398. I will return Long Moxuan to you
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Lin Jianhua persuaded distressedly: "Xuewei, your body still needs to recuperate, take a good rest." Please search (product @ book ¥ net) to see the most complete!
"I'm never going to get pregnant again in my life anyway, and that's just how long I rest. It's been more than ten days of rest, enough is enough. I'm tired of this place and don't want to stay here any longer. Lin Jianhua, can you do me a favor?"
Lin Jianhua knew that Ling Xuewei had finally made a choice, although it was what he wanted, but he was in a heavy mood, and he didn't know whether to be happy or sad. Since Long Moxuan's accident, he flew from Beijing to Suzhou, which is only a short period of more than ten days, but he has seen so many tragedies, even if Lin Jianhua is a doctor, he is helpless. But if he could, he just wanted to protect Ling Xuewei.
Lin Jianhua nodded and asked, "Are you leaving?"
Ling Xuewei nodded and said, "Help me book a plane ticket, I want to go back to Italy." ”
"Won't you go back to Beijing to see your parents first, and then recuperate for a while before going abroad?" Lin Jianhua reminded.
Ling Xuewei hesitated for a moment, then looked up hesitantly and asked, "But when I came out of the house, I broke up with my parents again, and said that I didn't want them to ask whether I lived or died in the future." My parents were also very sad, and my father was very angry and said that he had never given birth to my daughter. What do you think...... Will they still care about me?"
Lin Jianhua said: "After all, it's my own parents, how can I really bear to ignore you? Listen to me, go back and rest for a while, adjust your mentality, and don't leave alone like five years ago." ”
Ling Xuewei thought about it and nodded in acquiescence.
When Leng Yurou woke up again, it was at dusk. I found that a person sat silently in front of the hospital bed, in the shadow of the backlight, the person was wearing a bright red dress, and his face could not be seen clearly, but his expression was sad.
Leng Yurou struggled to get up, and the man's voice came softly, saying, "Don't move, lie down well." ”
Then the man turned on the light, and Leng Yurou saw clearly that it was Ling Xuewei.
Ling Xuewei walked up to her and quietly placed the ring on the white quilt in front of her.
Leng Yu looked up at her in confusion, her eyes were already swollen like walnuts. She didn't say anything, just stared at Ling Xuewei with a pair of eyes, as if all the questions were in her eyes.
Ling Xuewei looked at the glittering ring and said with a wry smile, "This is the ring that Long Moxuan proposed to me. But you know what, I now know that he was kidnapped by those guys that day, and the reason why his leg was injured was actually to protect another ring. A pink diamond-shaped diamond ring. Have you seen it?"
Leng Yurou subconsciously shook her head.
Ling Xuewei smiled slightly, and said bleakly: "It doesn't matter if you haven't seen it, but you just know it." That ring, I think, Long Moxuan is going to give it to you. He was shot in the knee for a ring, and how much do you say he loves you? It's ridiculous that he doesn't even know about himself, and thinks that he married me to give me happiness. But I don't want it. ”
Ling Xuewei raised her head and looked directly at Leng Yurou and said, "You and Long Moxuan, although they torture each other, it is precisely because of love. I don't want to be between you anymore. Leng Yurou, I will return Long Moxuan to you - as for whether you will be happy in the future, I don't care, and I don't want to pretend to bless you. ”
Leng Yurou thought for a moment in her dull head, and only after connecting the preface and afterword did she understand what Ling Xuewei meant. She stared at Ling Xuewei in shock, and said in a hoarse voice: "But, you don't have a child for him, if you don't have him-"
"But I still have myself-" Ling Xuewei quickly interrupted Leng Yurou's words, as if her body had been hollowed out, she sat down on the sofa with her head down, and said in a deep voice: "Before, I thought that as long as I had him, I would be happy. Now I know that I have lost myself for him. I love him, I love him so much, I love him so much that I lose my parents, I lose my children, I lose myself. Perhaps, it's time to let go, only by letting go of him, can you let go of yourself. Only by leaving him can I forget these injuries and start my life anew. Even with him, I can't be happy, that's not what I want. ”
This is the first time that Ling Xuewei and Leng Yurou have had an open and honest exchange, and I am afraid it will be the last. She bowed her head and choked as she finished speaking, and there was a long silence in the room.
Leng Yurou didn't seem to be breathing, just looked at Ling Xuewei quietly. At this moment, she suddenly found that she was just a woman who longed for happiness like Ling Xuewei. Women are always stupid, for the sake of a man, for the sake of so-called love, they can do whatever it takes to defend their happiness. However, in the final analysis, if happiness is destined to belong to you, why bother to calculate and toss?
Anyway, in this world, he and Ling Xuewei are in love with the same man. This shows that to some extent, she has the same vision as her, and it is also a wonderful fate.
After a long silence in the room, Ling Xuewei suddenly raised her head again, looked directly at Leng Yurou, and said, "Moreover, I can see it very clearly. The person Long Moxuan loves has always been you, once and now, I don't want a man who doesn't love me. I, Ling Xuewei, how can I marry a man who doesn't love me? My future husband will definitely treat me like a jewel, Long Moxuan, not my other half. So I will leave him, and in the future, I will meet a man who is a thousand times better for me than he is. Leng Yurou, bless me. ”
A pale but determined smile appeared on Ling Xuewei's face.
This was the first time Ling Xuewei smiled at Leng Yurou, out of politeness, Leng Yurou also wanted to smile, but her lips were pulled, but she couldn't laugh.
After all, she still remembered the first time, in her bedroom with Long Moxuan, she saw the scene of Long Moxuan and Ling Xuewei embracing each other. Originally, his life with Long Moxuan had always been very quiet, but it was all broken because of Ling Xuewei's appearance.
Fate, it's an amazing thing. Two women who once regarded themselves as enemies can now sit in the same ward and chat quietly. And all this is only because they have lost the fetuses in their wombs one after another.
Leng Yurou was silent for a long time before she spoke hoarsely and said in a deep voice: "Ling Xuewei...... Do you regret it?"
Ling Xuewei shook her head, her black hair undulating with her sway.
Leng Yurou thought that she didn't regret it, but Ling Xuewei said slowly: "I don't know. If I don't return to China, if I don't fight for Long Moxuan when I come back this time, I will definitely not be reconciled. My life, so far, has been almost all about living for him. How can I willingly watch him marry you and live the happy life I want with you? But I fought for it, but the end was a lose-lose situation, I still couldn't get him, and I lost my child, so I couldn't be a mother from now on...... Who can calculate the gains and losses?"
"yes...... Gains and losses, who knows?" Leng Yurou smiled bitterly and said, "Even if you return Long Moxuan to me, he and I will not be able to go back to the past." Fang Haojie proposed to me,I'm ready to say yes to him。 ”
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