Chapter 216: Forcibly optimistic

It's not that I continued the impersonal comfort, but talked about Lin Xi's emotional problems.

"It's not that I can't feel that she is suppressing her emotions, but I don't know how to let her vent her emotions, she is always strong, too strong......" Bo Yang said in a low voice, lowering his eyes, staring at the glass of orange juice in the quilt.

Yue Ze clasped his hands together, thought for a moment and said, "No way, Lin Xi is such a character, it is her growth environment and family structure, her irritable and violent and patriarchal father, the mother who is gone, the stepmother with a cowardly sense of existence with a very low sense of existence, and the younger brother who is not in a healthy psychological state." ”

Yue Ze listed all of them, and he sounded very familiar with Lin Xi. Seeing another man know his lover so well made Bo Yang a little unhappy, but I have to say that everything Yue Ze said was very correct.

Not only that, Yue Ze's gesture of talking about these things at the moment made Bo Yang unable to keep those unhappiness in his heart for too long.

"You look like a counselor,......," Bo Yang said.

Yue Ze was stunned when he heard this, and immediately laughed, "I won't tell you, I did study psychology, to be honest, when I studied abroad, in my opinion, the credits of psychology are easier than other majors." ”

After Yue Ze said this, he quickly got back to business, "In short, in such an environment and life encounters, although he doesn't say everything, at least eighty or ninety percent of the things, especially the unfortunate things, Lin Xi has always regarded himself as a main responsible person. ”

Yue Ze counted them one by one, his father's irritability and violence against his mother came from Lin Xi's gender, and his mother's departure was also because she was a girl and could not meet his father's goal of inheriting the lineage.

Because of these premises, there is a stepmother's entry, after Xiao Xun was born, he gradually showed a difference from a normal child, and was angered by his father, in Lin Xi's subconscious, he also regarded this as his own responsibility, if he was a boy, he would not need Xiao Xun to bear his father's expectations, so that after his father's expectations were disappointed, he was angry with Xiao Xun......

Of course, there is also the misfortune that happened to Bo Yang, you don't have to think about it, Lin Xi also completely thinks that it is his own responsibility.

After Yue Ze said this, he sighed lightly, "I have to say that she is indeed an extremely strong person, otherwise, in a state where she always regards herself as the main responsible person, I am afraid that she will not be able to survive for a long time, either self-loathing and embarking on a crooked path of rebellion, or depression and going to a dead end, it is not impossible......"

Yue Ze continued, he said, it is precisely because Lin Xi is in this series of things, in his own life, that he always feels that he is the main responsibility for those unfortunate things.

So that her emotions have always been restrained and not outgoing, she will not vent her emotions, and she is very restrained. She pays too much attention to the emotions of the people around her, and doesn't want any negative emotions of her to have a bad impact on the people around her, so she is forcibly optimistic, open-minded, and cheerful. ”

Every word is fine. Bo Yang drank the orange juice from the cup.

This has nothing to do with her subjective wishes, she has long formed a habit, so even if you are beside her, let her not hold back, vent her emotions, cry loudly if she wants to cry, laugh out loud when she wants to laugh, she can't do it. She is used to it, so she can only give her space to regulate the accumulated emotions by herself. ”

After Yue Ze finished speaking, he also took a cup and drank all the orange juice, as if after saying so much, his mouth was a little dry.

After drinking the orange juice, Yue Ze smiled and reached out and gently tapped the table, "Okay, please pay the consultation fee first." ”

Bo Yang laughed helplessly, and said jokingly, "Mr. Bo is laid off, and he can't afford the high consultation fee, if Dr. Yue doesn't mind, I will pay for this meal, and the consultation will be free for you, how about it?"

Yue Ze snorted, "Okay, I'm not a professional anyway." ”

Although it is not professional, Koshizawa's analysis is still in place.

When Lin Xi was alone in the ward, no one around him was staring anymore, and he seemed to finally breathe a sigh of relief, although the whole person could not be said to be completely relaxed, but obviously there was no optimism and strength on the surface.

Her tear ducts seemed to be uncontrollable, and the tears seemed to open the floodgates, gurgling out, slipping from the corners of her eyes, sliding down her temples and into her hair, and the hair on both temples was soaked with tears.

There was no loud roaring and crying, even the collapse collapsed into silence. It seems that people who have been over-polished by the ups and downs of life are like this, they all collapse silently, and even release their emotions for fear of causing trouble to the people around them.

Maybe it's because I'm used to it, or maybe it's because I know very well in my heart that no matter how much I yell and cry loudly, no matter whether it's this world or life, nothing will change because of this.

The pressure to bear is still heavy on the shoulders.

I've cried, I'm tired of crying. If you don't dare to overexert yourself, if you gasp for air, the operation in the abdomen will be painful.

In the end, I fell asleep tiredly.

In her sleep, there seemed to be a gentle hand gently touching her hair, and the movements were very light and gentle. Lin Xi tried very hard to open his eyes to see who it was, but in vain.

Maybe it's really just a dream......

Lin Xi slept even more deeply, so much so that he didn't hear that soft sigh.

When she woke up again, it was time for the nurse to come and check on her.

Lin Xi opened her eyes, the nurse was changing the hanging bottle for her, and when she saw that she was awake, she smiled and said, "Woke you up, right?"

"No, I don't. Lin Xi shook his head, opened his eyes and closed them twice, feeling that his eyes were not too swollen, so he was relieved.

His eyes began to look outward, but the doors to the inner and outer rooms of the ward were closed.

The nurse noticed her gaze and smiled, "It's all outside, I want you to sleep more, when I first came in, I was told not to wake you up, you are still awake, I am a capital crime......"

Lin Xi smiled slightly, "I've been asleep for a while, and it's time to wake up." ”

"It's okay, it didn't take long. It's not dinner yet. "And you need more rest in the first place." ”

Anyway, in Lin Xi's current state, there seems to be nothing else to do except sleep.

Lin Xi couldn't help but think of the dream-like dream just now.

The hand that gently touched her hair......

She looked at the nurse and asked, "I...... Are there any visitors to visit the sick?"