"Flowers in Bloom in the Dead of Winter".

This is a modern urban love article serialized on the Internet by Lin Ranran two and a half years ago.

It depicts the story of six little people with different personalities and fates, struggling to look forward to tomorrow and yearning for an illusory future in the city.

Xu Lingwei saw this book serialized on the Internet, and was introduced by a friend who played cos.

At that time, Xu Lingwei remembered that she was ashamed to say that what could move her did not exist, let alone her, she couldn't even read a book.

However, when she really looked into it, she found that she was really fascinated.

500,000 words, just 300 chapters, made Xu Lingwei read it for a whole day, and she didn't even think about tea and dinner.

Among the six protagonists, she likes the supporting actress named "Liu Yue" the most, and in the interaction and short stories with the male protagonist, Xu Lingwei wants to see her next choice every time.

Liu Yue's smile and frown, every word she said fascinated Xu Lingwei, from a native girl who had no confidence at the beginning, to a mature and stable strong woman with her own company, everything about Liu Yue made Xu Lingwei feel a strong sense of substitution.

And her final ending was also to regain her self-confidence, although she couldn't be with the actor, she also found her own path and had a happy ending.

Xu Lingwei downloaded the book later, then went to the print shop to print it into a book, and flipped through it several times.

She even memorized every detail in the book and was deeply obsessed with it.

At the same time, she also remembered the author of the book, Shan Shan.

Xu Lingwei also found like-minded people on the Internet and found quite a lot of people who liked this book, but she didn't expect that there were many people who were affected by this book like her, and everyone was addicted to the stories in the book and substituted for themselves.

Xu Lingwei was also in this atmosphere, slowly examining herself.

In high school, I was too playful, I didn't take my studies seriously, and I fell in love, got into fights, and skipped class......

Maybe it's because the brain is still as smart as his sisters.,In the college entrance examination, I actually played extraordinarily and came to a university in this metropolis.。

On the first day I came to school, I mingled with my new fox friends every day, and I didn't go to school to take a second look.

In the end, in order to pass the boring time, I came to the animation club and started COSER......

This Liu Yue is also completely different from herself, it can be said that she may be the kind of person she hates the most - cowardly, useless.

What is the difference between her current self and when she first appeared?

But unlike herself, under the influence of the male protagonist, she slowly made her own changes, slowly made herself confident, and then slowly transformed herself......

Can you do it yourself?

Xu Lingwei knew that she was just a person who had been asked to be a parent several times in college for skipping classes, a person who couldn't do anything, wasn't interested in anything, had no sense of trust in anyone, had no ideals, and had no goals in life.

What can you do well with such a self?

Can such a self have a future again?

"If a creature like a human being chooses only what he can do in the first place, then there will be no progress. The most important thing is that you're not interested in such a thing, are you?"

The sentence in the book made Xu Lingwei's heart tremble violently.

Is she the kind of person who only does what she can do......

Tears somehow filled his sockets and then ran down the corners of his eyes.

I want to change, Xu Lingwei said in her heart.

Change this self that is already useless.

In Liu Yue, Xu Lingwei I felt a very special thing in her, specifically, her story, and the words she said, gave me infinite strength, and made me yearn for her from the heart.

It would be nice if I could really become like that......

***

"What? No! Absolutely not! I don't agree!" the president got angry and even threw her COS suit on the ground, which was her favorite dress.

"I'm sorry, I've made up my mind. Xu Lingwei lowered her head, not wanting to change her mind.

"Is it because of what Yuanmo said last time? I'll look for her and ask her to bow your head and apologize to you immediately!"

"It's not because of her. I sighed, picked up the dress on the floor, and handed it back to the president, "It's my own problem." ”

"What's the problem of itself, Awei, we've known each other for a year and a half, and I've never seen someone as suitable as you as COS, don't you want to think about it, how many fans are waiting for you to come up with a new role? And ......"

"President, you don't need to say it, I'm not here to listen to you say no, but to say goodbye to you. Xu Lingwei said very firmly.

"But ......"

"Flowers in Bloom in the Dead of Winter".

This is a modern urban love article serialized on the Internet by Lin Ranran two and a half years ago.

It depicts the story of six little people with different personalities and fates, struggling to look forward to tomorrow and yearning for an illusory future in the city.

Xu Lingwei saw this book serialized on the Internet, and was introduced by a friend who played cos.

At that time, Xu Lingwei remembered that she was ashamed to say that what could move her did not exist, let alone her, she couldn't even read a book.

However, when she really looked into it, she found that she was really fascinated.

500,000 words, just 300 chapters, made Xu Lingwei read it for a whole day, and she didn't even think about tea and dinner.

Among the six protagonists, she likes the supporting actress named "Liu Yue" the most, and in the interaction and short stories with the male protagonist, Xu Lingwei wants to see her next choice every time.

Liu Yue's smile and frown, every word she said fascinated Xu Lingwei, from a native girl who had no confidence at the beginning, to a mature and stable strong woman with her own company, everything about Liu Yue made Xu Lingwei feel a strong sense of substitution.

And her final ending was also to regain her self-confidence, although she couldn't be with the actor, she also found her own path and had a happy ending.

Xu Lingwei downloaded the book later, then went to the print shop to print it into a book, and flipped through it several times.

She even memorized every detail in the book and was deeply obsessed with it.

At the same time, she also remembered the author of the book, Shan Shan.

Xu Lingwei also found like-minded people on the Internet and found quite a lot of people who liked this book, but she didn't expect that there were many people who were affected by this book like her, and everyone was addicted to the stories in the book and substituted for themselves.

Xu Lingwei was also in this atmosphere, slowly examining herself.

In high school, I was too playful, I didn't take my studies seriously, and I fell in love, got into fights, and skipped class......

Maybe it's because the brain is still as smart as his sisters.,In the college entrance examination, I actually played extraordinarily and came to a university in this metropolis.。

On the first day I came to school, I mingled with my new fox friends every day, and I didn't go to school to take a second look.

In the end, in order to pass the boring time, I came to the animation club and started COSER......

This Liu Yue is also completely different from herself, it can be said that she may be the kind of person she hates the most - cowardly, useless.

What is the difference between her current self and when she first appeared?

But unlike herself, under the influence of the male protagonist, she slowly made her own changes, slowly made herself confident, and then slowly transformed herself......

Can you do it yourself?

Xu Lingwei knew that she was just a person who had been asked to be a parent several times in college for skipping classes, a person who couldn't do anything, wasn't interested in anything, had no sense of trust in anyone, had no ideals, and had no goals in life.

What can you do well with such a self?

Can such a self have a future again?

"If a creature like a human being chooses only what he can do in the first place, then there will be no progress. The most important thing is that you're not interested in such a thing, are you?"

The sentence in the book made Xu Lingwei's heart tremble violently.

Is she the kind of person who only does what she can do......

Tears somehow filled his sockets and then ran down the corners of his eyes.

I want to change, Xu Lingwei said in her heart.

Change this self that is already useless.

In Liu Yue, Xu Lingwei I felt a very special thing in her, specifically, her story, and the words she said, gave me infinite strength, and made me yearn for her from the heart.

It would be nice if I could really become like that......

***

"What? No! Absolutely not! I don't agree!" the president got angry and even threw her COS suit on the ground, which was her favorite dress.

"I'm sorry, I've made up my mind. Xu Lingwei lowered her head, not wanting to change her mind.

"Is it because of what Yuanmo said last time? I'll look for her and ask her to bow your head and apologize to you immediately!"

"It's not because of her. I sighed, picked up the dress on the floor, and handed it back to the president, "It's my own problem." ”

"What's the problem of itself, Awei, we've known each other for a year and a half, and I've never seen someone as suitable as you as COS, don't you want to think about it, how many fans are waiting for you to come up with a new role? And ......"

"President, you don't need to say it, I'm not here to listen to you say no, but to say goodbye to you. Xu Lingwei said very firmly.

"But ......"

"I understand what you say, but I have something else I want to do, and I can't continue to do COSER. Xu Lingwei raised her eyes and saw Sun Yuan, who had just entered the dressing room.

"What are you talking about?" she put down her heavy-looking makeup bag and looked at me and the president.

"Sun Yuan, you also talk about Ah Wei, she actually wants to quit!" The president immediately told her the truth.

"What? Awei, are you kidding?"

"No, Sister Yuan, that's what I thought, I won't play COS anymore in the future. Xu Lingwei sat down, facing the makeup mirror, looking at the woman in the mirror whose expression was no longer so empty.

"Awei, what's going on? Is there anything you can't talk about? If there is a difficulty, we can also help you solve it!"

I'm sorry, but it's not something that anyone else can solve, and if I don't completely cut off my past self from the present, then I won't move forward at all.

The woman in the mirror had some conscious and determined expressions.

"Although I want to quit, I can play this COS, and I don't have to decide the role of others. In Xu Lingwei's heart, she suddenly had an idea.

"This ......"

"Sister Yuan, you can help me put on makeup as I say! President, I only want COS characters this time, and that's the first time I really like them. ”

The woman in the mirror smiled happily for the first time.

cut off her waist-length hair, put on ugly and big-framed glasses, Xu Lingwei appeared on the stage of the comic exhibition wearing the current ordinary clothes.

"Hey, that's Avi?" "What's the character this time?" "Why can't I see it?" "No, no, no, I don't have an impression at all! Is it an unpopular anime?"

The people below were chattering, and no one knew which role Xu Lingwei was in COS.

Of course, maybe someone can know, right?

If that author also came here......

Xu Lingwei smiled softly, she knew what she was looking for.

Then, on that Saturday morning, Xu Lingwei found out that Lin was the author she wanted to see the most......

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