401. He doesn't want me
After listening to the psychiatrist's analysis, the resentment in Long Moxuan's heart reached its peak. Although it is difficult to fundamentally judge the cause of depression, he knows very well that most of the reason why Leng Yurou is like this is because he hurt her. Thinking that he caused Leng Yurou to suffer from severe depression,And I don't know anything about it,If it weren't for Fang Haojie,Leng Yurou would have lost her life,Long Moxuan couldn't wait to die。 It was only at this time that he finally realized how deeply he had hurt Leng Yurou.
Bai Qiguang and Leng Yarou stayed in the room for a long time, but Leng Yurou just looked at them and never said a word.
Ever since Ling Xuewei took off the ring that Long Moxuan gave her and told Leng Yurou that she was leaving, Leng Yurou had been lying on the bed with empty eyes. However, when I looked closely, there was something floating in the void, as if I was hesitating, but I didn't seem to think about anything.
Leng Yarou wanted to stay and take care of her sister, but Long Moxuan repeatedly promised that he would ask a professional to take care of her, so Bai Qiguang and Leng Yarou left.
For a long time, Leng Yurou remained silent. No matter what the therapist does, nothing changes.
In contrast, her first album reached number three on the best-selling chart just a week after it hit the shelves. Two weeks later, he was in second place, and three weeks later he jumped to first place. In this regard, Chu Yanzhe was very satisfied, and Lulu's mother was also anxious to contact her, and the company wanted to hold a celebration party for Leng Yurou, but she couldn't contact Leng Yurou. Contact Fang Haojie,Naturally, there is no news。 Just when Leng Yurou was red and purple, she seemed to have evaporated from the world.
In order to protect Leng Yurou, Long Moxuan sealed the news of the car accident tightly, and no news media revealed half a point. He didn't want the news media to report that Leng Yurou had a car accident,It was Fang Haojie by her side,Desperate to save Leng Yurou。 As the boss of a media company, no one knows the power of public opinion better than him. If Leng Yurou's fans see this news,There is no doubt that they will support Leng Yurou and Fang Haojie together。
But now...... Long Moxuan smiled bitterly.
He himself was in a hospital bed for a month after being wounded by a gunshot to the knee, and is still recovering, and doctors told him to do rehabilitation exercises on crutches for a fixed amount of time every day. And Fang Haojie is still living in the hospital,Although completely out of danger,But his legs are permanently crippled。
Long Moxuan couldn't meet Fang Haojie in person,Because during this time,He has been living in a villa in the deep mountains without leaving home,And he can't go out。 The two have only had one video call. On the phone,Fang Haojie said,He didn't want Leng Yurou to see him like this,So he won't appear again,I hope Long Moxuan can take good care of Leng Yurou。
Of course, Long Moxuan didn't tell Fang Haojie that Leng Yurou was suffering from depression. If Fang Haojie knows,I'm afraid it will be even more uncomfortable。 Although I don't like Fang Haojie,But Long Moxuan himself has to admit,Fang Haojie is an attractive man,It's also a very dangerous rival in love。 Fang Haojie lost his legs,He was sad,But in addition to contacting the best surgical experts,See if you can do something for Fang Haojie,Fang Haojie's crippled things,He must also keep it a secret from Leng Yurou。
So,Long Moxuan followed Fang Haojie's opinion,Tell Leng Yurou,Fang Haojie is dead。 In Fang Haojie's own words"Maybe I can't get her heart,Then let me use death to leave an eternal mark in her heart。 Long Moxuan, even if the person Xiaoyu loves is you, if she thinks I'm dead, she will never forget me. Fang Haojie showed a triumphant smile,That smile is as innocent as a child。 But through the video, Long Moxuan was still deeply shocked.
It's been more than a month since the crash. During this period of time, it seems to be static and not flowing, and everything is solemn and sluggish.
There is a garden at the back of the villa, and there is a swing frame in the garden, which was prepared by Long Moxuan according to the layout of his home in Beijing.
At this moment, Leng Yurou was sitting on the swing frame, letting the breeze blow her hair, and looking into the distance with confused and empty eyes.
Long Moxuan walked up to her with crutches in both hands, and said softly: "Yurou, why don't you eat lunch again? ”
Leng Yurou slowly turned her head to look at him, shaking her head and saying nothing.
In the past month, Long Moxuan has become accustomed to her silence, and her former temper has also been tempered by her patience. He walked to Leng Yurou's side, sat down with difficulty, put down his crutches, and then glanced at Leng Yurou and let out a long breath.
To be honest, this period of time was also extremely difficult for Long Moxuan. Leng Yurou's depression doesn't know when it will get better, maybe it won't get better for a lifetime. Ling Xuewei left,With a broken heart and a scarred body,Long Moxuan knew that he owed Ling Xuewei,But he didn't dare to take the initiative to find her;Fang Haojie lost his legs,In a sense, Long Moxuan owed him。 How could Long Moxuan, who was once arrogant, expect the current situation, all these things are not something he can stop or change.
He sat quietly beside Leng Yurou, the sky was blue and high, and there was not a trace of clouds.
On an autumn afternoon, such a quiet and warm atmosphere makes people nostalgic. Long Moxuan couldn't help but think of his first acquaintance with Leng Yurou. When he took Leng Yurou back to Beijing, Leng Yurou donated bone marrow for Xiao Yi, Leng Yurou during that time was simple and happy, although stubborn, but easy to tame. Now that I think about it, how good the time was, but I didn't know how to cherish it.
If Leng Yurou could still smile as brightly as she did then, Long Moxuan was willing to give everything in exchange!
It's a pity, will God still give him a chance to atone for his sins?
After waiting for a long time, Long Moxuan coaxed Leng Yurou again and said, "I don't want to go back to eat, then I'll ask the maid to bring the food, and I'll feed you, okay?"
Leng Yurou turned her head to look at him, Long Moxuan took out his mobile phone and called Kuroko, asking the kitchen maid to bring the food to the back garden. Just when he thought that Leng Yurou would not speak, Leng Yurou spoke slowly.
She pressed one hand on her abdomen, tears rolling down, and whispered, "Here...... The child is gone...... What else do you need to be nutritious?"
With just this sentence, Long Moxuan's movements paused, looking at Leng Yu's haggard appearance, this big man, this man who didn't snort even if he was wounded by a gunshot, suddenly had sour tears in the corners of his eyes, falling in the wind, strung together into a line, and his heart hurt beyond measure.
This is the first time Leng Yurou has seen his tears, and at the bottom of her heart, as if a thread has been pulled, she moved slightly, and it hurts a little. But she stretched out her hand,Extremely slowly and sluggishly wiped away tears for Long Moxuan,Asked again:"What about Haojie?Fang Haojie,He said he wanted to marry me,I agreed。 Why didn't he come? Is he scared to know that my child is gone, that I've become like this?