Chapter 2 First Pain
It was the height of summer, and I was wearing a cloth skirt with plain flowers on a white background, the flowers were light purple and light lilacs, which were extremely elegant and fresh, and I was very compatible with the innocent face with two small brushes.
With a book of poems in my hand, I was full of youthful vigor like all girls at that age who dreamed of their dreams.
Wen Liang held my hand tightly and stared at me with hot eyes like that.
I was so embarrassed by him that I couldn't help but hang my head and snuggle up to him shyly, but gradually, I felt his hands begin to become restless......
"Don't! don't!" I felt his aggression, and I was a little anxious, and I grabbed his hand tightly, and my eyes eagerly stopped him.
Deng Wenliang snatched the book of poems from my hand, threw it aside, and then grabbed my shoulders with both hands and pressed me down on the bed.
"Xiaoman, I beg you, you haven't let me touch it, I used to be afraid that we wouldn't be able to make it, but now our relationship has been approved by my parents, and you have graduated, and then we can consider getting married if we meet your parents next, what are you still insisting on?" Deng Wenliang leaned over my chest and said these words to me earnestly.
It stands to reason that there seems nothing unreasonable about his request, but for me, who was only 21 years old at the time, my family teacher was extremely conservative, and it was difficult to bridge the gap between men and women for a while.
But on the other hand, there is a longing in my heart, after all, I have been with Wenliang for so long, I have fallen deeply in love with him as a person, and I am also deeply infatuated with his strong masculine body......
As if seeing through my thoughts, Deng Wenliang's next move became even bolder, he lifted my body, brushed the floor and unzipped my skirt from behind, so that I was almost defenseless in front of him.
"No! don't! don't......" I became even more flustered, and I subconsciously covered my chest and retreated into the bed.
Deng Wenliang smiled slyly, he jumped under the bed, quickly took off his clothes, and then flew on the bed and pounced on me......
"No!Wenliang, don't do this!" His movements were extremely ferocious, and at that moment, I struggled desperately to prevent him from succeeding as if I was going to be forced by him.
Deng Wenliang pressed me under him, pulled my face, and said to me in a begging tone: "Xiaoman, I beg you, do you know it? You have stayed at my house these days, dangling under my nose every day, but I can't do anything, do you know how uncomfortable I am to endure? Today, my parents are not at home, this golden opportunity, you can give it to me, I beg you, okay?"
His eyes seemed very sincere and earnest, and for a while, my feelings were very complicated, and I intuitively wanted to reject him, but at the same time, there was a trace of ...... in my heart Inexplicable longing.
It was also when I was full of contradictions, Deng Wenliang completely grasped the opportunity......
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"No!" With my low roar with a crying voice, he moved jerkily and rushed into my body.
A tear slipped through the corner of my eye, and my head tilted to the side.
I found that the book of Xi Murong's poems was lying next to me, and the handwriting on the page that I opened was still clearly visible: all the endings had been written, and all the tears had set off......
On that summer afternoon when the cicadas were chirping, in that crisp and pleasant cabin, he changed me from a girl to a woman.
Although, after many years, I realized how important that moment is for a woman.
However, at that moment, when we were still young, everything was just a momentary impulse, and in that moment, everything had changed.