366. Another chance at happiness

366. Another chance at happiness –

Leng Yurou lowered her head and continued to eat silently, but she was thinking in her heart, with Long Moxuan, Long Moxuan seemed to have never been so gentle and considerate. It's because I love myself too little, so I never have such gentle movements. And he seems to be strong, but because he doesn't want his gentleness, he has to pretend not to care.

In fact, what woman doesn't want her husband to be gentle and considerate to her?

After lunch,Fang Haojie really fulfilled his promise,Take Leng Yurou to shop。 Leng Yurou doesn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one,Buy women's clothes when you see them,Even children's clothes have been bought a lot,Fortunately, Fang Haojie's gold card can hold it,But my hands are a little unbearable,Hung with all kinds of shopping bags。

After an afternoon of shopping, Leng Yurou still seemed to be very excited, and after dinner, she actually said that she wanted to go to KTV to sing. In the past, when I was working in the company, my colleagues often went to sing and asked myself to go, but at that time, I was only concerned about making money, and I had to go to KFC to work part-time after work, and I never went. Later, with Long Moxuan, he had the financial ability and time, but he was afraid that he would be unhappy and never went. Now that she thinks about it, Leng Yurou feels that she has been wronged so much, and when she is with Long Moxuan, she always lowers her requirements and demands herself completely according to Long Moxuan's preferences. Now I understand that if you don't belong to yourself, you can't ask for it. It's better to let go of his hand, let him go, and give himself freedom.

KTV,Under the lights that are clearly off,Fang Haojie sings lyrical songs,His voice is low and hoarse,With a heavy magnetism,A song by Chen Sheng"No longer let you be lonely,Affectionate and gentle。

Leng Yurou looked at him with a smile, but in her heart she was analyzing the bits and pieces of her time with Long Moxuan.

Counting it up, he and Long Moxuan can be regarded as a flash marriage. Maybe there was a little bit of affection before marriage, but after marriage, two people need to integrate into each other's lives and accept a stranger into their lives, which is not an easy thing. His personality is cold and arrogant, and many times, even if he knows that Long Moxuan misunderstood him, he is unwilling to explain, because he always feels that since he has chosen himself, he should believe in himself and feel that he does not need to explain.

And now it seems that Long Moxuan once had no trust in women because of the loss of Ling Xuewei, there was a monster living in his heart, eating his gentleness, he was always so cold and noble, and he was wary of anyone. In fact, in the final analysis, he is also a person who is afraid of being hurt, so he refuses to surrender his heart.

But I always feel that since I am married, marriage should be lifelong, and two people should respect and trust each other. I gave him unconditional respect, trust, and dependence. But he always hesitated, wandering, and didn't dare to fall in love with himself completely. Even though in a few moments of the occasion, I may love myself in my heart, but the hard barrier in my heart has never been removed. Therefore, his gentle and affectionate love probably brought him a lot of pressure and troubles.

It wasn't until he met Ling Xuewei that all these contradictions were broken and the balance was re-planned...... In fact, after analyzing it like this, Leng Yurou found that even without Ling Xuewei, maybe her marriage with Long Moxuan would not come to an end. After all, the hearts of two people are like hide and seek, one hides and the other chases, which is too tiring. He can't give him the warmth and happiness he wants, and he can't make him trust him completely, such love and marriage are destined to have no warmth. It's a miracle if you don't get divorced.

It's okay to get divorced like this......

At least, it was he who betrayed himself, and this reason was enough to convince himself to completely forget him, to completely forget the tenderness he had given him.

Forget him, leave him, get back on his track, and live his own ordinary life.

Leng Yurou took a deep breath, sorted out all the chaotic thoughts, and her mood was a little brighter.

Under the ambiguous light in the box,Fang Haojie is wearing a white suit,Bright and extinguished,His handsome facial features are clearly distinguished,Handsome and sunny。

And his soft, low and magnetic voice is even more affectionate, which makes people's hearts soft as clouds in the sky.

Even the lyrics of the song he specially chose are so sensational:

Let me kiss your face softly, wipe away your sad tears, and let you know that there is still me with you when you are lonely......

Noticing Leng Yurou looking at himself, his eyes were brighter, he walked in front of her, elegantly and gentlemanly stretched out a hand, gently took her hand, like a prince inviting the princess, took her to the open space in the middle of the box, looked into her eyes, looked at each other, and sang affectionately: Let me sing to you gently, like the wind blowing on the grassland, I just want to listen to your breath quietly, hug you tightly, until dawn.

The road is far away, let's walk together, I want to fly in each of your colorful dreams......

Seeing that Leng Yurou didn't have any unhappy expression,Fang Haojie's heart moved,Boldly stretched out a hand,Grabbed her shoulder,Look at her with love,Through singing,Confess your heart:

…… With you......

I come to see you from afar,

I'm going to tell you a lot of stories,

I like to see you talk nonsense,

Make me laugh, even though one day we will grow old,

is so old that you may have blurred your eyes,

But I'm going to write the most beautiful song in the world,

To you,

The road is far away, let's walk together,

I want to fly in every colorful dream of yours,

To you, I love you OO......

I will no longer let you be lonely, my wind and frost, your simplicity, I will no longer let you be lonely and go to the earth together......

OO……

His deep voice was thick with magnetism, and through the song, he sang the three words buried deep in his heart.

And his bright eyes are like stars in the sky,Looking at Leng Yurou seriously and affectionately,That look made Leng Yurou's heart tremble,At this moment,She was finally able to look directly at Fang Haojie's feelings。 Finally affirmed,In the past three years,Fang Haojie's feelings for himself have never changed。

It was also at this moment that Leng Yurou decided that it was time for her to try to accept him, try, and fall in love with him again.

Leng Yurou smiled at Fang Haojie,He still remembers,His favorite male singer is Chen Sheng,Favorite female singer is Liu Ruoying。

Speaking of which, Chen Sheng and Liu Ruoying, a pair of masters and apprentices, also had a beautiful and romantic love. It's just a pity that the parties don't admit it, but anyone can see each other's affection. Chen Sheng gave up for the sake of responsibility, and Liu Ruoying stuck to herself for the sake of morality. Their love did not come to the end, but it remained in the hearts of both parties forever. Since Fang Haojie sang a song of Chen Sheng for himself as a confession,Then I sang Liu Ruoying's song as the answer。

This,Maybe it's the romance of myself and Fang Haojie together,Both of them love music,You don't need too many words with each other,Just a song is needed to express your feelings。 And this kind of tacit understanding and romance is something that Long Moxuan can't give himself.

Leng Yurou held Fang Haojie's hand tightly,Walked to the sofa and sat down,Finger slide on the screen of the song,I chose Liu Ruoying's "A Chance for Happiness",When the music sounded,She nodded and smiled at Fang Haojie,Clear voice,Sound with the melody:

In such a finite life

Can be deeply loved by loved ones

Maybe you shouldn't have any more extravagance and complain about anything

There are many regrets in the world

After a hard time saying goodbye

You really shouldn't have hugged me anymore

Just now I can let go of your hand considerately

Just because I'm strong enough doesn't mean I'm free and easy

We had a chance to be happy

When the rose and the promise have not yet withered

Don't say sorry, I don't regret it

Once against the wind flew with you

We had a chance to be happy

It seems that it is necessary to have the perfection of love

You say don't cry, I say don't

Then we all shed tears

……

She smiled and sang this song, as if she had decided to give herself another chance to be happy together from now on. Those sparkling eyes,Full of brilliant brilliance,It is Fang Haojie's most familiar gentleness and shyness three years ago,Such affectionate veins,It makes people palpitate。 ~