Chapter 102 It has always been shallow, but the love is deep
That sentence, 'Let's get a divorce', just five words is enough to break the liver and intestines of the two of them, and their hearts seem to be dripping blood, Gu Yunfan himself doesn't know how to leave that room, let alone how to drive the car back, he doesn't know anything, he doesn't want to know anything, he sat alone in the car, and he didn't get out of the car for a long time until Shen Jiapeng found him.
"Mr. Gu, Mr. Gu...... I can be considered to have found you," Shen Jiapeng probably ran over, and he shouted as he stood outside the car panting.
"What's the matter?" Gu Zongyun lowered the window glass, and the expression on his face was better than before.
"Oh...... It is...... There's a contract I want you to see. Shen Jiapeng rolled his eyes and said.
Gu Yunfan raised his hand and looked at his watch, it was less than four o'clock, "Let's go, go to the company." ”
"Okay!" replied Shen Jiapeng loudly.
In the car, Shen Jiapeng didn't dare to look at Gu Yunfan, he knew Gu Yunfan's mood at the moment, and because he knew, he didn't even dare to say a word, he didn't see Gu Yunfan get angry, and a cold sweat oozed behind him when he thought of this. He only dared to secretly take out his mobile phone, flipped out the message record with Sister Jingya, and replied with the words 'back'.
As soon as Jingya's mobile phone rang, she hurriedly took it out to see, and sure enough, it was Shen Jiapeng's news, and her heart finally let go.
After Gu Yunfan left, she cried silently for a long time, those five words were said by her own mouth, things have developed to this point, it seems that only those five words can make a decision, she asked herself, obviously she still loves him, but because of her father's affairs, she can only do this, so an explanation to her deceased father is also a relief to her mother. If something like this happened to her daughter, where can you rest assured as a mother. Now that her mother is her only relative, she doesn't want her mother to be sad about her anymore.
She couldn't forget the way Gu Yunfan looked when he left, he got up from her with a painful face, and then turned around and left the room step by step, she remembered that when he turned around, he said a word, it was the sentence he used to say, "Jingya, I love you!"
After a long time, she began to worry about whether Gu Yunfan would be in danger when he drove back alone, so she contacted Shen Jiapeng.
Jingya didn't say much, only said that if Gu Yunfan came back, she would give her a message, and made a special note that she didn't want to mention her a word.
If Shen Jiapeng couldn't even guess what this meant, how could he be qualified to be Gu Yunfan's assistant, but he guessed a rough idea, and he could only guess that it was probably the husband and wife who quarreled. But Gu Yunfan's mobile phone has always been turned off, which makes Shen Jiapeng anxious, he can only look in the direction of Gu Yunfan's house, and sure enough, he found it.
Yes, they are an enviable pair in the eyes of anyone, who would think badly.
Gu Yunfan didn't think much about it, how could this Shen Jiapeng suddenly come to him, in the past, even if he was asked to sign, he would wait for him to come to the company to sign, and he would not sign for a contract, so he had to come to his house to find him. It's just that at this time, his heart is full of Jing Ya, and the words that Jing Ya said, those words are like a sharp blade, piercing into his heart little by little.
"Mom, I've made everything I need to say clearly, and I'm going to divorce him. Jingya snuggled up to her mother's side and held her mother's hand tightly.
"Quiet and elegant...... Do you blame Mom?" Lu Xiaoping said softly.
"No, it won't. "But I will blame myself, blame myself for loving Gu Yunfan.
"Actually, Mom can see that you love him very much, but if there is a first time for such a thing, it is difficult not to have a second time, and then there will be many times, Mom, I am really afraid that you will be sad......"
"Mom, my father passed away because of this incident, if I don't get divorced, I will never be happy in my heart, and it is difficult for me to imagine how I will continue in my life in the future. ”
"How so. Lu Xiaoping said in a low voice.
How could this be, Jingya didn't know how it could be, those photos were first sent by Xia Meiru to someone, and when she thought of Xia Meiru, she was so angry that she trembled. Yes, she admits that she really can't fight her anymore, she is also tired, and she doesn't want to fight like this anymore, in the past, because she didn't want to lose Gu Yunfan, but she lost more, and she won't be in the future, she has already made up her mind to let go.
Jingya came back a few days later, and as soon as she entered the house, Sister Zhao found that she had lost a lot of weight, but Sister Zhao was afraid of saying the wrong thing, so she didn't say much, so she quickly put a bowl of freshly stewed chicken soup for her to drink.
"Sister Zhao, I've worked hard for you this time, this is your salary this month, and I will give you another three months' salary, I'm sorry, we may have to go out for the next period of time, so I won't invite anyone for the time being." Jingya put the two salaries on the table.
"Jingya, I can get this month's salary, but I can't ask for the extra three months' salary you give. ”
"Sister Zhao, listen to me, it's not easy for you to raise a child alone, you take these three months' salary and look for it slowly. ”
As soon as she heard Jingya mention the child, Sister Zhao stopped talking, she is a single mother, and life is indeed not easy.
"Well, if you have any friends who need housekeeping at home, I can apply to the company for a preferential price. ”
"Friend's house...... I'll help you ask in a moment. Jingya thought that Li Xiaoxiao's baby was about to be born in a few months, and it should be busy by then, maybe they would need a housekeeping aunt.
"Then if your friend's family is willing to let me go, I don't want the other three months' salary. Sister Zhao said firmly.
"Then give you two more months. Jingya knew that although Sister Zhao was a countryman, she was still very strong, "Originally, it was because of me, it was right to give you more wages, and generally if the company fired fewer employees, they would pay more wages to the employees." ”
Sister Zhao listened to Jingya's words, so she didn't shirk anymore.
"By the way, I forgot to tell you, a few days ago, the woman named Xia or something came again, but this time I didn't even let her in, she really wasn't a fuel-efficient lamp, she even slapped me......" Sister Zhao recounted the events of that day.
"What, she still beats you?" Jingya's heart sank.
Of course, I also went back and slapped her hard. Such a person is bullying the soft and afraid of the hard, if you are soft, she will dare to bully you, if you take a step back, she can take three steps forward. If such a person had been in our country, he would have been subdued long ago. Sister Zhao said with resentment.
"You take one step back, she takes three steps forward. Jing Ya repeated this sentence, what Sister Zhao said was too reasonable, and the current situation was like this. But she doesn't want to have anything to do with her anymore, and it's not her mind whether she can be subdued or not.
Jingya didn't have an appetite for the bowl of chicken soup, so she got up and went into the room to start packing up.
Gu Yunfan has been staying late in the company every day recently, and he won't come back until Jingya has packed up her things. As soon as he entered the house, he saw Jingya's shoes, so he shouted with joy, "Jingya!"
After hearing that, Jingya's hand paused for a few seconds before she continued to zip the suitcase.
"What are you doing here?" Gu Yunfan frowned again when he saw the suitcase beside Jing Ya.
"I don't do anything, just take away some clothes to wear, and besides, I came back this time to try to get you through the formalities. Jing Ya said without any expression.
"Jingya, why do we have to be like this, you know that I don't have ......."
"Yun Fan, I told you, I'm tired, I don't want anyone to be hurt anymore because of my relationship with you, I don't want to ......" Jing Ya lowered her eyes and said.
Gu Yunfan slowly sat down on the sofa chair in the room, and he looked at Jingya with an indescribable gaze, "You mean that everything will be fine if you are separated from me, right?"
"Yes. Jingya still didn't look at Gu Yunfan, she didn't dare to look at it, for fear that if she looked at it more, she would deny her answer.
"But I love you, Jingya!"
"Yun Fan, we are all adults, we have to learn to see everything more clearly, how my father died, I know, you know, do you think I can continue with you?"
"I really haven't contacted Xia Meiru in the past few days, don't worry, I will definitely find her, and when I find her, I will definitely ask her to make amends to you in person. ”
"Apocalypse?" Jing Ya sneered: "Can my father come back to life if he makes amends?" Yun Fan, I've thought a lot about it these days, maybe this is God's punishment for me, I shouldn't hold on to it, since my child didn't have it, I should have thought about this problem, but unfortunately I'm greedy, I still want to be with you regardless of it. So, these are my retributions. I don't want more retribution later, I don't want to ...... Yun Fan. Jingya also sat softly on the bed and said bitterly.
"Okay. Gu Yunfan's voice was extremely small, so small that no third person would hear it.
This 'okay' means that the fate of the two husband and wife has ended, and the love between the two has also ended, not that they don't love, but they don't dare, maybe the fate is too shallow, just like the sentence, 'It has always been shallow, but the love is deep!' Yes, I don't have a deep love.
Jingya took the divorce certificate handed over by the staff, as if she had received a thousand gold weights of iron, she almost lost her stability and almost fell off.
The two walked out of the Civil Affairs Bureau together, "Where are you going?" asked Gu Yunfan.
"I'm going to the train station. ”
The cold wind was cold, Jingya's hair was blown up, Gu Yunfan couldn't help but raise his hand to pull the strand of hair behind her ear, and whispered, "I'll send it to you." ”
"Okay!" she agreed without thinking.
"By the way, I introduced Sister Zhao to Xiaoxiao's house. "You'd better go back to the villa for dinner alone. Jing Ya didn't say the latter sentence.
Gu Yunfan just said "um".
Next, the two didn't speak anymore, Gu Yunfan seemed to have deliberately taken the wrong way, obviously twenty minutes away, but walked for nearly forty minutes.
Jingya looked at everything outside the window, constantly retreating, retreating and retreating, her thoughts also retreated, she remembered the day she got the marriage certificate with Gu Yunfan, she said with a smile in Gu Yunfan's arms, "Don't bear me, it's very painful for a woman to be ruthless." It clearly echoed in his mind, in fact, he didn't lose her, and she didn't have a lot of experience, but in the end she was separated like this.