Fourth
This ambiguity in Yizheng's heart has been vague for ten years.
Ten years later, on the eve of her sister's departure to France, her heart was wrapped in blessings, reluctance, joy and small envy in her elegant and beautiful boudoir.
When Mrs. Sheng Sun Manling pushed the door in, she saw her daughter in a daze in front of the window, she knew her daughter's thoughts, perhaps more clearly than Yizheng herself, closed the door, and asked casually, "What are you thinking?"
"Mom. Yizheng got up and let her mother sit on the edge of the bed.
Mrs. Sheng glanced at her, "Are you blaming me for insisting on refusing to let you go to the Murti Girls' School back then, and now refusing to let you go to France to study?"
"How come?" Yizheng exclaimed, then lowered his eyes, "I know that my mother is for my good." β
"Now I only have you as a daughter, who is it for you not to be good?" Mrs. Sheng sighed and pulled her daughter to sit down beside her, "I know you don't say it, you always have ideas in your heartβwhy do I agree with your brother and brother to go out, and I don't object to even your father sending that little girl out, so I won't let you go?"
"I don't have ......," Yizheng argued.
Mrs. Sheng interrupted her, shook her hand and continued, "It's the same meat that fell from me, and I didn't treat you badly because you were a daughter. It's just that your brother and brother are boys, so they should go out and have a long experience, but our women's family, is it still impossible to find a good family, have someone to rely on, and someone who knows how to live a life in the cold and hot. Although it is now the Republic of China, who is a famous family does not want to have a well-informed lady as a daughter-in-law, those women who show up outside all day long, can socialize, is it possible to really marry and go home to be the main house?"
Yizheng blushed, lowered his head and did not speak.
Mrs. Sheng looked at her for a long time, and simply said once, "You were born to me, I don't know you yet?" Tell me yourself, why do you want to go to France, you really want to go out of the house to meet the world of flowers? You are just for the Ji family!"
"Mom!" Yizheng was anxious and ashamed.
Mrs. Sheng ignored her, and continued to speak: "Do you think that little girl has been sticking to Ji Huan all day long, and now she is chasing France, Ji Huan will marry her? So he wants to send her to school, he wants to send her abroad, he loves to train her according to that woman's last wish, and he will do it, whatever it is, I want to see if the daughter I taught is stronger or hers. β
"Mom, as soon as Xiaosheng was born, Aunt Jun was gone, so many years have passed, why can't you still see it?" Yizheng persuaded.
Mrs. Sheng sneered, "Then you go and ask your father, after so many years, why are you still obsessed with a dead person?"
Yizheng hesitated for a while, but still whispered: "I heard that Dad and Aunt Jun have known each other since they were young, and then Aunt Jun's family had an accident, and she and Dad were separated, and then they went...... Went to ......"
Yizheng blushed, in the end, she was a girl who had not left the cabinet, and she couldn't say the words of Fengyue.
Mrs. Sheng asked her lukewarmly, "Who told me, your father?" or the little girl?"
Yizheng hesitated for a long time, didn't dare to disobey his mother, and didn't want to lie, so he lowered his eyes and said softly: "Mother Wu." β
Mrs. Sheng laughed angrily, "I'll let you don't mess with that girl, if you don't listen, it's good now, even if she is an old mother, you should keep it in mind like a baby." β
Yizheng didn't dare to speak anymore, Mrs. Sheng closed her eyes, and said with a hint of self-deprecation and disdain: "Just like she said, I knew that there was this person when your father married me, and later he accepted Bai Cuiyin, I knew that he hadn't forgotten his feelings when I looked like that, and he was spoiled like something, what was so rare about me, but a stand-in, and I thought I was amazing." I thought that as long as the woman didn't show up, it would be okay, but who knew that they would meet again-do you know that your father even wanted to divorce me and Bai Cuiyin for her back then!"
"Mom......" Yizheng heard the desolation in his mother's words, and wanted to comfort but didn't know where to start.
Mrs. Sheng shook her head at her, and continued: "At that time, your grandmother was still there, naturally she would not agree, even if the Sheng family was not as good as before, it was still a dignified family, how could you tolerate this kind of woman to enter the house? β
Mrs. Sheng stabilized her emotions and spoke again: "Don't talk about this, anyway, you just listen to me, you Uncle Ji is the only seedling of Mu Huan, and you have to rely on him to support the Ji family and marry him, it's not just anyone." Not to mention that the relationship between the two families is close, and the business of the Ji family is also intertwined with our Sun family. I mentioned to your uncle, how to beat the side drum with your Uncle Ji, he knows in his heart, as for that little girl, besides relying on your father's pain, what else does she have? Besides, Mrs. Ji is the most face-saving family, and that little girl wants to enter the gate of the Ji family, just her background......
Mrs. Sheng's eyes were shallow and contemptuous, she sneered lightly, didn't continue, and turned to flip through the newspaper of the day, and happened to see a photo of a military uniform, and laughed, "Look, it's not the answer, Bo Yuzheng, how can it be regarded as the back of the door, but now it's not the same as before, the Bo family collapsed, and fortunately, Feng Shuai was accepted as a righteous son, but it's still different, and there was an incident before he took over, why-the background is there, and he doesn't obey the public! In other words, Feng Shuai's own son went into battle to lead the troops, but there was not so much trouble!"
Yizheng didn't care about current affairs, and he didn't recognize what his mother said about Bo Yuzheng, so he didn't know how to talk about it at the moment, so he had to keep silent.
Mrs. Sheng paused, seeing her daughter looking like a wooden beauty with her head down, she was also a little angry in her heart, and when she thought of her eldest daughter who was not able to support Fubo, she sighed long.
No matter what, she is still her own child, as long as she helps her figure it out in everything, she will not suffer in the future.
So he reached out to shake his daughter's hand, "Yizheng, my mother told you this to rest assured." You are worried, worried, unexpected, it's up to you, I have already planned for you, and the same will not be left behind, you will wait for Mu Huan's child to come back from France and marry you into the Ji family. β