Chapter Ninety-Seven: I Won't Let Her Down
"Uncle, aunt, was it your ...... yesterday" Gu Yunfan rushed into the room as soon as the door opened, and then asked with a face, but he couldn't say it, he couldn't imagine that his uncle, who loved him so much, and his uncle who used to rely on him so much, would do such a thing to himself with his aunt.
"Yun Fan, what did you say when you didn't sleep early in the morning, and ran to my room?" Ye Jianwei naturally looked sleepy-eyed, and there was a hint of dazed sleepiness in his voice.
"Sleep?" Gu Yunfan snorted coldly, "You want me to sleep?" you did something like that to me, but you slept peacefully. Gu Yunfan also seemed to gradually put away the anger in his heart, and the others sat down on the sofa chair, leaning on the back of the sofa chair, his head raised slightly, as if he was thinking about something.
"Yun Fan, what do you mean by this?" Xu Fangfang poured a cup of hot water and handed it to Gu Yunfan, seeing that Gu Yunfan still had the same self-conscious expression, and did not reach out to take it, Xu Fangfang had no choice but to put the teacup on the coffee table stupidly.
"I know the amount of alcohol I have best, I only drank two glasses of wine yesterday, how could I be so drunk that I can't remember anything, why am I lying in the same room with Xia Meiru?" Although Gu Yunfan's voice was not as loud as before, his tone was still questioning, "You were all present at the dinner with the client last night, you didn't call her here, could it be that I took ecstasy myself and called her to my room?" He turned his face to look at Ye Jianwei, with a sharp light in his eyes.
Ye Jianwei didn't dare to look at him, just sloppy, "What are you talking about, early in the morning, my uncle just woke up, and I don't understand what you mean." After speaking, he smiled reluctantly.
"Don't understand?" This time Gu Yunfan laughed, his laughter was louder, "You specially booked a suite for me, and you also specially arranged the room, you put medicine in the wine, so that when I fell asleep, call Xia Meiru over, and then ......." The anger came out again. His fist fell heavily on the coffee table beside him, and with a "bang", the cup of hot water that Xu Fangfang poured just now was shocked by the power of Gu Yunfan's fist, and the cup rolled down the coffee table to the carpet, making a low muffled sound, and the puddle of water left on the coffee table also dripped silently.
Ye Jianwei's body stiffened slightly, he knew Gu Yunfan's temper better than anyone else, he had watched him grow up, how could he not understand him, if he had a hard fight with him now, he really didn't know what the consequences would be.
"Yes, I did it, and it has nothing to do with your aunt. Ye Jianwei lifted the quilt and took the clothes handed over by Xu Fangfang, which he wore unhurriedly and methodically.
"Why?" Gu Yunfan stood up from the sofa chair suddenly, "You don't know, I'm already married, I can't help but do anything sorry Jingya, you are still like this." ”
"Yes, I know you're married, and I'm doing this because you're married. Ye Jianwei put on his coat and began to arrange his clothes in front of the mirror, and he said to the other person in the mirror: "I think your mother would agree with my approach if she was still there." ”
"What do you mean?" Gu Yunfan's heart trembled.
"It's New Year's Day soon, and the year is coming to an end, why don't you and Jingya have any children yet, if your mother is here, she will definitely be more anxious. ”
Gu Yunfan is usually most afraid of others mentioning his mother, it is the softest pain in his heart, he looked at Ye Jianwei faintly, and muttered in his mouth: "No, no." ”
"Yes, your mother liked children the most when she was alive, her wish was to watch you grow up, and then to see you have your own small family, she hoped that at that time, she would have a full house of children and grandchildren. When Ye Jianwei said this, his eyes also flashed with crystal light, because everything he said was true, and these were the wishes that Ye Lanxin said in front of the hospital bed when he was terminally ill.
"Mom......" Gu Yunfan seemed to be brought to that day many years ago by Ye Jianwei's words, he was sitting on the chair next to the hospital bed, looking at his mother with an infusion tube in her hand, he was very distressed, his little body was lying next to his mother, like a little rabbit wanting to seek the care of his mother rabbit, his tears soaked the white sheets, and his mother raised her hand to gently caress his soft hair," Fanfan, my mother loves you, my mother wants to watch you grow up, I want to watch you go to college, I want to watch you get married, when the time comes, my mother will definitely have cute little grandchildren and granddaughters, but at that time, my mother must have become an old woman......"
"No, Mom, you're the most beautiful. Gu Yunfan said in a childish voice.
Somewhere in the depths of his memory, it was like a knife cutting at himself, and he felt great pain.......
Gu Yunfan sat down in a daze, like a deflated ball, looking at a certain place with confused eyes, as if he had seen his mother again.
"Yun Fan, your aunt already knows that Jingya will not be able to conceive children in the future. Ye Jianwei walked to the sofa chair next to Gu Yunfan and sat down.
"What?" Gu Yunfan raised his head suddenly.
"Jingya, she won't be able to conceive a child in the future, I can't watch the Gu family have no queen, I can't let your father down, and I can't let your mother down in heaven." Ye Jianwei's words seemed to move the heavens and the earth.
"Who said it, who you listened to, it can't be, how can it be. Gu Yunfan didn't believe it, how could he believe this kind of nonsense, it must be someone who deliberately spread rumors.
"Who said that? It's your Jingya who said it herself, if you don't believe it, you can ask her. Ye Jianwei glanced at Xu Fangfang.
"Yes, it's really Jingya herself. Xu Fangfang immediately agreed.
"Shut up!" Gu Yunfan scolded loudly. "Even if Jingya can't have a child, I won't let her down, not in this life. Gu Yunfan said firmly.
"Yunfan ......"
"Alright, don't say anything, that's the end of this matter, I don't want something like this to happen again. After finishing speaking, Gu Yunfan glanced at Ye Jianwei and then at Xu Fangfang, "Uncle, aunt, I know you are doing it for my good, but I really just want to be with Jingya well, I love her and don't want to hurt her." ”
After leaving from Ye Jianwei, Gu Yunfan went home again, and after coming back in the middle of the night, he didn't sleep much anymore, he knew that it must be his uncle and aunt, so as soon as the morning dawned, he went out.
Sister Zhao watched Gu Yunfan come back from outside early in the morning, with the cold air outside, and saw that he was wearing so few clothes, so she said, "Xiao Gu, you are wearing too few clothes, be careful to turn around and catch a cold." ”
Gu Yunfan didn't answer, just walked towards the bedroom, at this time Jingya had already gotten up, and was putting on makeup in front of the mirror, Gu Yunfan walked behind her, looked at the person in the mirror and said, "I went to my uncle's side in the morning, they did move their hands and feet in the wine, I'm sorry Jingya, I promise that nothing like this will happen in the future, and besides, nothing really happened to me and Xia Meiru, really, I've been sleeping...... Don't worry, I won't let you down, not in this life. ”
"Alright, you can have breakfast. Jingya only looked at herself in the mirror, she was concentrating on applying mascara, and she couldn't be distracted.
Gu Yunfan didn't listen to Jingya's words and went to breakfast, but continued to stand behind her, and waited for her to apply the mascara before asking, "Jingya, do you have something to hide from me." ”
Jingya raised her eyes to look at the person in the mirror, "Huh?"
"We are husband and wife, we are people who are going to go for a lifetime, if you have anything to tell me, and you have to tell me what you are suffering, okay?" Gu Yunfan's eyes were full of pity.
When he heard Ye Jianwei say that Jingya could not get pregnant in the future, Gu Yunfan's heart was suddenly scratched by something, and it immediately hurt. He never knew that he regretted that he didn't care about her a little more, leaving her to suffer silently.
"What's the matter?" Jingya asked in a low voice, she had probably guessed that Xu Fangfang had probably already told him.
"About pregnancy, why didn't you tell me, I just found out, they said that you may not be able to conceive a child in the future, is this true?" Gu Yunfan walked to Jingya's side, squatted down, and looked at her.
Jingya's body was slightly stunned, and she raised the corners of her mouth, "You know everything, now that you already know, then I don't need to tell you anymore." ”
"Why didn't you tell me. Gu Yunfan wanted to shake Jing Ya's hand, but Jing Ya removed her hand.
"Yes, I may not be able to conceive a child in my life, I am useless, I can't give you a complete family in the future, and I can't let you have a perfect life, it's my fault, it's all my fault. Jingya's tears finally couldn't be held back.
"What are you talking about?" Gu Yunfan stood up and hugged Jingya's shoulders and leaned her head on herself, "How can I blame you, silly girl, I feel sorry for you, I want to blame, I can only blame myself, I didn't take care of you, let you get hurt, and make you unable to be a mother, it's all to blame me." So saying, he leaned down and kissed her on the forehead.
"Yun Fan, you?" Jing Ya raised her head with tears on her face.
"As I said, we are husband and wife, and we have to take on something together. Gu Yunfan wiped away the tears from the corners of Jingya's eyes with his hand.
"However, I can't conceive a child, and I don't want to delay you. Jingya's eyes welled up with tears as she spoke.
"Fool, what do you mean by delaying me? Now that medicine is so advanced, it can definitely be cured, and we must have confidence. ”
"But your uncle, aunt, and father, I really don't know how to give them an explanation, in fact, I don't blame them, they are all for your sake, I can understand. ”
"Don't worry about this, I'll deal with them myself, and then we'll go to the hospital and get a good understanding of the situation. ”
"Hmm. Jing Ya nodded, this matter was like a secret that could not be told in her heart before, she didn't dare to tell Gu Yunfan, for fear that he would be disappointed, afraid that he would really ...... would leave her, but he didn't expect him to comfort her in turn.