In order to alleviate this dissatisfaction, I ordered adult products online.

I'm a woman with a husband, but I have to rely on these mechanical tools to satisfy my physical desires.

It can only be said that the current products are really varied, only what you can't think of, and there is nothing you can't buy.

I bought it online, and I was pleasantly surprised for a while when I received that delicate little thing.

It's made of light pink transparent gum, it rotates, it stretches, it heats, hehe, I thought it was very interesting, the maker was really ingenious, quite a lot of thought.

Then, when I was not at home, in the dead of night, I took out this little thing and played with it in the bedroom, so that it could satisfy the unspeakable needs of my empty body and soul.

However, although this little thing can bring me temporary pleasure, after using it, my heart is even more empty.

Every time I use it, I wrap it tightly in paper, because I have a minor daughter at home, and I don't want her to find out that I use this kind of thing and have a reputation for being disrespectful.

I don't dare to let Deng Wenliang find out, for fear that he will show that contemptuous and ridiculous face after seeing it, I don't know why, I always have an inferiority complex in front of him, since the student days, he is the kind of brilliant excellent type, when our husband and wife life is still sweet, my feeling of inferiority is not very obvious, but since he has a lover outside, and gradually snubs me, my inferiority complex from the bottom of my bones began to take root again.

I don't know where this low self-esteem comes from, it may come from my upbringing, or it may come from an acquired experience.

Soon after Christmas, on Christmas night, my daughter Tongtong was invited by her good friend, a group of young classmates held a small Christmas party at Tongtong's friend's house, this Western traditional festival, in the hearts of children has a different kind of fairy tale romance, the arrival of Christmas every year is tantamount to a carnival for them.

The children's world is always so sunny and colorful, and I can only envy it in vain, because I myself had a poor and unhappy childhood.

So now, I gladly agreed to my daughter's wonderful Christmas party, and I hope that her youth will be full of romance and no regrets, which is the only thing I can do for my children.

That night, Deng Wenliang originally said that he would come home to accompany me, but he didn't come back in the end, and made a phone call halfway, saying that he couldn't come back because of something temporary.

I didn't say anything, I didn't force anything on him, in fact, during that time, I was also hesitating, not knowing what to do next.

That night I went out by myself, and put on my apricot tweed coat and calfskin boots, and put on a beanie, and I had dyed my hair, a darker maroon, and now my long hair was draped over my shoulders, and it looked beautiful.

As I walked aimlessly down the streets, I noticed that there were so many people on Christmas Day, with flowers and gifts piled up in various flower shops and gift shops, and even the buses were overcrowded, and the main roads were jammed.

I didn't get on the bus either, so I walked aimlessly and finally stopped under the window of a gift shop.