable, and his most intimate emotions were displayed in such a loud voice, and the feeling of being naked/naked was even more embarrassing than taking off/naked/clothes. Drake had to cough a few times to hide his embarrassment, and the silent air seemed to flow with a hint of care, a hint of embarrassment, a hint of jerkiness, and no one knew how to deal with such a situation.

Then, Lan Li shrugged his shoulders and took the initiative to speak, "We just want to ask, how was this scene just now? Do you need to change the way you perform, and the rhythm? You know, you are the director, we need to get a definite answer, otherwise there is no way to continue the filming below, isn't it?"

Completely professional and respectful of Drake's privacy. This made Drake stunned, and then chuckled and nodded, "Yes." That is true. ”