Chapter 34
(Girls' Literature)
Bai Ye, who has been wandering around the study. Seeing Yisheng stumbling out. Cold-eyed. But he didn't pay attention. just walked briskly towards Ji Huan's study.
He was astonished by the sight in the study. Ji Huan's whole body curled up on the carpet. I can't even sit up. He clutched his head with one hand. One hand reached into the pocket of his suit and pulled out a small porcelain vase. And yet his hands trembled. It took a long time to open the cap.
He was pale. The cold sweat on his forehead slid down in big drops. Some slipped into his eyes. It hurts hotly. He gritted his teeth.
After the initial turmoil. Bai Ye quickly calmed down. He knew he was in pain. I also know that this kind of pain can make many people cry, grandpa sue grandma, and hate to die immediately. But these people will never include Ji Huan.
Bai Ye looked coldly at him who was struggling to open the medicine bottle. Just so that the woman wouldn't know. This cone pain. He could even hold back and remain silent. I couldn't even open the medicine bottle. He refused to call for help. He knew it. He met with her. No matter how you don't worry, you'll stay aside. But he swallowed it all. Just for. Don't let her know.
The heart is full of anger. Bring the door with a backhand. The lock is dropped. Walk slowly. He doesn't care anymore. Why should he bother with him? Besides, medicine is around at the moment. This moment of pain will not kill him. It will only make him remember it well.
So he walked over to him and sat down on the floor. Watching him coldly, he finally opened the medicine bottle tremblingly. Black pills were scattered all over the ground. He struggled to pick one up and put it in his mouth. Prostrations are usually lying on the ground. Long. Finally it calmed down.
"You wrote those letters. "It's been a long time. Ji Huan asked. His voice was calm. He didn't even open his eyes. No need to get an answer. He already knew the answer.
Bai Ye didn't intend to deny it. Every letter in Sheng Yisheng's hand. From the very beginning of the letter in France. to the last one. It's all from his hands. Every letter she sent. has never been in front of Ji Huan.
Ji Huan tried to stand up with his hands. But I still felt a little tired. He didn't want to push himself anymore. Sit on the floor with your back against your desk. Look at Bai Ye's cold gesture with his hand.
"I've been teaching you since I was a child. It's easy for me to imitate that. ”
It's just that. Girls' literature is updated for the first time, and what can be imitated is handwriting. What can't be imitated is the tacit understanding and intimacy between the two of them. That letter. He thought about it and figured out Ji Huan's tone. racked his brains and changed and changed. But it still made her sensitively aware that something was wrong. Fortunately. He quickly covered up. And she didn't think much of it.
However, such an adventure still did not dare to happen again. She sent long letters after letters. He knew that if he didn't reply. She must have found it strange. It must not be possible to stabilize her from staying in France. It's like back then. If there is no forged letter. He believed that she would definitely return to Shanghai immediately. Girls' Literature
He couldn't guess if it was Ji Huan. What tone will you communicate with her. didn't dare to use her letter to shake Ji Huan's mind. So I had to find some poems about love and love. Send it with a gift. In this way, she would only think that Ji Huan was busy and couldn't find time to write long letters. But it's not that he ignores her.
However. Whether it is man or heaven is not as good as heaven. He didn't expect it. I've been doing things seamlessly. Why did she still let her marry Sheng Yizheng on the eve of Ji Huan. Rushed back at this juncture.
"I knew she was going to write to me. I've never asked you for girls' literature. I thought you just burned it. I didn't expect you to even want to talk. He was willing to write a reply to her. Ji Huan smiled mockingly. "But that's fine. It's good. ”
"It's going to be a big thing. If necessary, you can't be informal. I've taught you many times. Bai Ye's hand paused. Again, it seems to be a casual analogy. "Just as I taught you. If you want to make it happen. The first is to have a steady mind. And yet you have really disappointed me. Because Sheng Yisheng. You're so emotionally up and down that you're getting a headache. and the incident where you suppressed the Liang family. I couldn't figure it out at first. Later, I found it out. Sure enough, it was because of Sheng Yisheng. You were slapped in the face just because of her. That's it. What a disappointment for me. ”
Ji Huan didn't speak. Faintly lowered his eyes. There was a self-deprecating smile on his lips. At the bottom of my heart, I am extremely self-loathing.
Yes. He couldn't see her hurt in the slightest. can't allow others to bully and treat her wrongly. But today. Someone who hurt her so badly. But it was himself.
He remembered the tears she had shed. And he could only watch in amazement. Unstoppable. Can't erase it. Discouraged. Powerless.
A headache is like a talisman. One after another. So he chose this fastest and most extreme way to force her to die. How not to know. In this way. between him and her. There is no longer any possibility.
But he couldn't help it. She was in front of him. Tears fell so quickly. She forced him like this.
He took her in his arms. But the body could no longer support the heavy fall. But he still tried his best. Protect her head and neck as she falls. Then lean slightly sideways and use your elbows to bear your weight. Don't let her get hurt. Girls' Literature
He shuddered and reached to unbutton her coat. She asked him crying. How can you do this to me. Hit him for the first time in his life.
He watched as her figure vanished. He gritted his teeth tightly.
Since I can't afford to give her in the future. Then he could at least allow her to die. Start anew. Since then, it has been all over again. Loving and being loved.
Bai Ye saw that he was silent for a long time. Eased his emotions a little. Raise your hand again and gesture.
"I know what's going on in your heart. Since there is no way for girls' literature to guard her. Then the person who bullied her must not be let go. Isn't it.. I'm up to you about this. It's because it doesn't get in the way. And now that it's gone. I'm not going to pursue it anymore. ”
Ji Huan was still silent. And Bai Ye suddenly straightened his expression.
"But you give me a memory. This is the last time. Sheng Yisheng's influence on you. It's already too much. And so on. You know I'm not going to let it go. ”
Ji Huan's eyebrows were cold. Instantly raised his eyes to look at him. "Don't touch her. ”
The cold chill that instantly came to his body made Bai Ye slightly startled. Then he came back to his senses. Sneered and raised his hand to geek. "It's up to you to decide whether she's safe or not. It's not me. You and I know that. Anyone or anything that is in your way. There is only one end. So you should be clear about what you should do. ”
Ji Huan slowly regained his emotions. The tone is indifferent. "You don't have to provoke me. I will marry Sheng Yizheng. This is not going to change. ”
"I know you will. I would also like to believe in your cleverness. Even if not for yourself. For Sheng Yisheng. Bai Ye smiled. Raise your hand again and gesture. "And yet you know. I'm not just worried about you. And her. She can be recovered from France. I'm not sure what else she's going to do. And I'm not sure if these things will continue to affect your mind. ”
Ji Huan smiled self-deprecatingly. The eyebrows are desolate. "Don't worry. She won't do anything. ”
Bai Ye remembered the appearance of the talented girl crying and running out of the room. Look at him thoughtfully. "What do you mean. She was dead. ”
Ji Huan stood up. "Even if not yet. It's almost there, too. ”
Bai Ye followed and stood up. Take a few steps forward to stop him. "That's good. But you have to get the scale right. Don't make your relationship too stiff. After all, she is a member of the Sheng family. If love gives birth to hatred......"
"Hate. She won't hate me. Ji Huan laughed. The smile was endlessly cold. "I don't deserve it at all. ”
Bai Ye stared at him for a long time. He asked with some hesitation. "You don't want to know what's in those letters. She wrote. And those replyes. ”
Ji Huan didn't look at him. Indifferently opened the door to the study. "So far. Do you know what the difference is? ”
He walked out of the study. Downstairs. The rain is heard. View from the patio. The sky was as dark as ink.
I don't know the pedestrians outside at the moment. Yes or without an umbrella. Is there a place to shelter from the rain?
He stood still for a moment. Then he turned and walked away.
I felt a little cold on my face. So I wiped it casually. There was nothing left.