No matter what happens, time will not stop for you, nor will it wait for you, and the funeral after your mother is gone, you still have to prepare.

The uncle cried in front of his mother's spirit without tears, fainted and woke up again, his heart was dead, and his father was old all of a sudden, and his whole body was gone.

The mother is gone, the days have to go on, the uncle accompanies the father to do farm work, looking at the father's old back and not knowing what to do, the time continues, and before I know it, it is the end of the year.

There was no laughter and laughter during this Spring Festival, and the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve was spent at my sister's house, and my sister and brother-in-law were actually very concerned about their parents and their younger brother, but the conditions at home were not good.

My sister works in the county, and my brother-in-law works as a farmer at home, often helping my uncle's family with farm work.

This Spring Festival uncle drank, and the first time he drank wine, it was to have a drink with his father. After the New Year, the uncle told his father that he wanted to go outside, but his father didn't say much, just let him go out and be careful.

Uncle went to the county to find his sister, my sister returned to the small restaurant where she worked a few days ago, the uncle found my sister, my sister's boss was fine, arranged to stay, let the uncle take a look first, because it is a small restaurant can't afford to invite too many people, and I have to wait.

There are unforeseen circumstances, February 2 is another day that makes the uncle painful, there is nothing special this morning, just one more call, my sister went to the phone booth next to my sister a call, it was my brother-in-law called, and my father left. The uncle and sister immediately rushed back to their hometown by car.

The uncle went to the city to find a job, and the brother-in-law went to see the father-in-law every day, and this morning he also went, and when he entered the house, he saw that the father-in-law did not get up, but it was almost 9 o'clock, and he shouted a few times, but there was no response, and the brother-in-law went to try to wake up the father-in-law but found that it was wrong, and the person had left, so he quickly called the neighbor and called the sister to tell the news.

My sister and brother-in-law helped arrange the funeral. My sister also went back to work, and her life has to go on.

The uncle didn't go to the city with his sister to work this time, he stayed in his hometown for a few months and thought about a lot of things, and one day he went to his brother-in-law and brother-in-law to help take care of the old house.

Although they are two earthen houses, these two earthen houses are where they grew up, and although I don't know what will happen in the future, I still need someone to come and see them often.

A few acres of land for my brother-in-law to plant, tell my brother-in-law that I want to go out and have a look, and when my sister comes back, I ask my brother-in-law to tell my sister too, and I won't tell my sister!

The uncle left with a simple bag on his back, he didn't go to his sister's small county, the uncle wanted to go to the big city to see, the uncle's family lived in the north, and the uncle wanted to see the sea.

So when I went to Lianda City, which was later known as the Pearl of the North, the uncle himself didn't expect that this trip would be many years.

has experienced ups and downs, experienced part-time jobs without pay, experienced small businesses being chased by various 'temporary workers', and experienced several beautiful relationships, but the breakup was also painful.

So much so that the uncle believed that there was love, did not believe that love would favor him, and never fell in love again.

It's not that women don't love you, but it's okay to live a poor life for a short time, and girls will be disappointed and afraid after a long time.

Girls will doubt their decision, originally wanted to find a man to rely on, but men have been doing nothing, girls are helpless, youth can not be delayed for so many years, and finally love is defeated by firewood, rice, oil and salt.

The hardest period of time is that I really don't have any money, a bundle of noodles, a little sauce to eat for 5 days, that girl will always follow you!

So much so that when the uncle had a little money, although he was in a good mood, he never fell in love again.

There are also fights with people who are caught and locked up by the police, and a young man stays up like this, until his life finally improves, and then he is beaten into the dust.

Uncle Da was depressed this afternoon, and his mood was not beautiful, in fact, Uncle Da has never been in a beautiful mood since the business failed.

Uncle went to the beach alone for a long time, when he was young, he was in a bad mood when he first arrived in the city, and he liked to come to the beach to sit when he encountered difficulties.

Uncle sat for a long time today, thinking about a lot of things, even thinking about his childhood, as for thinking of his parents, Uncle still sheds tears.

After so many years, the uncle has never forgotten the sound and smile of his parents, and often dreams of his parents at night, then wakes up crying, and then smokes.

Today, the uncle is sitting here thinking about his past, and he still has nothing left until today.

Uncle does not lack the courage and pride of his youth, nor does he lack the tenacity of his youth, and he has done a lot of business, and finally started as a wholesaler of seafood.

To tell the truth, the uncle has a good character, there are several boats that are willing to give the goods to the uncle, sometimes the goods on the ship are not good to sell, and the uncle is next, unlike others who are going to die to reduce the price, and the goods are not good.

The boat boss also knows that the uncle will lose money if he takes it, and after a long time, the boat boss has good goods and leaves them for the uncle, especially the seafood during the New Year's holidays, making money, and the uncle who others don't have has the goods.

Uncle pondered that if he couldn't learn from young people to sing on the streets, maybe he would become an Internet celebrity, and he liked music when he was a child, and he played the harmonica well.

When he has a business and money, he also buys a guitar and has specially found a teacher to learn, he can also play, and he can sing a few foreign songs very lamely, and he can also support himself.

But after all, I am already middle-aged, after all, my age is here, and there are too many difficulties in front of me.

The uncle still had tears in the corners of his eyes, lit a cigarette for himself, and subconsciously looked to the left, and saw a girl walking into the depths of the sea in the distance.

Uncle is very depressed, you are all autumn, you are swimming in such good clothes, you are crazy, why do you say that the girl is well dressed.

Because the girl walked over here just now, the uncle subconsciously glanced at it, Zhang was good, and the dress was good, and the uncle didn't think much about it, because he was already very annoyed and was not in the mood to look at the beauty.

In fact, it is very secluded here, and there are very few people who come, but the uncle really doesn't think much about it, if he can come, others can come.

But the uncle is a little unsettled now, because the uncle knows what this girl wants to do, it's too fucked, you have to go away and don't let me see it.

To save or not to save, struggling in my heart, in fact, when I was struggling in my heart, the uncle had already stood up, ran to the girl, and shouted at the beautiful woman and so on, in fact, I didn't know what to shout.

The uncle was angry that this girl said what are you doing badly, you have to jump into the sea in front of yourself, you and I are miserable, my parents died when I was a child, and I thought that when I reached the pinnacle of life, I turned around and let myself fall to pieces.

At this time, there was no time to think too much, and when the uncle was panting and easily grabbed the girl and pulled it back, the water was already very deep and reached the girl's shoulders.

The girl may have been a little scared, and she went back, and at this time, a wave came over and knocked the uncle down.

Uncle, don't look at how often you come to the beach and can't swim, at most you can come a few dog planings, and a wave will knock both of them away.

The uncle wanted to stand up, but when he was knocked down by the wave, the uncle dog gouged a few times, and the wave brought the uncle to the deep water.

I felt cramps in my legs, and the uncle felt that he was finished, and in a trance I saw the girl swimming well to the shore, and I was a stupid x.

The last thought is that it is really difficult to be a good person, I am about to hang up, but my heart is very calm, I think of the two thatched houses, I think of my parents, I will soon go to see my father and 'mother'.

Uncle was born on August 16, 1975 and died on July 8, 2018