Jingya only felt that her heart was hurting more and more, and her head was hurting more and more, because there were tears in her eyes, so anyone and everything she saw through the street lamp seemed to be shining, everything in front of her was so brilliant, gorgeous like a palace in a fairy tale, in the luxurious palace, there were princes and princesses dancing, and all the people around were applauding He Cai, Jingya approached the crowd, and then she saw clearly, it turned out that the prince was Gu Yunfan, and the princess turned out to be Xia Meiru. She wanted to rush into the middle of the dance floor, but she didn't want to be stopped. She desperately wanted to call Gu Yunfan's name, but her voice was hoarse for no reason, she couldn't make a sound, and she couldn't shout a word. could only cry helplessly, looking at them, Gu Yunfan, who was dressed in a white suit, put his hand on the waist of Xia Meiru's goose-yellow dress, Xia Meiru's hand was also on Gu Yunfan's shoulder, the other hand of the two was tightly clasped together, they looked at each other, as if there was no one around. When the song ended, Jing Ya saw Xia Meiru holding Gu Yunfan's arm and snuggling up to him, they thanked everyone, and finally walked towards the crowd and walked towards Jing Ya.

Jingya looked at them with wide eyes, they got closer and closer, and finally passed by Jingya, and by the time Jingya turned around, they had disappeared into the crowd. Jingya desperately pushed away the crowd, but she didn't know what was going on, her hand was firmly grasped, she was going to find Gu Yunfan, she regretted that she was so willful and didn't explain it to him clearly, she ran away alone, she wanted to go to him, tell him everything clearly, she wanted to tell him that she was in Xia Meiru's trap, what she said was to deliberately anger Xia Meiru, and she loved him......

Tears flowed uncontrollably, and suddenly she heard someone calling her name, "Jingya, Jingya, wake up." ”

Jingya opened her eyes, the white and dazzling light made her difficult to adapt to for a while, she slowly tried to open her eyes slowly, the person who came into her eyes was none other than Yan Yidong, he looked at her nervously.

"Jingya, are you better?" Yan Yidong saw that Jingya woke up, and hurriedly asked in a low voice.

Jing Ya realized that those were just a dream, "It turned out to be a dream." She muttered.

"What's the matter with you, why are you fainting on the side of the road, but I'm just there. ”

Yan Yidong came out of the company, about to go to the hospital to visit Yan Binghua, when the car drove to a fork in the road, he saw Jingya, she was walking on the road alone, as if wiping tears, he wanted to call her, but he was afraid that his behavior would make her feel repulsed, so he slid the car and followed her, but not far away, she fell, he was frightened, and hurriedly ran out of the car.

Yi Dong was very distressed, he didn't know what was wrong with Jingya, no matter how he called her, it didn't work. I quickly picked her up and put her in the car, and rushed to the hospital.

"I ......" Jingya didn't know what to say, could it be that she quarreled with Gu Yunfan? Or Xia Meiru set a trap, I happened to fall into her trap, Gu Yunfan misunderstood me, she didn't want to say it, let alone say it. So, as soon as I opened my mouth, I was speechless.

"You drink some water first, the doctor just drew blood for you, and the results will be available in a while, don't worry, it should be fine. ”

Jingya is not worried, she knows that her dizziness is probably related to not sleeping well last night, plus she has no appetite for a day today, it must be the collapse caused by hunger and sleepiness.

She: "Hmm. "A bang.

"Wait a minute, I'll get the results now. Yan Yidong looked at the time and estimated that the result should be out.

"It's okay, I'll go with you. ”

After taking the order, Jingya went to the doctor to see the results, "Doctor, I don't have any disease." ”

The doctor looked at the data on the checklist, and returned the list to Jingya, "Don't worry, you don't have any disease, you are pregnant." ”

"Pregnant?!" Jingya suddenly felt a loud bang in her head like a thunderbolt on a sunny day.

"Yes, you fill out this form, and next time you come, remember to see the obstetrics and gynecology department. The doctor handed her a watch, and the line on it was the time of her last period.

Jingya turned her brain vigorously and tried to recall it for a while, only then did she realize that she hadn't had a period for more than a month.

She only felt that her whole body was weak, and it took a long time to fill out the form, and the doctor said a lot of things to pay attention to in the early stages of pregnancy, and Jingya only felt that her scalp was numb when she heard it.

When he came out of the consultation room, he saw Yan Yidong at a glance, and he came over anxiously and asked, "How is it, what did the doctor say?"

Jing Ya avoided his gaze before she said, "The doctor said it's okay, just go back and rest." ”

"That's good, I knew you were okay. ”

At this time, someone happened to pass by them with takeaway, as if it smelled of seafood, Jingya only felt that the smell made her extremely uncomfortable and disgusting, and her stomach suddenly began to churn, she covered her mouth and turned around and hurriedly ran in the direction of the bathroom.

She locked herself in the bathroom and vomited wildly, but there was nothing to vomit, she didn't eat anything during the day, she didn't eat much at night, she vomited all the water, but her stomach was still very uncomfortable. After a while, she felt a little better, she walked to the mirror, washed her face, looked up at herself in the mirror, she was startled, so haggard that she almost couldn't recognize it, because she vomited so much just now, all the capillary blood holes around her lower eyes and face were broken, and that one was full of red spots. Her hair was already messy, she looked in the mirror, and couldn't help but think of the graceful Xia Meiru, the bewitching woman. She didn't want to see her again, she turned on the faucet and splashed water on the mirror, she was crazy, she was really crazy.

Yan Yidong stood at the door of the bathroom and knocked on the door for a while, before Jingya opened it, and she said to Yan Yidong, "It's okay, let's go." ”

"I'll send you back, I don't feel at ease if you go back alone like this. Yan Yidong held her arm.

"It's okay, I'm fine...... Jingya said and felt that her feet were like stepping on cotton or clouds, in short, she felt that her body began to rise lightly.

Yan Yidong hugged her, immediately picked her up, and hurriedly ran to the doctor again.

"Your girlfriend, I just told her, then this body is a little weak, not good for the fetus, she will be here tonight to observe for one night, and if there is nothing wrong, I will go back tomorrow. ”

"Fetus?"

"What's the matter with you two, how did you react when you heard that you were pregnant and fetus, you young man......" The doctor shook his head and continued to write the medical record.

The doctor didn't prescribe any infusion medicine, but just put Jingya on bed rest, and told Yi Yidong to wait for her to wake up and feed her some white rice porridge.

After Yan Yidong settled down Jingya, he went downstairs to buy white rice porridge, although it was night, but there were still a lot of people in the snack bar next to the hospital, it is estimated that most of them were family members of patients in the hospital, and there were many people who bought white rice porridge.

Yan Yidong suddenly remembered that when he was at school, he and Jingya would always go to the cafeteria to eat together, and usually when they went, they were already in the long line, and she always couldn't eat the braised pork ribs he liked to eat. Later, he always came to help her prepare all the meals first, and she was very happy to see the braised pork ribs, she said that she liked the ribs, and whatever she did was delicious. Later, when he went home on weekends, before coming to school, he would always go to the hotel and tell his father that he wanted to eat pork ribs. Lin Jiang would instruct the manager of the catering department, in short, at that time, Jingya would eat pork ribs with different flavors and different methods every week.

Yan Yidong bought the porridge and carried it carefully, just like when he watched the chef make the ribs, and then put them into the packing box one by one, and carefully covered them, for fear of falling cold...... Everything he did was to see her happy.

Many times, he had wondered why he and Jingya had come to this point, maybe he had given her more pain than happiness and made her afraid, so as long as he mentioned the past, she had a painful expression on her face, he didn't dare to continue to make her miserable, if the person she loved could make her happy and make her happy, he was willing to let go.

It took him a long time to sort out his emotions, every time he wanted to call or send a message to her, he was holding back his heart, pressing out the numbers one by one, and deleting them one by one, and the text messages were not easy to type, and he had to delete them, he controlled himself not to think about it, and told himself to leave as soon as the domestic business was over, so that everything was over.

But just when he was about to get used to not thinking about her, she appeared in front of his eyes again. When he received Yan Binghua's call, his first reaction was Jingya's voice, but he told himself that it was impossible. What he never expected was that it was her, Jingya, and at that moment, his heart was ecstatic.

When he heard Jing Ya say that he was willing to continue to come to the hospital to visit Jing Binghua, he almost couldn't help jumping up happily, seeing that Jing Binghua also liked Jing Ya very much, he was really happy, this was the first person around him to accept Jing Ya, although he said to Jing Binghua that it was impossible to talk to Jing Ya, but he still secretly held a glimmer of hope in his heart.

That glimmer of hope was like a small flame, Yan Yidong protected it very well, for fear that it would be extinguished by the wind, but he didn't dare to burn it up. He has always guarded such a small hope, and he does not dare to have more extravagant hopes.

But just now, the doctor said that Jingya was pregnant, and at that moment, he was stunned, as if the last glimmer of hope was gone.

Jingya woke up, she saw that Yan Yidong's coat was still on the chair, but the person was not here, she felt better now, she sat up, thinking about everything that happened today, and couldn't help but smile bitterly, often the more you want to go in the direction of happiness and sweetness, fate will always give you a bowl of bitter water, making you miserable.