Text: Chapter 64

Bo Yuzheng stood in front of the window with his hands in his hands, outside the window, it was a quiet night, above the ink-colored sky, full of stars, the moonlight was also gentle as water, everywhere was diffused with a sense of peace and tranquility, turned around, pushed open the door, not far away from the room, his wife and their unborn children will be waiting for him there, as long as he turns around, he can seek the quiet of the years, the stability of the present world, for a long time. 78 High Speed Update .//

Just turn around.

However, his gaze has never been able to take his eyes off the end of the sky, beyond the mountains and rivers, far to the east.

There, there will not be such a calm night, there is already a lot of devastation and disaster, but there is the place that is most deeply connected with his blood, and it is the home and country that he and her, and thousands of Shenzhou children share.

How can you turn around and let her fall into the misery and struggle? How can you do it, secretly settle down in the world, and ignore it?

On the desk behind him, the stacked telegrams were already a thick stack, and every word and blood wept into his heart, and he never forgot it.

“…… On the grounds that the soldiers were missing, Japan asked to enter Wanping to search, and when they refused, they immediately launched an attack on Wanping City and Lugou Bridge......"

“…… Our party calls on all Chinese compatriots, the government, and the army to unite and build a strong great wall of the national united front to resist the invasion and plundering of the Japanese invaders.......

“…… The chairman of the committee has issued a statement in Lushan, saying that as soon as the war begins, there is no distinction between north and south, and there is no distinction between old and young, and no matter who they are, they all have the responsibility to defend the land and resist the war, and they should all have the determination to sacrifice everything......"

“…… An inch of mountains and rivers and an inch of blood, Shanghai has lost its ......"

And the top one, which I had just received, was like a sharp knife that pierced into the deepest part of his heart...... The violent sun has lost all conscience, and I have slaughtered my defenseless civilians, and Nanjing has become a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood......"

A gentle knock on the door sounded at this moment, interrupting his thoughts, "Shaozhi", his wife called his name gently, he slowly turned around after a while, looked at her, and gradually brought a little compassion in his eyes, and under that mercy and guilt, he could no longer find hesitation, only the calmness and firmness of the deep sea.

Yisheng also looked at him quietly, the smile on her lips gradually became a little stiff, she handed him the cup in her hand, and the warm milk in the cup was gently swaying because of the hostess's slightly unsteady hand, just like her heart at this time.

"Why are you up too?" he took the cup from her hand and placed it on the table, then picked up the coat on the back of the chair and pulled her away.

She quietly let him move, and then forced the corners of her lips, trying to make her voice sound smooth and relaxed, "I was worried that you would stay up too late, so I went to the kitchen to warm up a glass of milk Who is the telegram so late, is there any urgency?"

He did not speak, nor did he hide it from her, but took the telegram and handed it to her.

She took it, looking at it word by word, a thin piece of paper, but it seemed to overwhelm her anymore.

It was a long time before she heard her own voice, "When are we going back?"

His eyes moved slightly, and he slowly shook his head, "It's not us, it's me, Yisheng, I'm sorry." ”

He spoke slowly, but he didn't give her room to refuse, and her tears suddenly couldn't hold back, and they just fell.

And he looked away, the arm holding her was already so tight that it trembled, and slowly took her to the sofa in the study to sit down, reached out to cover her lower abdomen, and stroked it slowly, and his eyes were always glued, which was soft and affectionate like never before.

He finally spoke, "Yisheng, I'm sorry, I originally wanted to wait for the child to be born before leaving, but now, I can't wait any longer." ”

His voice sounded calm and steady, and his face was also resolute and stoic, however, under this calm, there were many emotions that were too deep and too deep, "I don't want our children to have no home to go back to in the future, and they will recognize other places as their hometown for the rest of their lives, so now I must go back first." ”

She nodded, her voice choked, "I understand, let's go back together, I'm going to be with you, no matter where." ”

"No," he still shook his head, not looking into her eyes, hardened his heart, and said the most useful sentence for her, "You go back with me will only make me feel uneasy, Yisheng, don't be willful, you are not alone now." ”

Her tears fell fiercely and urgently, but she could no longer speak.

Her tears fell into his heart, and he forced himself to suppress his emotions, and as soon as he reached out and hugged her into his arms, she was also tight, snuggling up to him.

After a long time, he spoke again, smiled, and comforted her: "You are going to be a mother, and you still cry so much, beware of your son laughing at you." ”

She buried her face in his arms, still unable to open her mouth, but tried to hold back her tears.

He gently stroked her long hair, "Why, don't believe that your husband can fight off the Japanese and then come to pick you and your son home?"

"Of course not," she shook her head, then inhaled again and again, forcing herself to adjust her emotions, "I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm like this, it seems that I can't control myself since I saw the letter written by my eldest brother......"

His hand paused slightly, she also showed him the letter she said, on the letter, Sheng Yizhu was full of indignation, scolded Ji Huan for being a lackey of the Japanese, and angrily refused to divorce him, only saying that he had been removed from the Sheng family in the newspaper.

Even if there is no Yizheng, Ji Huan is also the person his wife has always cared about, but now he is becoming more and more unavoidable, or in that environment, he can neither want to avoid taboos, if this is the case, then he may inevitably have a conflict with him when he returns to China this time.

"Shao Zhi ......"

Just thinking to himself, he heard his wife's voice calling him, he looked at her, she had gradually stopped crying at the moment, held his hand with her backhand, and then opened her mouth gently, "Shaozhi, I mention this with you now, I want to tell you, if my sister they really did something wrong, if you can, you can bring them back to the right path, okay?"

Her voice paused slightly, and the hand holding him unconsciously tightened, but she finally closed her eyes, gritted her teeth and spoke again, "But if, if they refuse to listen, you just need to do what you have to do, don't worry about me, no matter what you do, I understand, I won't blame you." ”

"Yisheng ......"

His words could not be continued, so she was stopped by her soft stretch of hand, and her lips tried to bring a relieved smile that she didn't want him to worry, and at the same time persuaded herself, "Shaozhi, you let go of domestic affairs and leave with me, after so many years, it's enough." Now, it's time for me to give you back to the state. ”

It's not that she isn't worried, but she understands better, she knows him so deeply, so she doesn't say a word to keep it, and she has nothing to worry about him.

Her eyes gradually flashed with tears, but she kept looking at him with such a gentle and stoic smile, "You don't have to worry about us, I will listen to you, stay here, let the baby be born healthy and healthy, so that you don't have to worry about Shaozhi, I just need you to promise me one thing No matter where you are or what you are doing, you must remember that my child and I are waiting for you to take us home, and we have been waiting." ”