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"I feel that I am really useless, with such a disease, even the basic obligations of a woman ...... No, I really feel a little disheartened, I feel like I am a waste......" Xie Fangju told me slowly, crystal tears oozed from the corners of her eyes, her lips were as white and bloodless as her face, and her voice was hoarse and low, revealing deep sadness and helplessness.

Xie Fangju once had an operation because of uterine fibroids and removed part of the uterus, and since then she has not been interested in sex.

At this moment, looking at her haggard and sad appearance, I felt very uncomfortable, I held her hand and comforted her softly: "Sister Xie, don't say that, you are a very good woman, you are gentle, kind, beautiful, virtuous and talented, you have many places in you, which is a height that many women cannot reach in their lives, please don't do this again...... Arrogant. ”

I said this passage sincerely, Xie Fangju is indeed a very good woman, I clearly remember that no matter on any occasion before, Xie Fangju gave me the impression of being elegant and decent, probably because of her wealthy background, she naturally has an innate self-confidence and nobility, which makes people have to look at her.

Xie Fangju's dress on various occasions is very compatible with the scene, for example, when she goes to a dinner party, she will wear an expensive and gorgeous evening dress, giving people a sense of grace and luxury, and when she goes to her daughter's parent-teacher meeting, she will wear an elegant, decent, simple and low-key suit, which does not give people a feeling of excessive dazzle.

In the same way, she dressed her daughter Ran Ran quite carefully, although Ran Ran was still just a little girl, her clothes on various occasions were very delicate and beautiful, and the brands of her clothes were some well-known brands of great value.

In life, Xie Fangju is also a very virtuous and versatile person, I remember that Ran Ran's birthday party every year was arranged by Xie Fangju himself, and each time it was arranged with ingenuity, so beautiful that it seemed to be a small palace.

Every time Ran Ran celebrates her birthday, when she makes a stunning appearance like the stars holding the moon, she will win the unanimous envy and applause of the guests present, the reason for this, in addition to the extremely rich material conditions created by Zhu Yunxiu for her daughter, is absolutely inseparable from the hard work of Xie Fangju, a careful mother.

Including my daughter Tongtong occasionally going to Ran Ran's house as a guest or living, she will be carefully cared for and seriously entertained, which is why Tongtong's impression of her Aunt Xie is so good.

In the past, the couple of Zhu Yunxiu and Xie Fangju and their family of three gave me the feeling that they were an excellent combination that the gods could not match, the man was successful and open-minded, the woman was soft and virtuous, and the daughter was well-behaved and cute.

Now hearing me say this, Xie Fangju smiled helplessly at me, then sighed lightly, and said lightly: "That's just some superficial brilliance, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, who will show the unglamorous side to outsiders?" It's still very strong, and I'm really sorry for him to guard me like an iceberg that can't be hot, so I will turn a blind eye to him when he looks for a woman outside, as long as I leave me a complete family with a bright surface, but I never expected that he would eventually file for divorce from me......"

Speaking of this, Xie Fangju burst into tears again, I quickly took out a few tissues from the paper bucket in the cabinet next to me, helped Xie Fangju try to remove the tears from the corners of her eyes, and comforted her: "Sister Xie, don't think about this now, you can take a good rest first." ”

Xie Fangju glanced at me and muttered to me, "These words have been in my stomach for a long time, so let me say them." ”

I had no choice but to listen quietly to Xie Fangju as he continued.

After a pause, Xie Fangju continued: "When I was with him, he was poor and had nothing, and his home was still in a remote area, but my uncle said to me, Fang Ju, if you can trust your uncle's vision, you will marry him, I dare to conclude that this young man will definitely get ahead in the future." In fact, I also liked him at the time, because when I was young, he was very handsome and very talented, and in this way, I married him without hesitation in the unanimous opposition of my parents and brothers, but I didn't expect that there were some things that he never forgot ......"

Speaking of this, Xie Fangju's voice was a little choked, I persuaded her not to say it yet, she waved her hand at me gently, and continued to say to me after a while: " My mother's family conditions are good, it can be regarded as an official family, since I was a child, I have been living in a relatively superior environment, probably because we are from different backgrounds, which has caused a lot of pressure on Yun Xiu, I remember that when we got married, I once went back to my mother's house, when my brother returned to China after studying economics in Cambridge, England, a few of his classmates and friends came to the house, we sat down and chatted together, when my brother they talked about the topic of the world economic situation, Yun Xiu couldn't help but go up and insert a few words of his own opinion, at that time my brother was very disdainful to say to him: Do you know what the world economy isIf you don't understand, don't get an axe here, just take care of your own one-third of an acre of land. This sentence hit Yun Xiu very hard, but he didn't show it at the time, I only found out later by peeking at his electronic diary, he said in the diary, just Chong Xie dialect This sentence, I must make a career in the future, and show it to the Xie family who look down on me. ”

Xie Fangju sighed softly, and I listened to her silently, not knowing how to respond to this embarrassing topic.

Next, Xie Fangju stared at me intently, and then whispered to me: "He also said in his diary that he likes you, very, very much like you, and you left a deep impression on him when you first met, but you hadn't broken up with your ex-husband at that time, so he could only think about it in his heart, and then you divorced, Yun Xiu said that he never wanted to miss this opportunity again." ”

Hearing Xie Fangju say this, I was a little anxious, and I explained to her softly: "Sister Xie, but I didn't do anything to be sorry for you. ”

Xie Fangju nodded at me and muttered, "I know, he wrote it all in his diary, saying that you have been rejecting him, and even got another boyfriend in order to avoid his pursuit." ”

Hearing Xie Fangju say this, I was a little relieved, it seems that Zhu Yunxiu didn't talk nonsense in his diary, otherwise I really jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash it.

I held Xie Fangju's hand and said to her earnestly: "Sister Xie, you must live well, and never do stupid things again, for the sake of Ranran, but also for yourself." ”

Xie Fangju nodded lightly at me and muttered to me, "Don't worry, it is impossible for a person to die twice." To be honest, when I was rescued, I was really hurt when I saw my daughter's frightened little face......" Speaking of this, Xie Fangju subconsciously closed her eyes, and a tear slipped through the corner of her eye, "In order not to let Ran Ran worry about me anymore, I won't do stupid things anymore." At that time, it was just a thought, as if the beautiful castle that had been built for many years had collapsed, and I couldn't accept it psychologically for a while, so I was so anxious......"

At this time, I feel very uncomfortable, the woman in front of me, she has just experienced the change of life and death, and she walked to the door of the ghost gate and was pulled back, maybe it is the person who has experienced this kind of great sorrow and joy that will be so enlightened.

"Sister Xie, you must be strong. I took Xie Fangju's hand and murmured to her, my voice a little choked.

Xie Fangju opened her eyes and looked at me, smiled bitterly, and then nodded slightly: "I know, I will live well," as she said, she sighed, turned her eyes to the ceiling, and continued to murmur, "Actually, if you want to open it, it's nothing, rather than continue to go down with a mask like this, it's better to give him freedom as soon as possible, he is free, and I am also relaxed." In the days to come, I will guard the children, usually read books, travel, and accompany Ranran on holidays, in fact, think about it, a person also has a lot of happy things to do. ”

I whispered to Xie Fangju: "Sister Xie, don't say that, I think that your marriage with Brother Zhu has not reached the point of no return, if that day comes, with your beauty and talent, you can also find a better partner." ”

Xie Fangju stared at me, smiled and nodded, she held my hand and whispered to me, "Xiao Su, if I really break up with Yun Xiu, you ...... Promise him, it's better to hand him over to you than to hand it over to those hairy little girls who don't know the height of the sky. ”

As soon as I heard this, I quickly retreated and said, "Sister Xie, don't say that, I already have a ...... The right boyfriend too. ”

Xie Fangju smiled bitterly at me, and then continued to say to himself: "Actually, Yun Xiu is not a bad man, he has already taken into account my feelings, I can see that he really likes you, in order to be with you, he voluntarily gave me half of the career that he has worked hard for many years, and he also agreed to live with me, it is not easy for a man of his level to do this." ”

I know that what Xie Fangju said is also true, in the face of divorce, Zhu Yunxiu and my ex-husband Deng Wenliang are really one heaven and one underground.

But despite this, it doesn't mean that I can accept his love, because this love is too heavy, and I, who have been traumatized by feelings, can't bear this heavy love at all.

Seeing that I was silent, Xie Fangju said again: "Actually, no matter how much money I have, it doesn't mean anything to me, I have lived in a relatively superior environment since I was a child, and I don't have much luxury for money, I just hope to keep my husband and children and live a plain life, but since our marriage has reached the point where it is difficult to recover, I am also willing to give it to him...... Freely. ”

***

That day, after leaving Xie Fangju's hospital room, my heart could not be calm for a long time, it was impossible for me to accept her persuasion, and at the same time, I also had an inexplicable sense of loss in my heart.

After Xie Fangju was discharged from the hospital, Zhu Yunxiu asked me to meet and said that he had something to talk to me about.

He made an appointment to meet at a café, and I thought that there were so many people sitting around that he couldn't say anything too explicit, so I agreed and went to his appointment.

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