Song Xiaoxuan's home.

Ren He and Song Xiaoxuan sat opposite each other on the sofa, and in the middle of the coffee table was a bottle of Feitian Moutai that had not been drunk for most of the time.

"Tell me, what the hell happened today? Who are you being bullied by?Why do you want to toss yourself into this drunken sloppy look?"

As soon as Ren He threw out the question, there was a sound of "hum" sobbing from the other end.

This is the third time he has seen Song Xiaoxuan crying tonight.

What kind of inhumane operation must be to exterminate humanity to make Song Xiaoxuan, who has been much stronger than him since she was a child, emotionally fragmented like this?

I can't have my second uncle's lung cancer, and I'm about to have lung cancer, so why don't my good friends also have lung cancer?

God, you're fucking doing something!

When Ren He muttered in his heart, Song Xiaoxuan opened her mouth while crying, but she did not answer Ren He's question directly, but asked him indistinctly.

"Ren He, you have to do it, I'm ...... How's my acting going?"

After being stunned for a moment to understand the other party's words in dialect, Ren He instantly guessed the reason why Song Xiaoxuan was in such an abnormal posture today.

This product is 100% on the set and hits a wall again.

Yes, it is definitely something related to acting that makes her like this, and it will not be a trivial thing like betrayal by her best friend, falling out of love by Midori, and buying instant noodles without a seasoning packet.

Why is Ren He so sure?

This has to start with the high school days of the two.

Ren He still remembers the night of the full moon, the two of them went home together for self-study the next night, and they were still talking about what mitochondrial ATP was simulated in the five years of the college entrance examination and three years, and I don't know what was going on, and the topic was about the plan to end the college entrance examination and dreams.

Talking about his dreams, Ren He explained that he was very ordinary, simple and quite down-to-earth, and he said this at the time-

"My dream, it's actually quite simple, Xiaoxuan, you know that I haven't had much desire or ambition as a person, especially after my mother left, I feel like I've seen through a lot of things, huh...... There is one thing that their Buddhists say is empty......"

"My dream is to live an ordinary life, open a commissary or some other small store, not too busy, not too big, twenty square meters, sell some gadgets, snacks to eat and drink, open at eight or nine o'clock in the morning, close at four or five o'clock in the afternoon. ”

When Song Xiaoxuan was stunned when she heard it, Ren He said the last sentence of the essence-

"And then drive a Ferrari, well, it has to be Rafa, and go back to my big five-hundred-square-meter villa in the center of the city, without saying a word, enjoying the ordinary. ”

At that time, although Song Xiaoxuan wanted to beat Ren He, but considering that this fool has been the closest person to him since her mother passed away, so even if a fool talks nonsense, she can't bully a fool, so she didn't dwell on Ren He's ridiculous dreams, but said her dream with a serious look and firm words-

"I want to be a star! I want to be a big star!"

A dream that is a hundred times more absurd than his dream in Ren He's opinion.

Although Song Xiaoxuan's personal conditions are indeed good, whether it is appearance, voice or interior, she is very good, but how many girls like this are there in the country?

Even if you have a certain talent in acting and are good enough, if you want to become a star and enter the entertainment industry, you must first have a foundation as an admission ticket, right?

Ren He, who grew up with Song Xiaoxuan since he was a child, knows very well that his childhood sweetheart has all his talent points on physics and chemistry, and his talent in acting and singing cannot be said to be completely absent, but it is also the level of ordinary people, and there is no dazzling brilliance.

Therefore, for Song Xiaoxuan's dream that she said seriously at that time, as her best friend, Ren He did not make fun of her fiercely, but used various preaching methods with a complicated expression to make her give up this absurd dream as soon as possible.

At the beginning, Ren He finally dissuaded Song Xiaoxuan from giving up the idea of changing art students on a whim when she was approaching the college entrance examination, but she didn't expect that Song Xiaoxuan, who was admitted to a key university, would make time in various ways to fool around in large and small crews in the four years of college.

This mix has been mixed until now.

Putting away the memories in his mind, Ren He looked seriously at Song Xiaoxuan, who was sitting opposite him patiently waiting for him to answer, and suddenly felt a little guilty in his heart.

"Or there are too many things that happened to me today, and my brain didn't react, if there was no lung cancer legacy, I should have guessed what happened to Xiaoxuan when she called me for the first time......

Putting away the little self-blame in his heart again, Ren He moved his lips and said softly: "Do you want me to tell the truth?"

Song Xiaoxuan, who looked expectant, was stunned for a moment, and then nodded seriously.

"Your acting skills are average. Ren He, who hesitated for a moment before saying this, found that almost as soon as he spoke, Song Xiaoxuan's face darkened a little.

He hurriedly added: "Or should it be said that there is nothing eye-catching, in fact, some of the small-budget TV series you participated in before and what midnight movies that no one watched, as long as you appeared, I went to watch them, and almost never left one." ”

"Although you have never won any important roles, and most of the roles are passers-by, A, B, and C, or small supporting roles that have appeared for less than half a minute, but because you have participated in more roles, you can generally see the level of your acting skills. ”

"I'm not a professional, so I can't argue professionally about your acting skills, but ...... I can name a very simple example to prove my evaluation of your acting skills. ”

Song Xiaoxuan nodded slightly, although she didn't want to accept Ren He's statement, she was still listening carefully.

Ren He pursed his lips and continued: "Think about it, from when you told me about your dream in high school, and then went to college, you obviously entered a key university, but you skipped classes to go to the set to find auditions for various little tricks, and then later, the college diploma was almost impossible to get because of the failure, and then resolutely took root in the big and small sets wholeheartedly after graduation, just to mix up with inconspicuous characters......"

"The time you have put in, the energy you have put in, has been very, very much, but Rao is like this, but you still haven't made any improvement in acting, in this case, is it enough to prove that your acting skills are average? Or, can it prove that your talent in this area is limited?"

As sentence after sentence came out of Ren He's mouth, Song Xiaoxuan's drunken and red face became more and more gray.

Despite this, she still listened to all that Ren He said.

Although she has always kept biting her lip lightly, she looks distressed when she sees it.

Ren He was also a little uncomfortable in his heart.

In fact, he wanted to tell Song Xiaoxuan face-to-face a long time ago, but he didn't have the courage to do it all along.

In fact, whether it is academics, acting skills or other aspects, Ren He's talent is very limited, compared to Song Xiaoxuan, who is full of brilliance in some places, he is a complete passer-by role.

But the ordinariness of being a passerby does not mean that Ren He is stupid.

The reason why he never told Song Xiaoxuan these words was because Ren He knew that saying this would hurt his childhood sweetheart, which was not a scene he wanted to see, and the more important reason was that Ren He, who had always had a very clear understanding of himself, understood a truth that was applicable to everyone.

Man is an animal that needs reasons, and when pursuing reasons, it is easy for everyone to create explanations that are beneficial to them, so that they can immerse themselves in their own world and not admit their mistakes, so everyone will make mistakes while feeling good about themselves.

To put it in layman's terms, you can never wake up someone who is pretending to be asleep.

Ren He knows very well that even if he says so, his childhood sweetheart, Bacheng is just sad for a while, and then resolutely runs on the set here and there, and once again resolutely plays passers-by in various small-budget film and television dramas.

Song Xiaoxuan, who is extremely obsessed with "being a star", almost gave up the college entrance examination to become an art student halfway, and almost lost her graduation certificate from a key university, she has made so many sacrifices for this unreliable dream, Ren He certainly doesn't think that a few simple words can make her repentant and give up the road of acting.

can make people look back in one sentence, the kind that exists in the novel, either the protagonist with a golden finger, or the ethereal gods and Buddhas.

Ren He, who is very compelling about what kind of person he is, will not substitute himself into these existences.

But there are some things to say, especially for him who has encountered a bunch of bad things today.

At the time when these words were confided in the other party, Ren He felt that it was just right.

"After all...... If I suddenly disappear in the future, the world will ...... But no one will persuade you anymore from your mother-in-law......"