Li Xiaoxiao never contacted Xia Meiru later, no matter how many times she called that number, there was always a cold voice on the other end of the phone, "The phone you dialed has been turned off." She was so angry that she wanted to drop her mobile phone, but fortunately she was stopped by Ruan Chengjie in time.

As for Yan Yidong, he was standing under the unit building in the community where Jingya used to rent that day and called Li Xiaoxiao. He stood downstairs and waited for a long time, because he didn't know which floor Jingya lived on, so he could only stand there and wait. Later, I really had no choice but to call Li Xiaoxiao, Li Xiaoxiao loudly scolded him on the phone for being in cahoots with Xia Meiru, he didn't refute it, but felt that Li Xiaoxiao seemed to be right. After hanging up the phone, Yan Yidong still maintained the previous posture, and only took the phone away from his ear after a long time.

The rain never stopped, and the rain slowly flowed down his cheeks, and finally seemed to flow into his heart, completely cooling his heart.

Li Xiaoxiao's last sentence was like a sharp sword that went straight through his body, and he was in pain.

Time passed slowly in torment, and Jingya had been discharged from the hospital and returned home. Gu Yunfan specially invited an aunt from the housekeeping company, saying that she was an aunt, but in fact she was a middle-aged woman in her forties, Gu Yunfan called her Sister Zhao, Sister Zhao did things quickly and didn't talk much. Although Gu Yunfan just said that Jingya's health was not good and she needed to recuperate, he also specially explained the dietary requirements. As a person who came over, Sister Zhao can probably guess four or five points about this Jingya's situation. Seeing Jingya's weak appearance, she also felt a little distressed. Therefore, the meals cooked should not only pay attention to nutritional balance, but also help Jingya's body to recover.

Jingya's complexion was much better than before, which made Gu Yunfan feel a lot more relieved. But since she came back from the hospital, Jingya's words have become very few, she always sits on the sofa, looking out with empty eyes, and often sits like this for a long time. No matter how Gu Yunfan coaxed her and comforted her, it was useless, and in the end, it was Sister Zhao who persuaded her, so she was willing to say a few words to Sister Zhao.

Occasionally, in the middle of the night, she cried inexplicably, Gu Yunfan hugged her distressedly, patted her back gently like a child, and then whispered to her, "It's okay, it's okay......"

Jingya tried hard to recall what happened, but in her vague memory, except for the vague fragment of being pushed by someone, she couldn't remember anything else, she was in great pain, her child was gone, but she didn't even know the reason, she kept asking Gu Yunfan when she was in the hospital, "Why?" But Gu Yunfan never answered positively except for hugging her in his arms and kissing her. She also secretly asked Fanlu and Li Xiaoxiao, but no one told her, they only said, "Don't think about it, take a good rest, the child will definitely have it in the future." ”

But she's already lost a child, and she doesn't even know why.

She felt as if her brain had deliberately deleted some memories, she remembered everything, but she couldn't remember the only event.

Gu Yunfan handed over most of the work to Shen Jiapeng, unless there were some meetings that he had to attend in person, he went to the company. He tried his best to make Jingya happy, but unfortunately it was difficult, he wanted to change Jingya's environment, so he began to decorate the new house, although there was no need to decorate, but some furniture and ornaments still need to be chosen by themselves.

The rainy weather finally passed, the morning sun flowed into the room through the window, Gu Yunfan got up early, he stood at the window for a while, and then returned to the bed, looking at Jingya sleeping deeply, breathing evenly, and the long eyelashes were lonely under his eyes with a faint shadow. Gu Yunfan gently stroked her slightly furrowed eyebrows with his hand, and when his fingers just touched her forehead, Jingya seemed to be suddenly frightened, and her whole person shrank and woke up.

"Sorry to wake you up. Gu Yunfan said apologetically.

Jingya looked at him, shook her head, and didn't speak.

At breakfast, Gu Yunfan looked at Jing Ya and said, "Let's go out for a walk today and see what else needs to be added to the new house." ”

Jing Ya took a sip of hot milk in her cup, and gently put the cup down, not looking at Gu Yunfan, just shaking her head.

Gu Yunfan frowned slightly, and then said, "Then let's go downstairs for a walk, the sunshine is not bad today." ”

Before Jingya could speak, Sister Zhao, who was cleaning up the living room, preemptively said, "Go, Miss Bai, go and take a look with Mr. Gu, there are a lot of flowers in the garden downstairs, it's very beautiful." Sister Zhao saw that he was bored at home all day, and hoped that she would go out for a walk, maybe she would really improve her mood.

Jingya looked at Sister Zhao with a happy face, she was wiping the glass of the floor-to-ceiling window with a rag, so she asked softly, "The flowers are blooming?"

"Yes, it's pretty, it's all kinds of colors, you go down and have a look. Sister Zhao saw that Jingya replied to her words, and she was a little surprised, so she stopped what she was doing and said to Jingya with a smile.

Gu Yunfan saw that Jingya was quite interested in Sister Zhao's words, and also said, "How about it, let's go and have a look." ”

Seeing Jingya nodded, Gu Yunfan's eyebrows finally relaxed.

In fact, Gu Yunfan's heart is not uncomfortable, the crystallization of love that belongs to the two of them has not yet come out, so it is gone. and Jingya, as if she had changed into a different person, not smiling or talking. But he can only force these pains in his heart and find a way to turn the situation around.

The sun at the end of April shines like crumbling gold, making this winding pedestrian path glow with a golden glow, beautiful and dazzling. The flower beds on both sides are really full of flowers of all colors as Sister Zhao said, and the fragrance of flowers fills the air. The sun hit a bamboo forest, the wind swayed, and the bamboo leaves shone dappled. The wind blew across the crescent moon lake at the bottom of the rockery, and the lake water swayed with thin waves, and the group of red koi fish didn't seem to feel the strangeness of the lake at all, and still swam around happily.

Gu Yunfan took Jingya's hand and walked slowly, he was worried that she was too tired, so he asked her, "Do you want to sit for a while?"

Jingya nodded.

So, the two sat down on a long wooden chair by the lake, they had never walked in the community before, sitting like this today Gu Yunfan felt that it was not bad, at least Jingya was willing to come out today, at least he was still holding her hand, he turned his face to look at Jingya, only to feel that she had lost a lot of weight in recent days, so he reached out and hugged her.

"Jingya, do you remember when you asked me when I fell in love with you?" Gu Yunfan stroked her hair with his hand.

"Huh?" Jingya replied.

"Actually, we have known each other for several years, and I guess you probably don't have any impression of me. ”

Jingya heard him say this, and her face was full of doubt.

Gu Yunfan continued: "That evening, I was running and accidentally bumped into you, and you were taking pictures with your camera. ”

Jingya's thoughts instantly returned to that evening many years ago, she remembered that it was on a lakeside path, she remembered that she fell, and she remembered that the person helped her buy medicine...... She remembered that at the end he sent her a postcard-like photo, which read, "The stars and the moon are the guardians of life!" When she heard Du Xiao holding a wedding dress and telling her the design concept, at that moment, she immediately thought of that photo and the person, but was rejected by herself. It turned out that it was really her.

"My past is very simple, when I was in college, I had a girlfriend, she was also Chinese, but one day, she left suddenly, and when I found out about her, she was already married. But we have also broken off any contact a long time ago, and I have long let go of that short-lived love. Gu Yunfan said lightly, without any waves on his face, "I just want to tell you that my past is really simple, I love you, I love you all my life." After Gu Yunfan finished speaking, he kissed the hair on Jingya's forehead again.

When Gu Yunfan reflected Jingya's recent state to the psychiatrist, the doctor said, "This belongs to selective amnesia, and the patient himself is unwilling to accept the facts, so the brain selectively forgets under strong mental pressure, which belongs to the patient's self-protection, but often in this way, the patient will hallucinate or self-deceive, and after a long time, it will cause mental confusion." ”

The doctor told Gu Yunfan that in this case, the people around him still need to guide the patient slowly and help the patient slowly accept the facts, so as to open the knot.

Gu Yunfan originally refused, but the doctor said that the current condition is not serious, so he needs to help the patient face the real situation head-on.

Therefore, when Gu Yunfan said that paragraph just now, he was extremely nervous in his heart, and he kept looking at Jing Ya, wanting to get some answers from the expression on her face.

"The stars and the moon are the guardians of a lifetime?" Jingya muttered.

Gu Yunfan was stunned for a moment, smiled and said, "Yes, I still remember that there were stars and moons in the photo you took that day, but you didn't take it very well, so I gave you my photo." ”

Jing Ya was still repeating the sentence just now, and suddenly seemed to remember something, so she said, "Jupiter Xingchen?"

Gu Yunfan was shocked and held her hand tightly, "She is my girlfriend in college, we have been dating for a short time, she has already been married, and we have no contact." ”

"Diary?" A diary suddenly flashed through Jingya's mind, and she blurted out.

"Oh, that diary, after I returned to China, my classmates sent me some belongings, I didn't look at it carefully, I don't even remember where I put it. ”

The expression on Jing Ya's face was much better than before, and she suddenly looked at Gu Yunfan, "Do you love me?"

"Love, I love you, Jingya, I, Gu Yunfan, have loved Bai Jingya all my life, only Bai Jingya!"

At this time, Jingya's eyes were already flashing with crystal tears, and she had gradually remembered some of them, and some fragments in her mind were gradually pieced together......