can feel the weight of life and the heaviness of life, not only Wang Xialuo, but also Li Panruo and Abin, but when the thick dark clouds are blown away by the wind, they are relieved.

Zhou Yier still needs treatment, but the cost of surgery is no longer as high as it was at the beginning, and the rest is the recovery period, and this little girl needs to struggle for a while, but the day when she can fly like a bird outside the window is just around the corner.

After getting this great news, Li Banruo and Abin can finally let go of the stone that pressed them breathlessly in their hearts, and they can close their eyes a little, and they don't stay too much, after all, what Zhou Yi'er needs now is to recuperate, although these two people don't say that they have made great contributions, at least they participated in such a redemption.

Before leaving, Wang Xialuo asked for Abin's mobile phone number with a red face, Abin honestly handed it over to Wang Xialuo, and didn't ask why, Wang Xialuo ran away with a red face, it was hard to imagine that this was a thirty-year-old woman, more like a girl in love, but Li Panruo had an expression that you know, hugged Abin and said: "Stupid and stupid on weekdays, I can't imagine that you kid still has such a hand, tell me what happened on the night I didn't come?"

"I just talked to her for a while. Abin scratched his head and said.

"Just chatting for a while?" Li Banruo showed that somewhat cheap smile, but this guy didn't insist on embarrassing Abin, seeing that it was almost the point where the wanderer opened, and left with Abin, although this is thrilling enough, but even if they have just experienced life and death, how to face life, or how to face it, you cry life will not make you laugh.

On the way, Li Banruo made a phone call to Zhou Xiaohu, saying that the matter of money can be slowed down, and there is no need to work so hard, in the face of Zhou Xiaohu's constant thanks, Li Banruo, who especially dislikes the love of children, hung up the phone straightforwardly, although the 200,000 yuan is his savings for many years, but for Li Panruo, money is too slight compared to the weight of life, although countless people in this society have become corpses for this ugly and beautiful banknote, but there is a truth, that is, money can be earned again if there is no money, but if the person is gone, it is really gone。

Li Panruo, who was in a good mood, hummed a little song along the way, Ah Bin just looked at the scenery along the way, with a faint smile on his face, maybe this is the salvation of that child, but for Ah Bin, this is more like a redemption for himself, although everyone is a little cheaper.

Return to the glamorous and drunk wanderers.

The stark contrast between the wanderer and the hematology department makes people in a trance for a while, and they can't even tell what reality is, but there is one thing that can be certain, that is, they feel more and more that this place cannot be looked at directly.

Li Banruo asked Abin if he drank alcohol? Abin shook his head, seeing the bloodshot in Ah Bin's eyes, Li Banruo let Ah Bin go, but opened a small table with the fourth and fifth children, and began to drink heavily, as if this guy was an energetic rooster who didn't need to sleep at all.

Ah Bin went upstairs a little unaffordable, took a cold shower, washed up for a while and returned to his small room, lying on the small wire bed, listening to the characteristics of the wanderers downstairs, Ah Bin slowly closed his eyes, as if he had been redeemed, this night, he did not have the nightmare that made him fall into the abyss.

The phone vibrate, and Ah Bin opened his eyes, even if he didn't sleep well for a few nights, he wouldn't sleep so hard, maybe it was a habit to develop a habit, as if he was always vigilant about something.

The caller was an unknown number, it was six o'clock in the morning, and it was still a little gray outside, Abin hesitated for a moment, but still connected the phone.

A woman's crying voice came from the other side of the phone, and before Ah Bin could ask, the choked voice came from the other side: "She's still gone." ”

Abin made a radical call for a while, hung up the phone directly, and a fierce carp stood up, quickly put on his clothes and rushed downstairs.

That was Wang Xialuo's voice, as for who Wang Xialuo was talking about, he already had an answer in his heart, but he didn't want to admit that answer, he would rather believe that it was an unrealistic joke.

The drunk Li Banruo was lying in the wine bottle, as if he had drunk incomparably last night, Abin shook hard to wake up Li Banruo, completely rude, Li Banruo opened his eyes, his face was unhappy, but after he heard the first sentence of Ah Bin, he immediately sobered up, pulled Ah Bin and ran to the hospital.

The sky is not yet dawn, and this moment is often the quietest and most quiet time in this city, but the hearts of the two are extremely worried, it is so shaky, or it happened suddenly, it is too much to catch people off guard, and the sadness is pervasive for a while.

Speechless all the way, Li Banruo stopped the car with his front foot, and Abin went straight to the hematology department with his back foot, and saw a scene at the door of the monitoring room that made him dare not go forward, Zhou Xiaohu, who was sitting on the ground and crying silently, and Wang Xialuo, who covered his mouth and cried bitterly.

It didn't seem to be a joke, and it wasn't a joke all along, Abin stood still, even though his hands were so tight, he still couldn't hold on to the passing thing.

Wang Xialuo looked at Ah Bin, her eyes were extremely helpless, like a child who lost all his toys in an instant.

Ah Bin walked towards her and slowly hugged this woman in great pain, perhaps this is the saddest and saddest thing in the world, first making people see endless despair, and then seeing miraculous hope, and when the human heart slowly let go, and then suddenly fell to pieces, making people completely cut off all their thoughts.

It's very cruel and cruel, so cruel that people don't dare to look at it directly, but it still appears in front of everyone so hard, there is no room for anything, and there is no so-called human touch.

Li Banruo also stood in place in a daze, this seemingly heartless ruffian lowered his head deeply, and took out the cigarette case with his extremely trembling hand, but because his hand was too trembling, he couldn't bounce out a cigarette, and when he popped out a cigarette, the cigarette box was almost crumpled by him, put it to his mouth, and wasted all his strength to light such a cigarette, took a puff but choked and coughed, he slowly squatted down and took a big gulp of such a cigarette.

"Didn't you say that you were out of danger?" Li Banruo got up and strode towards Wang Xialuo, his eyes red.

Wang Xialuo covered her mouth and cried into tears, as if she didn't know how to answer this question.

Abin Chong, who was particularly excited, shook his head and said, "Life and death, don't say anything right or wrong. ”

Li Panruo gritted his teeth and punched the white wall, making a muffled sound, and the wall was stained with blood, which was a shocking red.

"My master often says that good and evil have cause and effect, although it is said that good people may not have good rewards, but how come they come to this society, why don't they work?" Ah Bin stared blankly at the small body covered by the white cloth in the ward, and next to that body, there was the big bear he bought, and the innocent smile appeared in his mind for a while, and the pain in his heart was like a knife for a while, so that Ah Bin couldn't be relieved.

In the corridor, there was a man's whining and crying, which was particularly depressing, Abin slowly clenched Wang Xialuo's shoulder, he didn't know how to comfort this grief-stricken man, it seemed that no matter what he said, he had some meaning of standing and talking without backache, after all, there was no such sad thing in the world.

"Everything is fate, and it is not up to anyone. Abin sighed deeply, feeling that a wound had been cut out of his heart again, a wound that could not be healed.

Li Panruo slowly retracted his fist, wiped the blood on his fist, and raised his head, perhaps wanting to ensure that those things would not be scattered easily, he took a big gulp of cigarettes, like an addict. Gambling with money is certainly worth a fight, and gambling with your life is a helpless choice in a desperate situation, and you must give it a go, and you have no choice. But even with this attempt, he still lost, he was very irritable, unusually irritable.

"Zhou Xiaohu, be strong, if you want to cry, you have to cry vigorously like a man. Li Panruo said with his head tilted.

Sure enough, Zhou Xiaohu's cry became even more intense, this is a depressing voice that makes people unable to breathe, permeating everyone's hearts.

What is the cruelest thing in the world? Maybe after the most cruel thing has happened, you still need to raise your head again, and face this life like being squeezed dry, this world, this society, will not give any mercy, no matter what kind of story it is carrying.

Because no one cares about joy and sorrow, they need to smile and face everything that is at a loss, isn't it?

"Hematology can show you human nature, real human nature, because it requires you and your loved ones to work hard for the hope of living, but in the end, you may be empty, nothing, you may be difficult to ride a tiger, tortured, this is life, although it is very illusory, but when you have seen two identical patients doing the same transplant, an outpatient follow-up is the same as a normal person, a ward*, life is short. Lives are all lives. Wang Xialuo muttered, maybe it was because everything she was carrying was too heavy, she was tired, completely tired, in the hematology department, she got the meaning of living, but also got the heaviness of death, she clearly understood what she was carrying in her hands, it was not just a life, but a whole family destiny.

Ah Bin looked at Wang Xialuo, who seemed to be a little crazy, he could imagine how desperate she was, and he suddenly felt that perhaps the most terrible thing was not illness, but the process of "cure".

"But I couldn't do anything, I couldn't do anything, I could only watch her die in pain. She choked up, extremely powerless, she used everything she had, just trying to break free from this despair, and finally fell into it.

Abin hugged this pathetic woman who was almost crazy, this is a woman who has carried things that should not be carried as an ordinary person, but in this world, someone has to carry these, that is, such a small group of people, they are heroes, they are real heroes.

"All calamities are gone, and idealism is eternal. Abin muttered in her ear, this was all he could give her, and he was all that.

It was dark, the clouds were thick, the thunder was rolling, a heavy rain was pouring down, and the whole city was washed, but the most important things for people were lost in the washing of the day.

When leaving, Abin turned his head again and looked at the hematology department, the man who couldn't extricate himself from grief, the woman whose faith was shaky, who would have thought that in the end, he would end up with such an ending, sighed, and muttered: "It's all fate." ”