Chapter 148: A Letter from Far Away
The wanted notice reads: On the day of 201**month*, a major traffic accident occurred on the highway leading to Ningquan County in S City, Z Province, resulting in three deaths on the spot. After investigation, it was found that this was a premeditated murder case for hire, and Yang Kexin (female) was suspected of committing a major crime.
In addition, on 201*, Yang Kexin and Ye Xing approached Deng Wenliang, general manager of Shengda Technology Company in S City, by fraudulent means to gain Deng's trust, and then Yang Kexin obtained a number of trade secrets of Shengda Technology Company by improper means and sold them to several well-known domestic technology companies to obtain a large amount of money;
Now Yang Kexin is suspected of hiring homicide, marriage fraud, theft of trade secrets, illegal embezzlement of public funds and other crimes, Ye Xing, as Yang Kexin's co-defendant, is suspected of partnership fraud, harboring and other crimes, and now the two are at large, and a reward of RMB 100,000 will be given to the informant who finds clues and assists in the arrest of meritorious units or individuals.
According to another source, the two may have fled abroad, and the public security department has asked Interpol to assist in the investigation and arrest the perpetrators as soon as possible.
The personal identification information of Ye Xing and Yang Kexin was also posted on the back.
Looking at this wanted notice, I only felt a chill down my spine, it seems that Yang Kexin and Ye Xing's charges have been confirmed, and the next step is to arrest them, it may only be a matter of time, after all, this wanted warrant, the two of them are like lost dogs, and it is impossible to show their faces in public, so how long can the days of escape last?
At this time, my feelings are really complicated, on the one hand, I hope that the police will arrest them as soon as possible, because I don't think it is a way for them to flee like this; on the other hand, I also hope that the police can open up and leave them a way to live, after all, they are still very young, but intellectually I also know that from a legal point of view, if they are arrested, Ye Xing may still have a chance to live, but Yang Kexin is suspected of so many crimes, it is basically impossible to have any possibility of life.
Thinking about it this way, my feelings become more complicated.
It was against this psychological backdrop that a month later, I received a letter from afar.
When I opened the letter, I was taken aback, because the letter was sent to me by Ye Xing.
In that letter, Ye Xing wrote: Sister Man, when you received this letter, I may have already embarked on a road to another world with Kexin, and this plan was actually already made on the day I separated from you. Although I think I have already told you everything I should say on the day we parted, but today at this moment of eternal separation, I still have a thousand words to tell you in my chest, so I wrote this letter.
I'm not a good person, and I've had this since I became an adult. Once, Kexin and I were also called little angels, and the people who called us so were our beloved Grandma Du, who called us the purest and most lovely little angels, a pair of immaculate golden boys and girls, and vowed to work hard to cultivate us into talents.
But since when did we slowly transform from angels to demons?
When I came along the way, I was reluctant to recall these things, but when I was about to say goodbye to this world, I slowly opened up the dusty memories that I couldn't bear to recall......
I am a very cold person in my bones, but I am not like this from the beginning, I lived in Grandma Du's carefree family-style orphanage in my childhood, at that time Kexin and I were children with crystal-like pure hearts, and we were full of infinite enthusiasm for life, although we had no father and mother, but Grandma Du and the meticulous care of those teachers and aunts was enough to make up for the regret of losing our parents.
However, with the death of Grandma Du, our fairytale world collapsed, and Kexin and I were displaced, from Grandma Du's orphanage to that children's welfare home, and later to our adopted families.
After arriving at the Ye family, I thought that I had regained the warmth of the family, because Mother Ye was really very good to me at that time, once, I thought I had found a home again, thinking that Mother Ye was my biological mother, she would always love me like this, but, with the disintegration of this family, the gentle and loving mother was gone, on the night Mother Ye left me, I cried all night, although she told me before leaving that she would come back to see me in the future, but in the end she completely disappeared from my life.
My adoptive father's newly married stepmother regarded me as a thorn in the side, and many times, the family of three laughed and enjoyed the family in the room, but as soon as I walked in, the smile on my stepmother's face immediately disappeared, and in that house, everyone reminded me all the time that I was an unwelcome outside disturber, especially after the incident of injuring Kexin's adoptive father, this can be added to the obvious, and the adoptive father has even made it clear to me that I should leave the house as soon as possible.
Maybe it's after tasting the heat and coldness of the world again and again, in the longing for family warmth with anticipation again and again, and finally being poured cold water on the head, my heart has completely become cold, I have become ruthless, although I am sunny on the surface, but it is just a mask that I present to outsiders, in fact, I am more ruthless than anyone else in my bones, in this world, except for Kexin, no one can enter my inner world again, including you at that time.
When I designed and deceived you and Deng Wenliang's plan, I mentioned to Kexin that you were very innocent, but Kexin said that we were saving you, and I acquiesced, because at that time, you seemed to me to be just an ordinary resentful woman who was snubbed by her husband, which was not enough to really move my heart, and the most I felt about you was just a fleeting sympathy.
Including when I slept with you, I held you in my arms, kissed you, touched you, entered your body, said those emotional love words to you, and even played those beautiful music for you, but at that time, my feelings for you only stayed at the surface level, and did not touch the depths of my heart.
At that time, Kexin said to me, you don't have any guilt for her, it's a big deal that we will give her a sum of money after the fact, and I agree with her point of view, so even if I know how painful and hated I when Deng Wenliang had a showdown with you, I don't feel anything in my heart, because you are just a chess piece we use, a hurried passerby on our life road, and it will not cause any ripples in my heart.
When did you really get your heart struck?
If it weren't for that chance encounter, I might still have carried out our plan of deception and murder with Kexin, and our greatest wish at that time was to get enough money to ensure that we had no worries about food and clothing for the rest of our lives, and then take out a sum of money to kill the beast that was inferior to Yang Congshan.
But that chance encounter made my already cold devil heart gradually change, I know that you will have a period of depression after leaving Deng Wenliang, after all, being deceived by two men at the same time, for a weak woman like you, such a pain is not easy to resolve in a short time.
However, I didn't expect that after you left Deng Wenliang and left me, you would encounter the same dilemma as you did at that time.
At that time, I saw you selling along the street in the small street of the urban village, I can't describe the real feeling in my heart, I just felt very uncomfortable, your clothes were very sloppy at the time, and your hair was very messy, but your eyes were firm and tenacious.
This time, it really hurts for you, and at that time, I still sympathized with you, and I couldn't bear to see you a weak woman struggling to survive in such a sinister environment, so I subconsciously wanted to protect you, even if my ability was limited, I would protect you within the scope of my ability.
It may be that in this day and night of guarding, you gradually walked into my heart.
Your plain words, your warm smile, the bowl of soup and a cup of tea you handed over, all made me feel the warmth of the family, and made me really want to have such a family, such a woman, and stay with her forever.
In fact, this plan was also told to Kexin at the beginning of my university, at that time, both of us were working hard in addition to our studies to earn the tuition and living expenses we needed.
I said to Kexin at the time that the road of art is not easy to follow, and we may only be able to take the road of teaching after graduation, and the income will not be too high, but fortunately, we are still young and can work together from scratch, and I also imagined various blueprints for us after graduation with her.
But Kexin said to me, why do we have to live worse than others, why do we have to suffer so much, can't we take a shortcut?
Art academies and other places, although on the surface it seems to be a temple of art, but in fact it is full of temptations and traps, all kinds of students, some of them are born rich, some are supported by the rich, Kexin and I are still young, looking at those students who are inferior to us in all aspects, because they are destined to grow up in a good family, or because they are willing to live under the rich people, and enjoy the glory, our hearts begin to be unbalanced, we are not willing to transfer our precious feelings to others, and we are not allowed to have a real third party among us, so we choose the third way, that is, to use others to get what we wantใ
Sister Man, everything that followed, you were clear, but today, I cut these open to you, just to let you know that it was after I really moved my heart to you that my mood began to change.
Before, I didn't feel scared when He Kexin devised a plan to deceive Deng Wenliang or when he planned to kill Yang Congshan, but after I moved my heart to you, I really felt afraid, because I felt the preciousness of life and the beauty of life, and these are the real feelings you brought me.
In fact, later in my relationship with you, my heart has been hovering between good and evil, and I am also in pain.
So, I went to persuade Kexin to stop, but, you know, once some things have a beginning, it will be difficult to stop later, if I grew up in a cold and violent environment, and I only suffered indifference and rejection during my growth, then Kexin was destroyed and grew up in inhumane hot violence, so her heart is more twisted and unbalanced than mine, and her bitter hatred is not something you and I can understand at all.
Kexin also saw the wandering in my heart, because she was afraid of losing me, so she was crazy to keep me, but she couldn't stop the crazy revenge plan in her heart, so some things were not within my control at all.
But, despite this, Kexin and I have been imprinted too deeply on each other in our lives since childhood.
When I was six years old, we sang like angels in a piano room full of flowers, when we were nine years old, we ran in the dark cold night and ate a bun in a deserted alley, when we were fifteen, we hugged our heads and cried at the South Railway Station in S City, and she told me about her inhuman suffering, and at the age of twenty-one, we hid in a corner of the college campus, plotting those shady plans......
All of this has tied our fates together, I have her, she has me, and we can no longer distinguish each other.
Therefore, I told you that day that in this life, I can only accompany Ke Xin, because even if the law condemns me as a misdemeanor, if Ke Xin dies alone, then the other half of my life will also die, and I will live like a corpse.
So I have to follow Kexin, even if it's just a path of death to heaven.
I didn't know how difficult the escape would be, and I didn't know that the days of escape could not last long, so the day I left your house, I knew that the days of my life and Kexin were already counting down.
However, I still have a wish, because Kexin has not had a few days of peace in her life, whether it is revenge or cheating money, her ultimate goal is to live a happy life with me that no one disturbs, and now that all the goals have been achieved, I hope to meet her wish, even if it is only for half a year or a few months, it is fine.
Eventually, we finally took refuge in a quieter place, and no one bothered us for a while.
However, during the months we were hiding, although no one came to hunt us down for the time being, we did not have a good time, especially Kexin, who often had nightmares at night, dreaming that Coco screamed miserably in the boiling car, calling her name, and Kexin often woke up crying and screaming at night, sweating profusely.
At the same time, my heart is also suffering from all the time, we are all living in pain, we do not expect that after everything has settled, we will not get the peace and happiness we want.
So in the end, we decided to implement our final plan in advance, but before this moment comes, I still have reluctance to this world, and this reluctance is you.
Because you are the first woman who really touched my heart, it was you who made my cold heart begin to melt and make me struggle between the devil and the angels......
Man, we are destined to be destined to be fated in this life, I only have one request, in the next life, after you enter the cave with a red hijab, before hearing my voice, you must not let others remove the red hijab from your head!
Man, you remember, in the next life, you must let me personally lift the red hijab on your head! In this life, we are fated to have no part, in the next life, you and I must guard the grass hut to watch the sunset, and be a loving couple who will never be separated from the morning and twilight!