Chapter 194: I love you and have no purpose
Liang Jing felt that Gu Yusheng was making a fuss, but looking at his careful appearance and a little greedy for the atmosphere at this moment, he didn't say anything, just walked quietly beside him.
The two of them are not very familiar with the route in the hospital, and they asked the nurse at the front desk to find the location of the back garden. The hospital is planted with small leaf gardenias, although it looks ordinary, but the fragrance is strong, and I like it very much.
Gu Yusheng looked at Liang Jing's smiling eyes, and the fatigue of these days disappeared in an instant, "Do you want to cut a few for you and put them in the room?"
"No, flowers can live longer if they grow on trees, and if you bring them back and raise them, I'm afraid they will wither in a few days." Liang Jing's fingers caressed the flower bud, "Do you know what the flower language of gardenia is?"
Gu Yusheng raised his eyebrows, "This...... I really don't know, you can tell me and I'll make a note of it. ”
"It's strong. Liang Jing was silent for a moment after speaking, in fact, gardenia has another flower language, eternal love and a lifetime of waiting...... But at this time, it seems out of place to say this, so I only picked one I liked, "When I went to visit Uncle Li a few days ago, I talked about the pot of Junzi Orchid that my father brought with me, and I knew that it was a wedding gift from my mother...... I guess maybe he was that kind of person in his mother's eyes. ”
Liang Jing suddenly noticed that Gu Yusheng was a little quiet, and only then did she realize what she was talking about just now, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have mentioned this." ”
"Nope. Suddenly hearing what happened to Liang's father, Gu Yusheng was indeed a little awkward, but finally Liang Jing said so many things to himself, and he didn't want to ruin her interest, "It's quite interesting to hear you say this." ”
Liang Jing could see that what Gu Yusheng said was insincere, so she just smiled and stopped mentioning Liang's father, "I like gardenias, I just like it, because I am not strong enough, so I hope I can be stronger." ”
"Aren't you strong?" Gu Yusheng didn't quite agree with this sentence, "I don't think so." ”
Gu Yusheng thought of the past scene by scene, and wanted to say that Liang Jing was really a man, when he took sleep aids, he was uncomfortable like that, and he could still hold on to prevent himself from throwing up, and it would be difficult to do it if he was someone else.
"It depends. "In the face of Gu Yusheng, I have too many gains and losses, I can't afford to let go, where can I be considered strong. "What flowers do you like?"
"I ......" Gu Yusheng couldn't say for a while, he really didn't pay much attention to things like flowers, "Then it's gardenias." ”
"How can it be so casual?" Liang Jing was also a little funny, "What do you say when you see something?"
"I don't really pay much attention to flowers. Gu Yusheng was also blunt, "But from today onwards, I like gardenias, because you like them." ”
Liang Jing didn't speak for a while, looked at each other for a moment, and turned her head a little embarrassed, "Let's go forward, I said that there are other flowers." ”
Gu Yusheng saw such a reaction, which was expected, it was naturally difficult to get back the lost trust, at least everything was getting better, she didn't say that she was unworthy, did she.
The environment of the hospital is worthy of the price he charges, and the garden is also exquisitely arranged...... Walking all the way, there is everything. After walking for a long time, Liang Jing was also a little tired, and sat down on the bench under the wisteria, it was already the beginning of June, and the wisteria was a little defeated, but it still looked good from a distance.
Gu Yusheng couldn't help but take a few photos with his mobile phone, Liang Jing heard the sound of the shutter, and subconsciously looked up, his eyes were a little cute, which was also captured by Gu Yusheng.
Liang Jing reacted after realizing that she was secretly photographed, and hurriedly pulled her hair a few times, the hair she washed the day before yesterday was a little oily, would it look very sloppy?" "What are you shooting, delete it quickly." ”
"It's pretty good. Gu Yusheng was naturally disobedient on this, and quickly put the phone in his pocket, "Don't move, otherwise what if you fall." ”
"You must have made me look ugly. Liang Jing couldn't help muttering, for Gu Yusheng's photography skills, when he was on his honeymoon, he had learned all kinds of mysterious angles, and some even took pictures of his long legs to make a feeling of small short legs, but he still felt good about himself and thought he was very good-looking.
"Of course not, I'll send it back to your phone later, if you don't think it's good-looking, I'll delete it immediately. Gu Yusheng also seemed to remember the embarrassment at that time, but he was disgusted by Liang Jing, and he was deprived of the right to take pictures of her...... But she is good-looking, no matter how she shoots, she looks good.
Liang Jing didn't bother to take care of him, picked up a bunch of wisteria from the ground, and put it in Gu Yusheng's hand, Gu Yusheng looked at this string of wilted flowers, puzzled, "What are you doing?"
"I've got you. Liang Jing said and suddenly grabbed Gu Yusheng's arm, and gently rested his head on his shoulder.
Because of this move, Gu Yusheng almost forgot to breathe, and being flattered is to describe his mood at the moment. He didn't dare to move, nor did he dare to speak, for fear that he would accidentally wake up from this sweet dream.
Just snuggled together like this, sat for more than ten minutes, and then Liang Jing spoke, "That time I had a car accident and sent you a text message, but then I woke up and said that my phone was broken, did you receive the text message?"
Gu Yusheng responded, "See, my mobile phone was out of battery in the office at that time, and I saw that ......text message as soon as I charged it" Gu Yusheng suddenly felt a little dramatic, why every time Liang Jing had an accident, he would make a mistake and didn't arrive at the first time.
"Yes......" Then why didn't you mention it later, why did you never appear again after showing up, Cheng Jianing and Gu's mother both said that Gu Yusheng liked herself, and she could feel it, but now that you think about it, do you really like it...... Even if he had a grudge against his father, but he had just returned from the brink of life and death at that time, how could he bear to leave himself there alone and ignore it.
But Liangjing doesn't want to pursue these things now, she would rather Gu Yusheng don't like herself, so she can persuade herself to let go of him as soon as possible, "Thank you for giving me an empty joy, the good memories we have had, let the tears be blurred, occasionally remember, the memory is still fresh, just like at the beginning, I love you, there is no purpose." ”
Liang Jing paused and then chuckled, "I don't remember seeing this sentence in that book, I've always liked it." ”
"Beautiful words. Gu Yusheng didn't know how to continue, he remembered the sentence that Liang Jing sent to himself word for word, thank you for everything you have done for me, even if it is all acting, even if you just give me an empty joy, I want to thank you, let me feel the warmth of the world...... Everything she does for her is acting, but what she likes is love without a purpose.
Those words were obviously warm words, but at this moment, they made Gu Yusheng feel sarcastic, Liang Jing leaned on herself like this, she wouldn't deliberately sarcastic herself...... I'm afraid that because I feel ashamed in my heart, I will think about it more.
"Gu Yusheng, thank you. Liang Jing grabbed Gu Yusheng's hand, interlocked his fingers, and looked at the mark of the ring on his ring finger, he hadn't worn the ring since September, but the ring had left traces after all, and there was no way to erase it for a while.
"What?" Gu Yusheng was inexplicably thanked, and always felt that Liang Jing was very abnormal, "Do you have something on your mind? I feel that you are talking strangely today." ”
"No, it's just ...... I want to open it, and I don't want to be unable to get along with myself. Liang Jing chuckled, it would be nice if she could really be as open-minded as she said, "Fortunately, you exposed the matter between Chu Junqing and Liang Yan, now think about it, in case Chu Junqing finally gave up his rights and chose me, but everything that happened to him and Liang Yan still exists...... It's horrible, if I find out about this after marrying him, I'm going to break down. ”
"Tell him what to do. Gu Yusheng felt that he was hostile to Chu Junqing, after all, he was his wife's ex, and he was by Liang Jing's side for twenty-five years that he had not met Liang Jing.
"It just came to mind. Liang Jing tried hard to make her voice sound normal, and she couldn't let Gu Yusheng find any clues, he was very smart, "Maybe it's a pregnancy relationship, the brain circuit is weird, you don't want to hear it?"
"If you say nothing, I'll listen to it. Gu Yusheng paused, "Of course, if you don't mention Chu Junqing, it's better, I don't think he's very pleasing to the eye." ”
"He doesn't have anything to say...... Liang Jing thought for a while, and suddenly pinched Gu Yusheng, "It's you who interrupted me, I forgot what I was going to say!"
Gu Yusheng was made laughing, "It's said that you have been stupid for three years since you were pregnant, and you have already started to be stupid." ”
"You're stupid, your IQ has dropped very badly recently, and you're embarrassed to talk about me. "Liang Jing won't admit that she's stupid...... She suddenly laughed, she and Gu Yusheng looked like they had been dating, and they really hadn't been so relaxed for a long time.
Gu Yusheng also had a smile on his face, this feeling is really good, I hope it can go on like this, although he can't tell the difference, whether this is a dream or reality, but if it is a dream...... He is willing to sleep like this all the time, not to wake up, and to let him live in a dream.
"So what the hell do you think about, what are you going to say?"
"It's probably ......" Liang Jing suddenly looked up at Gu Yusheng, her eyes were full of seriousness, "Although we have experienced these ups and downs, we have also ...... A lot has happened, but I've never regretted meeting you. ”