Chapter 30: Four Weeks of Pregnancy
Stretching out his hand and gently pulling the long hair that Ye Xiangwan had stuck to his face behind his ear, Shen Shijun finally continued to speak after giving himself countless breaths in his heart. "Ah Wan, there are two things I have to tell you. But before I tell you, I want to tell you that no matter what happens, my brother will always be with you. ”
I don't know what Shen Shijun meant when he said this, Ye Xiangwan was a little confused. She looked at Shen Shijun blankly, until Shen Shijun put the crumpled test sheet into her hand...
The familiar professional terms on the line after line on the test sheet continued to expand in Ye Xiangwan's eyes.
She closed her eyes, tears slipped silently from the corners of her eyes, and when Shen Shijun just wanted to comfort her, she suddenly saw her laughing.
This is...... God's punishment for her?
Punish a fool like her for not being able to recognize good and bad people, and thinking that she can help others, but who would have thought that she is just a marionette in the hands of others.
Such a poignant and sad laughter made people's hearts very uncomfortable to hear.
"Ah Wan, don't cry, it's okay. Although the heart disease inherited in the family is somewhat serious, it is not irreversible, and it can be recovered as long as you cooperate with the doctor...... As for the kid...... No one can force you to make a choice, you can ......"
"What can I do? give birth to him and let everyone know what I've done? and then let him and I be laughed at for the rest of my life?!
Her voice trembled, making people mistakenly think that she was about to collapse, but when you look closely at her, there is no crack in her eyes.
How likely are four weeks of pregnancy and severe congenital heart disease to appear on the same medical record? How many people can go through so many blows and injuries in a single day?
Why did she insist on it? If she was going to die tomorrow, what would all these years of work be worth?
There was a faint cracking sound in Ye Xiangwan's heart.
It's just a matter of day, but something has changed.
Seeing her like this, Shen Shijun's heart also twitched, and he subconsciously wanted to comfort this junior girl who usually refused to show her vulnerability to anyone easily, but before his fingers touched Ye Xiangwan, Ye Xiangwan had already dodged him slightly sideways.
"Ah Wan, I'm just ......"
"Senior brother, don't say it. Ye Xiangwan interrupted Shen Shijun's words softly. "I'm in turmoil, please go out first, I want to think about it alone. ”
From crying to laughing to apathy. Ye Xiangwan's attitude changed too quickly, which caught Shen Shijun somewhat off guard. Afraid that she would not be able to think about it and do something stupid, Shen Shijun did not leave, but took a step forward and said, "Ah Wan, senior brother knows that it is too early to say anything, but please believe it, even if everyone doesn't understand you and doesn't support you, senior brother always ......."
"Senior brother, it's not too early for you to say this, it's too late. It doesn't matter what you or others think of me. In my own life, I will make my own decisions. If you're okay, please go. Senior brother, I don't have any more shame to lose, please leave me the last dignity. ”
Her words stiffly cut her off from him.
Shen Shijun's hand was still hanging in the air, as if he wanted to hold on to something, and he stopped there for a long time.
After a while, he turned around in silence.
"Ah Wan, senior brother left first. You know my phone number. If there's anything I can do to help, if you still treat me as a senior brother, if you still have a little trust in my heart and feel that I can be trusted, then I'll wait for your call. ”
Shen Shijun also left, and only Ye Xiangwan was left alone in the room. She also knew that it would be unfair for Shen Shijun to say such things, but she couldn't care about that much now.
Bury your face in the palm of your hand and take a few deep breaths to calm your mind.
It's not death, it's not pain. What else is there for her to be reluctant to let go?
Ye Xiangwan raised his head and smiled at the blank wall. She put her right hand on her flat lower abdomen, and around her, it was just an embryo, he couldn't even be said to be a living being, just a cell.
Poor child, he is not destined to be happy, not that she does not want to, but that she can't. She is still too busy to take care of herself, how can she take care of him?
It's just that if you want her to hurt, that person, don't think too much!
A day later, Ye Xiangwan was discharged from the hospital alone without alarming anyone. Even Shen Shijun didn't notice.
As if nothing had happened, she reappeared in Chu Di's office early the next morning, as usual.
Sitting calmly across from the man, she looked at him carefully from a distance of ten meters. The morning light spread out behind him, like a thin layer of gold edging on him. Looking at his angular face, calmly handling tens of millions of contracts, Ye Xiangwan grabbed his palm.
I really wanted to rush over and ask him if it was really because of her mother that he would pay for her. That's why I did this to her. So many days and nights of humiliation, painful and shameful sex/things, are only because of revenge. And it was not only him who personally contributed to this good sale, but also her father.
How did the two of them hit it off and sell her for a good price? and she, a fool, was so willing to lie on the altar, stabbed by a knife and dagger, and bled like a river of blood.
Why bother to ask more, why bother to humiliate herself, all her dignity has been destroyed by his own hands, and there is not much that really belongs to her.