Yao Shi came to the hall, and Yao Zhenghe was drinking tea.

"Daddy-----"

"Sit down and talk. Yao Zhenghe put down the teacup, looked at Yao Shi's face carefully, and said in a soothing tone: "Does the wound still hurt, what kind of medicine are you taking? How many times a day?"

Yao Xian said with relief: "It's almost good, and I take the medicine prepared by the Wang Family Derentang, three times a day." ”

Yao Zhenghe nodded: "It's good to Derentang, let your mother decoct the medicine for you, drink the medicine after eating, and don't fall behind in one meal." ”

It's rare for dad to talk to himself so well-spoken, Yao Xian knows what he is going to say next, but he is also patient, sometimes disputes may not solve the problem, the father and daughter have nothing to say on weekdays, and it is good to sit down and talk about their hearts in a peaceful mood.

Yao Zhenghe was concerned for a few more words before introducing the topic: "Do you want to marry this child Changwen?"

Yao Xian's face was stunned, but he didn't expect his father to speak first, and couldn't help but explain embarrassedly: "No." ”

"Well----" Yao Zhenghe nodded: "Since there is none, then don't communicate again, there is no way to inevitably meet in the academy, and in the future, don't be as insignificant and distancing as now."

You are still an unmarried girl, and getting along with a man like this will not have a good reputation for you. ”

Although the West Night Country is open to the people, and there is no restriction on the girl's family not being able to go out and not meet the man, this does not mean that you can not distinguish between distance.

Originally, Qiu Ji had already gone out of place to visit with a gift, and if the two families intended to become in-laws, it would be reasonable, but if it didn't mean that, this gift would never be accepted.

Yao Xi also knew, she also understood, but on weekdays, the academy was full of men, and she gradually didn't care about the distance, and when she got along with everyone, she didn't remember that she was a girl and needed to pay attention at all times.

"I see. She replied.

Yao Zhenghe hummed with satisfaction, and then turned the topic to the academy: "This time, your mother and I came to Beijing to see you, and secondly, to take you back." When you come back from the ghost gate this time, you should have learned a lesson, and you have learned this and suffered hardships, so it's almost time to stop. ”

Although it was a gentle tone, the attitude was indeed unquestionable, Yao Yan's tone was also unwavering, calm like a lake without waves, but the strength was enough to cover everything.

"Dad, I can't go back.

When I was going to take the county exam, I secretly signed up without telling you, and I got the registration fee from Lei Zhen, the son of the county master, and I was embarrassed by him many times, and I endured it.

More than half a month in the county government examination room was the most difficult problem I had faced so far, but all this was not worth the shock of hearing that someone was cheating on the day of the exam.

At that time, I put all my hopes on that exam, and I endured the ridicule and contempt of others, but in the end it was in vain, and my mood at that time was also unprecedentedly low and indignant, even helpless.

But I got the help of nobles, I met the head of Yangshan Academy, and he gave me a recommendation for the book club, which led to my later trip to Yuezhou.

It was a huge world that I had never seen before, I debated with people from all over the world, I even almost won the book club, Dad---- I had never been so confident as I was then. There, I saw hope and my own possibilities.

Although I lost in the last round of debate, I did not regret it, nor did I get angry or give up, because I had already touched it, I saw the direction, so I was very happy.

Just when I was about to leave Yuezhou, I was recommended by Shoufu again, and I unexpectedly entered Yangshan Academy, Dad---- don't you think that I have an inseparable fate with Yangshan Academy?

I've found where I can go, and I see hope again, Dad, that's what keeps me going.

I didn't mention the letter from my family last time, but just a few days before I entered the school, I was arrested and taken to Jingzhao Mansion because of the limerick poem I wrote in anger after the county entrance examination.

Hehehe--- it also makes people laugh and cry, I'm afraid that I also have an incomprehensible relationship with Jingzhao Mansion, and I have entered twice in a few months, the first time I broke my finger, and the second time I almost entered the Hades Palace, and I can't say if there is a third or fourth time after that. ”

Yao Zhenghe stared at the ground and listened silently, these inner words, he had never heard Yao Xian say, although it was just plain words, listening to his father's heart was heavy, he couldn't speak for a long time, he never thought that during this period, Yao Xian had experienced so much.

Yao Xian was full of emotion in her heart, obviously it was only a few months, but she felt that several years had passed, and now when she recalled it, she felt that everything was not real, but it was also a different life that she had really experienced.

"Not everything went smoothly at Yangshan Academy, I broke my leg on the second day of enrollment, and I was locked up for more than a month after enrollment.

I had a lot of gossip, some of them were deliberate, some of them were groundless, and because I was the only girl apprentice, I faced a lot of doubts and ridicule, but I endured them.

I'm not alone in the academy, I have three brothers who treat me very well, although ----"

Yao Yan choked up: "Although ---- has gone or separated now, I have lived a really good life during that time." ”

She looked at Yao Zhenghe quietly, like an ancient well without waves, like an old monk in his meditation, more like a calm after experiencing wind and rain, although it was light and light, the words thrown were powerful:

"Dad---- I can't go back, I'm a ---- pawn appointed by the emperor, and I still have a human life on my back. I am no longer free, I can't just leave, otherwise I will put you, my mother and my little brother in danger. ”

Yao Zhenghe was shocked: "The emperor----- the emperor has lived in the palace for a long time, how can you get acquainted with the emperor?"

Yao Yan sighed helplessly, "Maybe the only female apprentice is really eye-catching, I didn't know that he was the emperor at the beginning, but after I knew about it, I didn't have the slightest ability to resist."

So I can't go, if the emperor blames and implicates the family, then I am really guilty. ”

Yao Zhenghe forgot his expression in a daze, and his eyes were misty and he didn't know what he was thinking. Yao Xi didn't urge, she knew that her father was also a reasonable person, and it was not easy for her to come along the way, not to mention that it was difficult to withdraw now, and it was not something that could be solved by simply going back.

Sure enough, Yao Zhenghe, who had been silent for a long time, tried it, but turned thousands of sentences into a sigh, annoyed, helpless, and compromised, "If you had listened to me at the beginning, it wouldn't have been to this point." ”

Yao Xian secretly thought, if she didn't take that step, then what would she be doing now? Getting married? Preparing for a wedding dress? Then becoming a biological son, husband and children? Farming and weaving every day?

No, she doesn't want this kind of life, she will marry in the future, and she will definitely marry someone she loves, only in this way can the days as ordinary as water become tasteful.