Listening to Zhou Yaze's indifferent and detached words, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, I looked at him and asked him softly: "Have you really loved anyone?"

Zhou Yaze glanced at me, smiled bitterly, and then said lightly to me: "I have loved ......."

Next, he said to me slowly: "She is my first love, she is my college classmate, and we met overseas. She's not particularly beautiful, but she's quite cute, she likes to laugh, she likes to tell me little jokes, and she loves little animals. At that time, we were very in love with each other, and during the holidays, we often traveled together to famous cities in European countries, she especially liked to take pictures, and I took a lot of precious photos for her, and in this way, we spent a wonderful college time together until the arrival of graduation...... "At this time, his eyes gradually became gentle, and maybe only when talking about a truly heartwarming lover, he would reveal this kind of gentle and watery eyes.

Zhou Yaze seemed to be immersed in good memories, and seeing that he didn't say anything, I asked softly: "Later, you returned to China together?"

Zhou Yaze nodded slightly, a smile bloomed on his face, and continued: "Later, we returned to China together, and my mother didn't agree with me being with her, because her family background was very ordinary, and her appearance was not particularly outstanding. But I insisted on being with her, because I really loved her, and she loved me very much, and my mother couldn't resist me later, so she had to agree. ”

Speaking of this, Zhou Yaze's voice stopped abruptly.

I whispered again, "What happened later?"

At this time, the corners of Zhou Yaze's mouth twitched slightly, a bitter smile appeared on his face, his face gradually covered with a layer of sadness, and his expression looked a little painful, I realized that I shouldn't actually mention this painful past, after all, I already knew the ins and outs of my career from Qian Yaya's mouth.

So I quickly added: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked." ”

Zhou Yaze shook his head with a wry smile, and said to me slowly: "It's nothing, so many years have passed, and my heart is no longer as painful as it was at the beginning." You may have heard that she died in a car accident, and that car accident gently took her away like a butterfly, leaving me with only the good old days of our past, and the deep pain that cannot be hidden in the bottom of my heart......"

Speaking of this, Zhou Yaze let out a long sigh and said lightly: "Maybe God didn't want everything to be too perfect, so he easily took her away from me." After she left, I didn't love a second woman again, and I didn't want to fall into emotional wounds again, so I put all my heart into work, and seeing my friends grow stronger in my hands day by day, that was the happiest thing for me. ”

"Then when did you and Wu Yanran start?" I asked in a whisper.

Zhou Yaze glanced at me, then sighed lightly, and said to me slowly: "At that time, I was already close to the age of establishment, since the death of my ex-girlfriend Xuan, I have never had an official girlfriend, my parents are already very anxious, they are afraid that I will become abnormal if I continue like this, afraid that I am not interested in women, and afraid that no one in our Zhou family will inherit incense." At this time, Yanran came back from studying abroad, and the little girl who followed my ass when she was a child grew up, and she was slim and moving. Soon after she returned to China, her mother came to our house to propose marriage, and my parents, after considering all kinds of factors, agreed, and then came to do my ideological work......"

"You promised?" I asked cautiously.

Zhou Yaze glanced at me again, sighed, he leaned his head on the saddle pillow, looked straight ahead, and said to me lightly: "At that time, there were no other women in my heart except for Xuan, who died a few years ago. Originally, I thought that I would be lonely until I was old, but you also know that our family will not allow the heir to be celibate for a lifetime. Therefore, my parents lobbied me desperately to accept Yanran, Yanran's father had saved my father's life, and the business interests of our two families were tied together, plus Yanran's conditions in all aspects were very compatible with me, all kinds of factors added together, I had no reason to refuse, at that time, in my eyes, marriage was an obligation that had to be undertaken, and it made no difference to me who I married, as long as she could satisfy me, although Wu Yanran was willful, she was still quite well-behaved in front of my parents, so in the end I agreed. ”

"The process of getting along with you is not pleasant?" Looking at their current results, it is also conceivable that Zhou Yaze and Wu Yanran did not have real love in the process of getting along.

Hearing my question, Zhou Yaze smiled bitterly, and then said helplessly: "Actually, I wanted to love her very much, after all, I didn't have other women in my heart at that time, and she was the daughter of the Shijiao family who grew up with me, and she looked very well-behaved and sweet on the outside, I thought, maybe I will slowly fall in love with her ......"

"But did that wish not come true?" I asked faintly.

Zhou Yaze let out a long sigh, leaned his neck on the back of the chair, and looked at the top of the carriage, he shook his head and said in a low voice: "Yanran let her parents spoil her, her kind of family, you can say that there is no shortage of anything, as long as she wants, even if it is a star in the sky, her parents will pick it for her if she can pick it, just like that, she has developed a character trait that does not care about the feelings of others." When I'm in a meeting, she would call me out of the blue and ask me to accompany her to something. A little thing, I have to make a fuss to the point that I bow my head and apologize, and I have checked my mobile phone and various private contact information quite tightly, which makes me exhausted, so I will try to let go several times, but every time I propose to break up, she cries and cries to beg me, saying that she is wrong, let me give her another chance, I have no choice but to promise her, so repeatedly, over and over again, again and again to stage the scene of breaking up, every time I can't stand her willfulness, insisting on breaking up with her, she will take out the ability to cry and make trouble to force me to soften。 Later, there was a suicide farce that scared both my parents and her parents half to death, alas!"

Speaking of this, Zhou Yaze sighed heavily, glanced at me helplessly, and muttered: "In short, in the past two years with her, now that I think about it, it is like a nightmare." In Wu Yanran's body, I didn't experience the beauty of many women, I only experienced a woman's extreme willfulness and possessiveness, I have to repeat to her countless times a day I love you, she will give up. If she can have a little bit of a woman's warmth, I won't give up on her, after all, our two families are inextricably linked, and my parents don't want me to give up Yanran, but in the end, I'm really exhausted, so I proposed to her a few months ago to calm each other down temporarily, and then you know everything about what happened later......"

Speaking of this, Zhou Yaze glanced at me, with a faint wry smile on his face.

He stared blankly at me and muttered to me, "Hai Chao, I'm finally relieved now." As he spoke, one of his hands touched one of my hands on my lap.

I gently removed his hand, dodging his burning gaze, and muttered to him, "Then you told me this today...... What does that mean?"

Zhou Yaze looked at me with burning eyes, at this time, his gaze was rolling with hot currents, and for a long time, he whispered to me: "Haichao, let's ...... Let's be together......"

I was startled by his words and looked at him suddenly, but when I met his affirmative and persistent gaze, I realized that he was not telling a joke at the moment.

"No......" I said to him at a loss, "it's too ...... Suddenly, I can't take ......."

After all, Zhou Yaze has just come out of the shadow of a relationship, and it is reasonable for me to accept his show of love at this time and be with him.

Zhou Yaze looked at me and smiled faintly, his hand touched my knee again, and muttered to me: "I can give you time, I can wait for ......"

I lowered my head, not daring to look at him, and after a long time, I turned my head slightly to look at him, and asked him softly, "When did you start ...... me?" Do you feel like that?"

Zhou Yaze sighed lightly, looked ahead and thought about it and said: "I don't remember when it started, in fact, I just like your vigorous and resolute style, I think you are very bold and enthusiastic, I like such employees, with an appreciative look at you, and there are no other feelings." ”

Speaking of this, Zhou Yaze looked at me, smiled, and then said to me quite seriously: "But later, this feeling became different, as the contact time grew, I felt that there was something in you that was deeply attracted to me, what it was, I couldn't tell it at first, but then I slowly understood that this kind of thing is real." ”

As he spoke, Zhou Yaze's gaze became even hotter when he looked at me, he approached me a little and said softly to me: "I heard other employees say that you are very good at living, and you can say that you are thrifty in yourself, but you are very willing to spend money on your husband and children." To be honest, although you were dressed very plainly and even a little rustic at that time, I respected you very much, because there are too few women in this era who are wholeheartedly paying for their families and don't care about their own packaging costs. Later, you got divorced, maybe because you had a thorough understanding after the great pain, you began to pay attention to dressing up and grooming yourself, although your dressing style still did not reach a very good level during this period, but I can see that you are trying, including learning to make up, although the makeup is not as delicate and perfect as some other women I have seen, but it makes me feel very cute. ”