After the two of us calmed down, we realized that we were so embarrassed with each other at the moment.

I had just been raped by him, and the whole body was naturally not much better, because I resisted, and at the same time because his actions were too reckless, so that place was burned and hurt by this bastard, and in the process of resisting, he inevitably left some bruises and purple marks on his body, which looked shocking.

And Ye Xing is not much better than me, I didn't show mercy when I hit him just now, so at this moment, half of his face is completely swollen, and his ears are also swollen together, and the place on his arm that I have bitten is also red, swollen to a long time, and the place with tooth marks in the middle seems to have a bloody scab.

Seeing this scene, I was really angry and helpless.

I gently touched his wound and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Ye Xing grinned in pain, and muttered to me, "Why don't I bite you and try it?"

I gave him a hard look, and replied angrily, "You deserve it!" Who told you to ......be rough with me, but although I scolded him for deserving it, I was worried that he would catch a tetanus or something, so I asked him worriedly: "Why don't we go to the hospital?"

Ye Xing smiled helplessly: "Forget it," and then asked me, "I went to the doctor and asked how this injury was done, how can I say it?" Could it be that you bit it?"

I glared at him vigorously and said hatefully, "Then I still say that you raped me!"

Ye Xing smiled even more, and he said while laughing: "Yes, then the two of us don't have to go to the hospital, just go to the police station." ”

I glared at him again, jumped out of bed in discouragement, and went to the bedside table to find a small medicine box with anti-inflammatory drugs and alcohol gauze.

I returned to bed with the medicine box and began to disinfect and apply medicine to Ye Xing's wounds.

When I took the medicine, Ye Xing grinned in pain, but even so, he didn't forget to take advantage of me, because at the moment I was only wearing a loose nightdress, which naturally couldn't cover anything, and there was a lot of spring inside, so he didn't forget to slip his eyes to those places that shouldn't be seen during the interval between my medicine.

Looking at his malicious eyes, I pinched his uninjured arm and said angrily to him, "What do you see?

Ye Xing pretended to grin in pain, and at the same time took me into his arms, and said with a smile in my ear: "I have seen all the places that should be seen just now......"

I'm so angry that I really want to strangle him!

But Ye Xing hugged me, but his eyes gradually became serious, he looked at me fixedly, for a long time, he whispered to me: "Actually, I have thought about our future ......"

I was surprised by his words, and I subconsciously asked, "What future?"

Ye Xing looked at me, his eyes became deep and reserved, and he said to me seriously: "I really didn't think about it at first, after all, I thought we wouldn't have any development at that time, but later, ...... When I really had you in my heart, I thought about it carefully. ”

Looking at his slightly serious and sad gaze, I know that this kid is really moving, but do we really have a future?

I avoided his burning gaze and muttered in a low voice, "Really...... between us Is it possible?"

Ye Xing grabbed my shoulder and said to me persistently: "As long as we want to, it must be possible!"

I looked at his determined gaze and sighed softly.

Seeing me like this, Ye Xing said to me tentatively: "Actually, there is no pressure on my family, you also know that my family didn't care about me a few years ago, mainly because of your ......side."

Hearing him say this, my eyes became sad, yes, how could I be allowed to be with a boy who is more than ten years younger than me in my family? And the pressure of public opinion in all aspects of society, I have a headache when I think about it......

It seemed to see my thoughts, and Ye Xing said what he was thinking: " In fact, I've been thinking about these questions these days, I think, if you're not so tired at the moment, just do it first, but I have a longer-term plan for our future, I now teach two courses in this school, and in the case of full classes, the monthly income can be more than 7,000 yuan, if you are not afraid of hard work, you can play some tunes in the bar in your spare time, and the income will increase, and at the same time, I usually help my friends write some tunes and lyrics, so that I can also have a part of the income. I want to work hard for two years, and then take you to a medium-sized city where no one knows us, where I can use the funds I have saved to open a small music school, recruit a few children who love art as students, teach piano I have no problem, accordion, violin, I can also use the flute freely, so it adds up, maybe only three or four students at first, but gradually it will increase, and then if there are not enough people, I will ask someone to help, in short, I am very confident in our future, and I believe that my vision will be successful. ”

Looking at Ye Xing's confident eyes, I was a little moved, it seems that he is indeed serious, and his ideas are also very beautiful, but can his beautiful ideas really be realized?

Looking at my hesitant and melancholy gaze, Ye Xing hugged me and said to me: "I understand, if we continue to live in this city, you will be under a lot of pressure, and public opinion in all aspects will make you unbearable, so I imagined that we would go to live in another city, as long as no one around us knows us, then no one will talk nonsense when we are together, and no one can manage it." ”

I nodded helplessly at Ye Xing and muttered, "But how can I leave here?" Tongtong is here, my parents and family are also here, how can I abandon them and leave?"

Looking at my lost gaze, Ye Xing comforted me and said, "We can go to a city that is not too far from here, such as a medium-sized city that is only three or four hundred miles away from this city, and now the means of transportation are so developed, it will take two hours to arrive by car, and then you can take advantage of the holidays to come back to visit them!"

Looking at Ye Xing's earnest and persistent gaze, I subconsciously nodded at him.

He smiled with satisfaction, took me into his arms, gently stroked my hair, and said to me gently: "At that time, you don't have to go out to work, I will make money to support my family, you just need to cook for me at home every day, wait for me to come back, and we can also consider it then...... Have a baby. ”

I closed my eyes deeply in his arms, hugged him tighter with my backhand, and didn't speak.

Even if it's just a beautiful dream, I'm content to have a man who is willing to frame it for you.

***

From this day on, my relationship with Ye Xing has revived.

This time, I don't know how far we can go, but I do have feelings for him in my heart, I can't bear him, I want to be with him, even if it's just for a while.

I think he did the same for me......

Of course, because of this huge age gap between the two of us, we can't be together as blatantly as other lovers, we still pay more attention to the scale in daily interactions, Ye Xing will not come to me on the big week, because he knows that I have to accompany my daughter on the big week, and he usually comes to my place of residence in the evening on non-holidays, and then we cook, eat, and watch TV together.

In order to let my daughter relax enough after studying, I bought an old Wendelong brand piano from the second-hand market for her to practice, and when I bought it, I took Ye Xing with me, and he helped me choose this piano, he said that this piano is in very good condition, and it is definitely worth buying.

This piano has not been used for a long time, it is very new, and the original owner originally bought this piano for their daughter to practice, but because the whole family is now immigrating to the United States, it was resold to us at a low price.

We hired a car to pull the piano back and placed it in the bright position by the window in the living room, so that after our daughter came, she could practice on this piano while she was studying, and Ye Xing could also play some beautiful tunes on this piano when she was not there, which can be described as killing two birds with one stone.

At this time, we are like a pair of real lovers, Ye Xing will be here after work, because I don't have to stay at the store often, so I have more leisure time at home, every day before he comes, I usually have already cooked the meal, just wait for him to come and enjoy it together.

After dinner, sometimes we would go for a walk around, I hadn't lived in this neighborhood for a long time, so there were not many people around who knew me, and there was a cover of night, so I didn't attract anyone's attention when I was with Ye Xing.

Ye Xing sometimes stays with me at night, and inevitably, of course, we have sex again.

Unlike before, this time, I don't have any psychological burden, because I am single now, and it is my freedom to choose who to be my sexual partner.

His skills are very good, and he is more gentle and considerate to me, and he may have learned a profound lesson from the last time he was rough with me, and every time since then, he has been extremely gentle in his movements, trying to take care of my psychological feelings.

It can be said that between the beds, Ye Xing is definitely the best partner, not lacking in vigor and strength, but also gentle and gentle, combining rigidity and softness, giving women the most extreme enjoyment.

He is getting better and better to me, as long as he is present, he will not let me do the housework, mopping the floor and washing the dishes, he will rush to do it.

In the middle of love, he felt very sorry for me, and would let me lie down and rest immediately afterwards, he would clean up the dirty sheets and other items, and then cuddle me to sleep sweetly.

I never asked about the past when he hurt me and betrayed me, and the "unspeakable secret" he said, I thought he would tell me.

I always thought that the unspeakable hidden thing he was referring to was still the economic pressure, after all, Ye Xing grew up in such an indifferent and special environment, and that kind of encounter can completely change the mind of a growing child, maybe it is because I am also a mother that I understand Ye Xing's special mental journey better.

So, for that past, I chose to forgive.

I believe that Ye Xing was able to approach me and care for me in this atoning way later, which is enough to prove that he is not a downright bad person in nature.

Maybe he has an evil side, but I believe that when he has feelings for me and he has true feelings for himself, the radiance of kindness in him has greatly covered the once evil side.