Chapter 85: Reluctantly
I sat upright and said to Shen Tianlin: "Do you think divorced women are very casual?
Shen Tianlin probably didn't expect me to talk to him so bluntly, his expression was slightly stunned, and he was speechless for a moment.
"Either you send me back or drop me off here, it's sparsely populated, but there are security guards at that gate, you don't want my shouting to lure them over, do you?" I pointed to the entrance of the club next to me, where the lights were on, and the security guards could be seen walking around with electric batons in their hands.
Hearing my words, Shen Tianlin was obviously displeased, and he even sneered, although the smile was not obvious, but there was a strong sense of contempt in it, as if to say: What are you pretending to be? An old woman in her thirties who has been divorced, I am willing to take a fancy to you as your blessing, what kind of saint to pretend to be in front of me......
The next second, he put away his smile and said to me with a cold face: "Okay, then I'll send you back." With that, he started the car, and his white Volvo drove towards the road like an arrow from a string.
That night, I didn't let Shen Tianlin send me all the way home, and the awkward atmosphere in the car at that time made me not want to stay with him for another second, so when his car drove onto a more prosperous road, I asked to get out of the car, under the pretext that I wanted to buy something, and then I took a taxi home.
He didn't give in too much, he opened the car door for me very casually, and since I had just said those threatening words to him, his attitude had taken a 180-degree turn, from the enthusiasm just now to the cold as frost in the back.
I think he must have been very upset, because he didn't expect that I, an old woman who had lost his marriage, would refuse the favor of such a suave business man as him, and he probably thought that I should be grateful for his favor, right?
I got out of the car and took a taxi straight home, when I got home, I went straight to the bathroom, took off my clothes and began to wash my body desperately with water, although the surname Shen didn't treat me well, but I just felt disgusting, I felt very dirty, as if I had been defiled by someone.
This is a psychological effect, because Shen Tianlin's thoughts are so disgusting, he may think that a divorced woman like me has no concept of chastity, and can be favored by a young and handsome boss, so he can't wait for Ma Shunpo to get off the donkey and immediately throw himself into his arms!
However, is there no dignity for divorced women?
I felt like it was a naked contempt for me, and it was this feeling that made me sick, so I wanted to wash away all the smell of sticking to him......
I took a bath for more than an hour, and when I walked out of the bathroom, I felt a sense of weakness all over my body.
The next day, I went to Shen Tianlin's company early in the morning, ready to hand over to him the resignation report I had prepared last night.
When I knocked on the door and entered, Shen Tianlin was sitting behind his large desk working, as always, his clothes were very fashionable and neat, which complemented his handsome face, and the decoration style of his large office was also simple and atmospheric, very modern, without the luxury of the nouveau riche, but a little more modern businessman's fashion sense.
Seeing the resignation letter I handed over, his face did not show too much surprise, he took it and glanced at it lightly, then put the resignation letter down, pointed to the sofa next to me and said, "Sister Su, you sit down." ”
I didn't want to talk to him too much, but out of politeness, he and I had been polite before, except for the unpleasant incident last night, and he took care of me when it came to work, so I silently sat down on the sofa to the right of his desk.
Shen Tianlin adjusted the direction of the boss's chair and made a face-to-face gesture with me, and then he looked at me and said to me in a calm tone: "Sister Su, I am a person, public is public, private is private, please rest assured, it is what happened last night, it will not affect any of my views on your work, what should you do in this company, what else should you do, I also hope that you can forget last night's incident and don't affect your work because of it." As he spoke, he pointed to the resignation report in front of the case and said to me lightly, "Please take back this resignation." ”
I smiled wryly and forgot, "How could it be? After all, it was about my dignity, not that I had been divorced, I was no longer young, and I didn't have the dignity that a young woman should have, I had the same thing.
I raised my head, looked at Shen Tianlin's handsome face, and said to him calmly: "Mr. Shen, my resignation is also after careful consideration, I want to find a more suitable working environment for myself, I hope you can understand this." ”
Speaking of which, Shen Tianlin didn't have any need to insist anymore, he smiled and nodded lightly: "OK, that's okay, then I wish you a bright future." With that, he signed my resignation report and asked me to go through the relevant resignation procedures with the HR manager.
Walking out of the company, I felt a sense of fatigue that I had never felt before, this time I was completely unemployed, and I really had to look for my job again.