Chapter 1 Exquisiteness
"The high city is broken, and the lights are already dusk. He Qi smiled and handed a photo to Zhu Jiujiu, this is the Tengwang Pavilion in August, there are rivers and rivers, and thousands of sails are racing, but the door lock that was picked open by Your Excellency made this scene suddenly become a little weird, just like Zhu Jiujiu's face now.
"We, do we still want to go on?" Zhu Jiujiu lowered his head and glanced at the old and haggard old man in the photo, sighed lowly, hesitated for a long time, and then asked, when Jiucang Temple fell into the sea of blood, Zhu Jiujiu, who was stunned and almost stupid, was almost dragged into the secret passage near the left by He Qi, and waited for the boundary of Jiucang Mountain, when she woke up and turned around, there was already a raging fire at the top of the small light of Jiucang Mountain, and in a trance, she seemed to see Zhang Tianzheng's somewhat strange and familiar smile in the lotus platform. And the relevant news afterwards also confirmed what she saw, that day Jiucang Mountain Xiaoguangding was a river of blood, even though the official made a lot of efforts to cover up those truths, but the facts still got its due life in the circulation.
"I always thought that there were some things that didn't need to be said, and we knew each other like each other, and many things could be understood with just one look. He Qi shook his head wistfully, and said self-deprecatingly: "But even so, I never thought that he would take this bureau by himself, you know, in this, there are both me, Bai Mu, and your dear sir, we who are hidden in the shadow of the dark have gradually pushed everything to the foreground, and he who finally stood up will use this way, perhaps, over the years, there are some eyes, I still missed." ”
"Yes, this matter, go to him, and then, there is the most perfect answer, the culprit who burned in the fire, and some fools, so we stood here, looking at the scenery, talking about the boundless wind and moon, and then, to put it mildly, glanced north. Zhu Jiujiu showed a mocking smile and smiled contemptuously: "After you miss it, that is, forget it..."
"I never forget. He Qi was slightly stunned, shook his head, looked at the photo in his hand with a somewhat confused gaze, and muttered: "If you forget, why bother, come back again, if you forget, why bother, again, goodbye..."
"How can an old guy react like this?" Zhu Jiujiu glanced at He Qi strangely, and looked at the old guy in the photo again, about the age of a loess buried in the root of his neck, his face was scorched and pale, his eyes were empty and godless, like a dry lake in winter, some, it was just a little bit alive, his lips were chapped, his beard was white and curled up on his chin, and most importantly, what was faintly visible in the photo was the half-cut collar inlaid with blue and white checkered, with the white pillow on the back of the old guy's head, this photo seemed to be taken from the hospital, and the old guy in the photoIt is clear that there are not many days left to live.
"It's also an old man. He Qi sighed, smiled slightly, and said slowly: "When I met him back then, he was a difficult person to deal with. I'm already a little unbearable. ”
"Do you miss the old too?" Zhu Jiujiu, who sneered, looked at He Qi's eyes, and suddenly wondered why a person who lived in lies and was ruthless could have such sincere and dark eyes, when all the secrets were revealed and all the betrayals were revealed, Zhu Jiujiu's world underwent earth-shaking changes, all the beliefs and persistence, all the precious guards in the bottom of his heart, became worthless, and the initiator, although he was not the man who was always smiling next to him, but what was the difference.
However, after leaving Jiucang Mountain, Zhu Jiujiu still walked silently behind He Qi, when she was confused and confused, she always couldn't help but touch the ink jade square seal in her arms, this is a complex feeling, it seems that only this thing will make her continue to believe that her belief has always been right, and only this thing will make her have a trace of warmth in her heart, and she can temporarily forgive the man who lives in a lie around her, but after this short period of warmth, Zhu Jiujiu always can't help but tremble to imagine, will there be such a day, this self-proclaimed unsympathetic man, smiled, stood opposite him, raised the knife in his hand, this kind of worry, so that she couldn't help but stare at He Qi's back in a daze, until all the doubts poured out of her chest irrepressibly, turning into such a simple mockery.
"I'm a merciless person. He Qi smiled and said slowly: " So, I don't cherish my world, this habit, not my exclusive use, the sinking in this circle, is no one can escape, at the beginning, but they are amazed by the power of lies, they understand that lies can be exchanged for temporary forgiveness, can exchange a small amount of goods, but never know, our lies, can create a world, when they see our world, they step into the first step of sinking, at that time, they may still be able to see the truth of this world, but slowly, slowly, the power will… Let the eyes become blurry, unable to distinguish the truth from the falsehood of the world, naturally, will also become an emotionless person. ”
"Because, because of all this, as long as it is fictional?" Zhu Jiujiu's face changed slightly, and his voice trembled a little, although it was a ridiculous statement, but the appearance on He Qi's face gradually became serious made her habitually undoubted, she clearly remembered that this man had been very serious countless times to tell this truth in different ways: "This world is created by people like them with different lies. ”
"Since everything can be made with lies, why bother, what is the real existence, and it is better to let yourself believe that those things have always existed, so power and lies will gradually sink people, when lies and truths cannot be distinguished, when everything is called, it is no longer important what is the truth. He Qi smiled, pointed to himself, and then said softly: "So, what comes too easily, it loses its value, whether it is real or a lie, in the hearts of people like us, they are just an illusion made, so I will cherish it more and more, those days that used to be true and false, so, I am actually a... I miss the old people a lot. ”
There's nothing wrong with that. Zhu Jiujiu lowered his head and thought for a moment, and when he raised his head, he saw the washed and somewhat whitish plaid shirt on He Qi's body, although these days of getting along with Zhu Jiujiu have not allowed Zhu Jiujiu to understand the secret hidden under He Qi's smile, but those things that are simple on the surface, Zhu Jiujiu has enough wisdom to imagine other existences and explanations, He Qi is a person who does not pay much attention to food and clothing, but people in the world, what they ask for is just food, clothing, housing and transportation, which is just a simple and gradually complex thing, and what is looking for must have its inner truth.
People who pay attention to the outside, most of them have extreme inner inferiority, this kind of behavior through the appearance of dressing and pursuing compensation, is the extreme evidence of inner emptiness and inferiority, many times, this kind of inferiority is not even aware of the person, and people who pay attention to eating, there are many different manifestations, this kind of thing, is what Zhu Jiujiu is best at women like this, they have never given up on psychology when they are crazy about paying attention to and studying personality and constellation, Zhu Jiujiu has a desire to understand He Qi thoroughly, this need has Zhu Jiujiu's so-called research。
In behavioral psychology, what to eat, will be very simple to expose people's hearts, vegetarian people, more like group activities, sweet people, personality tends to be gentle and modest, do things the most secure, spicy people, personality is naturally hard, own opinions, but easy to be sugar-coated shells to defeat the ground, is the kind of soft not hard existence, eat rice narcissism, in trouble, think of self-preservation, and eat noodles, eloquence is often superior, but self-confidence is slightly poor, this kind of research, to He Qi's body, but it is a mess, he seems to be a person who loves to eat everything, or it can be simply said to do, He is a person who doesn't like to eat much, just like this person in the line, he rides a motorcycle, walks and walks, the green train is very comfortable to sit on, and he doesn't feel much when he flies in business class.
The only thing to pay attention to is a living word, in life, there are often many people who spend their efforts on the decoration of the family, and what they are trying to do is just to perfect these four words, this kind of person has spent the strength of the bus, and has spent countless money, but once it meets the need to live in a hotel when going out, it will become a pound and a pound, although it is not too aggrieved to be wronged, but always can not escape a almost, a month 10,000 yuan income of people three-star three or four hundred yuan a night is already a great feat, express hotel such as home is the choice of most people, this great contrast, in He Qi here, is completely non-existentThis kind of person, psychologically speaking, is obsessed, this obsession lies in their stubbornness to guard their hearts, the reason is that the so-called hotel and family in psychology are the appearance of people's hearts, He Qi guards, it is a heart, with his washed white shirt, it is already a clear answer.
He Qi is a person who misses the old, this new discovery makes Zhu Jiujiu's eyes brighter in an instant, the so-called nostalgia and nostalgia are just those who get along day and night and still have stories.