Chapter 173: Memories

Lin suddenly followed behind Li Ruochu.

He felt groggy in his head.

Just now, he and Li Ruochu officially received a divorce certificate.

This is something Li Ruochu should have gotten a long time ago.

This thing can make Li Ruochu free, and it can also make her no longer suffer from her own torture and leave forever.

Then go in search of a new life.

Halfway was written, deleted and written, written and deleted.

Back and forth, the cycle repeats, and there seems to be no beginning and no end.

He knew what he was doing.

At the same time, he didn't know what he was doing.

Contradictions have always been throughout his life.

In the eyes of others, he has a beautiful wife that is enough to make others envious, and he should be the happiest kind of person.

However, Lin suddenly knew that he was not.

He can no longer dare to love Li Ruochu.

Although, he loved her very much.

But the person in his heart made Lin Ranran feel guilty about Li Ruochu all the time.

He suppressed his feelings.

Crazy and depressed.

I can only face the computer, writing, watching videos, and playing games.

Release this emotion.

He felt that he was not worthy of loving her, but he did not want to let go.

He didn't want to lose, but he didn't deserve it.

Lin suddenly looked at the computer, and when he listened to Li Ruochu's sigh, his heart was like a knife.

However, he couldn't allow himself to hurt Li Ruochu.

However, isn't it a harm to treat Li Ruochu like this?

Lin Yuran understood very well, and he was also confused.

But now, he finally reached an agreement with Li Ruochu.

The seven-year itch.

In the seventh year, no one could take it anymore.

Lin Ranran didn't want to be so selfish anymore, and didn't want to trap Li Ruochu anymore.

Li Ruochu is also completely disappointed in himself, and he no longer has any love for himself.

Civil affairs bureau.

This is where it begins and where it ends.

Despite this, although I thought it well, I signed it, and I got it done.

But when the time came, the fingers trembled, the wrists trembled, the whole person trembled, and the brain went blank.

The moment he signed his name, Li Ruochu no longer belonged to him.

But if she doesn't sign it, Li Ruochu won't be able to have the life she wants.

If you love her, you will fulfill her.

Lin suddenly finally signed his name.

He saw that Li Ruochu looked like he had unloaded a thousand pounds of burden.

Bitterness, you just need to let yourself have it in your heart.

He followed Li Ruochu out of the Civil Affairs Bureau.

The sun was scorching outside.

"Ruochu, that, I'll ......" Lin suddenly knew that it was useless to say anything, but he always thought that even in the end, he had to let Li Ruochu understand that it was all his fault.

"Break up peacefully, you and I will have nothing to do with each other after that, that's what I said before, right?"

Li Ruochu said this sentence that made him extremely bitter.

Lin suddenly looked at her frowning expression and knew that she was disgusted with herself.

He pursed his lips, his heart twisting like a knife.

"But ......"

"Say whatever else you want to say, this should be the last conversation between you and me. ā€

Li Ruochu's words were still as cold as before, which made Lin suddenly feel that this was the way she should speak to herself.

Lin was speechless, he was afraid that he would cry.

"I'm leaving. ā€

Li Ruochu shook her head, and Lin suddenly looked at her, stunned.

He couldn't help it.

But in the mouth. It's not the words of blessing that my heart wants to say.

"No, Li Ruochu, I'm sorry! I didn't give you a happy life!"

"That's all?" Li Ruochu stopped.

Lin Ran really saw a touch of contempt on her face.

This is the reaction it should be.

Yourself, it's too useless.

"If I can really get ahead......"

He mechanically continued to speak, even if he knew that saying this, Li Ruochu would be a little more disgusted with himself.

It doesn't matter, Lin suddenly knows, it doesn't matter.

She should hate herself, she should hate herself.

"Okay, don't say it, I have a headache when I hear it. ā€

Li Ruochu's disgusted expression made Lin suddenly relieved.

She will have a good life.

She will definitely forget herself completely for the rest of her life.

That's fine.

That's fine.

Lin suddenly smiled bitterly.

looked at Li Ruochu and came to the side of the road.

However, Li Ruochu didn't know what he was thinking, so he didn't go straight across when the green light came on!

"No!!Wakachu!!"

Lin ran over frantically!

He finally rushed to Li Ruochu's side.

Wanted to push her away.

Want......

The screeching sound of brakes was heard, and his eyes went dark.

If the beginning, still, alive?

In Lin Suran's eyes, those past events passed by like a marquee.

He knew that he would soon meet death.

All he wanted to do was that the car had only hit him.

***

Open your eyes again.

Lin suddenly became groggy.

It was pitch black before his eyes.

"Hell...... Is it?"

Lin suddenly smiled bitterly, however, in his sight, he saw the fluorescent color.

The hand touched there.

The dazzling light almost made him unable to open his eyes.

I finally got used to the light.

Lin suddenly looked around.

He found himself in a place that was inexplicably familiar.

The room is small and the furniture is simple.

A bed, a chair, a desk.

At first, the light felt harsh, but now that I look at it, it feels dim.

It's a small space, and it's breathless.

Lin suddenly looked at the furnishings around him and looked at the clothes on his body.

A wave of fear suddenly ignited in my heart.

He frantically searched for a mirror.

Got it.

The man in the mirror.

Much younger than what I am.

Lin suddenly felt his heart blow, like a sledgehammer.

"I—I'm born again?"

He felt his mouth dry.

This is obviously the basement I found after graduating from college.

He quickly got up from the ground.

The door was opened.

Really.

Number 71.

Lin suddenly felt that this was ridiculous.

Why did the bridge appear on your body?

And, what year and month is it?

Lin Ran had lived here for a long time.

He was puzzled now.

I was hit by a car and crossed here, so is this still the world I know?

Lin suddenly found the mobile phone in the futon.

January 3, 2008.

He collapsed on the ground.

The Nokia 3100 mobile phone in his hand is already in tatters and can't be broken anymore.

It has a special mark, a star.

When you finish one, you carve one.

This is a second-hand mobile phone that I bought with manuscript money.

Lin was unusually familiar with it.

It doesn't seem like a dream, and it's not a joke.

He was indeed born again.

Reborn ten years ago.

Rebirth has arrived, before I met Li Ruochu.

Rebirth has arrived, before falling in love with Xu Lingwei.

Rebirth has arrived, the time to change everything.

Everything can be done all over again.

The previous pain was all a dream.

"I, I will never lose everything again, absolutely!"

What Lin was thinking about was Li Ruochu, Xu Lingwei, and himself.

He, now that he has been born again, will never lose anything.

Lin suddenly held his head and grinned.

I cried on the futon.

He's not laughing.

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