083 Reluctant
Jiang Xiaobei's face changed again, there was a slight sound in his head, and his mind was blank for a moment, but he quickly recovered, with a nonchalant expression on his face, and let out a faint sigh.
"What's wrong?" Gu Yifeng caught the subtle changes in her eyes, although she pretended not to care, but as a doctor, Gu Yifeng looked very carefully.
"It's fine. You don't have to tell me this, I don't have anything to do with him anymore, I'm a dead man to him now, he can marry whoever he wants, I won't care. After Jiang Xiaobei finished speaking, he withdrew his hand, then stood up, walked to the window, and looked outside.
Gu Yifeng deliberately ignored the change in her face, stood up, looked at her back and said, "Is it really okay?"
Jiang Xiaobei snorted, but when she turned around, she showed a smile, with an expression of indifference on her face, she stepped forward and took Gu Yifeng's hand, and said, "Yifeng, let's not talk about this topic, you finally came to see me, let's go to dinner, okay? After dinner, we went out to play, I have been here for a long time, but no one has been accompanying me out." "
Gu Yifeng looked at her and laughed dotingly. "Okay!" in a low voice, "Okay, let's go eat first!"
The two of them found a Chinese restaurant nearby, although they have been here for almost two months, and they have become accustomed to many things, but in terms of food, Jiang Xiaobei still likes to eat Chinese food.
Because the scar on Jiang Xiaobei's face is in the recovery period, the dishes she ordered are all light tastes, and she is also used to it during this time, yes, many things can be changed, and what can't be changed with just one taste?
After eating, Gu Yifeng took Jiang Xiaobei out for a spin again, bought some food, and when he came back, night had already fallen.
Look at the fridge stuffed with a lot of stuff. Jiang Xiaobei was a little shocked, "Yifeng, what are you doing with so many things?
Gu Yifeng said: "It's always good to buy more." He knew that Jiang Xiaobei didn't like to go out very much, many times he stayed at home to read and paint, and often took something out of the refrigerator to cook and eat, he said to help her find a maid, but she also refused.
He is not by her side, and she will not take care of herself more and more, Gu Yifeng looked at Jiang Xiaobei, "I really want to stay here all the time and not leave." "
Jiang Xiaobei smiled, "If you stay here, what will your company do?"
Gu Yifeng sighed helplessly, "I'm not interested in the company's affairs." But this is also helpless, my father is only my son, this is my responsibility, I must bear it. "
Jiang Xiaobei nodded, stretched out his hand to hold his hand, "Yifeng, it's okay, it's not good for me to be here alone, I'm used to it alone, I think you can call you, it's okay, I'll read books and draw." "
Gu Yifeng hummed softly, he got up and took the medicine box on the side, "I'll change your medicine!"
Although the scar on Jiang Xiaobei's face has undergone surgery, she still has to use scar removal drugs every once in a while, which was specially developed by Dr. Song for her, saying that it is particularly useful for scars, so she insists on using it.
Gu Yifeng gently tore off the gauze for her, and seeing Gu Yifeng's calm face, Jiang Xiaobei asked cautiously, "Am I still very ugly now?"
Gu Yifeng shook his head, "What about beauty and ugliness? Do you think I'm such a superficial person? In my heart, you are you, no matter what you become, you are still you, I just like you as a person." "
Jiang Xiaobei was moved a little in her heart, she didn't speak, and let Gu Yifeng take the ointment and gently smear it on her face.
Gu Yifeng finished smearing the ointment, and then put gauze on him, "Okay." "
Jiang Xiaobei stretched out her hand and gently stroked her cheek, watching Gu Yifeng turn around to put the medicine box, she couldn't help but ask, "Yifeng, have you met Lirong in China!
"She is very good, I heard that she is married to Yu Peng. Gu Yifeng said, poured her a glass of milk and handed it to her.
Jiang Xiaobei finally felt that this was good news, with a smile on his face, "Really, the two of them are married?"
Gu Yifeng nodded, "Yes, I heard that I went on a trip to get married." "
Jiang Xiaobei felt very romantic when she heard this, and she couldn't help but be envious, when she and Huo Yunzheng got married, they didn't even have a wedding ring, let alone any wedding photos, they just got a red book, and now that they think about it, they really got a fake marriage!
Thinking of this, I can't help but feel a little lost in my heart, I am afraid that she has no hope for such a romantic thing as traveling and getting married in this life.
After drinking the milk, Gu Yifeng asked Jiang Xiaobei to go to sleep, knowing that she still had some insomnia, Gu Yifeng specially took some sleep aid medicine for her to eat.
Gu Yifeng only stayed for one day, and the next day he had to rush back to China, Jiang Xiaobei stood in front of the courtyard and wanted to take him to the airport, but Gu Yifeng disagreed.
He wrapped the scarf around her for her, pulled the zipper of the down jacket up, and then put her hat on straight, there were snowflakes floating in the sky, Gu Yifeng looked up at the sky, chuckled, and reached out to brush away the snowflakes falling on Jiang Xiaobei's shoulder, "Come in! It's snowing." "
Jiang Xiaobei nodded and hummed, but still didn't move.
Gu Yifeng couldn't bear to urge her, but no matter how reluctant she was, she still had to separate.
Jiang Xiaobei looked at him and said, "I really want to go back, you are gone, and I am left alone." "
Gu Yifeng's heart moved, and he reluctantly hugged Jiang Xiaobei into his arms again, and said in a low voice, "Go in! Be obedient, when I'm done, I'll come back to see you in two days." "
, Jiang Xiaobei knew that she was a little willful, probably because she had been spoiled by Gu Yifeng during this time, or maybe she was not used to loneliness by nature, and she always wanted someone to accompany her.
She wanted to open her mouth and beg Gu Yifeng not to leave, and stay with her for a few more days, but looking at the driver who had been watching the time just now and was urging on the side, she still reluctantly swallowed the words in her heart and whispered, "Okay." "
Gu Yifeng let go of her, kissed her on the forehead, then turned around and pulled the car door to get into the car, Jiang Xiaobei waved at him.
"Xiaobei, hurry up and get in. Gu Yifeng leaned out of the window and spoke again.
"You go! I'm going to watch you go. Jiang Xiaobei said.
Gu Yifeng's face was stunned, he didn't speak, just looked at her.
Jiang Xiaobei looked at him, and a smile appeared on Banxiang's face, "Yifeng, have a safe journey." "
Gu Yifeng nodded, and then said to the driver, "Let's go!"
The driver nodded, and drove the car forward slowly, Gu Yifeng was very reluctant in his heart, and sometimes he really wanted to abandon everything, so he stayed by her side like this, but?? He turned and looked into the glass behind the car. Seeing that Jiang Xiaobei was still standing there, his mood was a little heavy, and he secretly said Xiaobei in his heart, wait for me, and after this time, I will come back to accompany you!
Gu Yifeng left, Jiang Xiaobei did not go back to the house, and walked around the yard, next to her house there was a family sweeping snow in the yard, the fence in the yard was not very high, she could clearly see that it was a family of four, from time to time there was the sound of children playing, and their parents were watching and laughing.
Jiang Xiaobei is very envious, if she and Huo Yunzheng are still the same as before, will they be so happy this year, she can watch Huo Yunzheng and Qianqian build snowmen, while she is watching and taking pictures.
But such days are just fantasies, now that he is going to marry Mu Yunxi, they have children, in the future, I am afraid that such days will belong to him and Mu Yunxi!
Jiang Xiaobei's heart was sour, but he was more worried about Qianqian, when Mu Yunxi gave birth to a child, would Huo Yunzheng still treat Qianqian like before?
The more she thought about it, the more chaotic she became, Jiang Xiaobei shook her head, what she wanted to do now, what she should do was to forget the past, and stop being sad for that ruthless man, why is he now high-spirited, calm and steady, and marrying a new wife, but she is here to remember the past and be a speck of dust?
Jiang Xiaobei hated herself for a moment, hated herself for not being free and easy, there was no possibility for her and him to be in this situation now, she should clean herself up, arm herself, and stop acting like a fool.
Jiang Xiaobei secretly told himself in his heart. When the injury on her face healed, the first thing she had to do when she went back was to take Qianqian away.
Thinking that Jiang Xiaobei's heart suddenly felt better, looking at the thick snow on the ground, and then looking at the snowman that the family next door was building, Jiang Xiaobei's heart moved, although she was a person, what did it matter, didn't a person have to live, people can only move forward, so that they can make themselves more excellent.
Jiang Xiaobei turned around and ran quickly to the house, then brought shovels and brooms, and got busy in the yard, and after a while, he shoveled a thick pile of snow, Jiang Xiaobei made them into a big snowman, and then made a small snowman next to the snowman, and finally made a nose, eyes and mouth for the snowmen, and put their own hats and necks on them.
Looking at the snowman she had built, Jiang Xiaobei was very satisfied, although her hands were red from the cold, there was still a smile on her face, she took out her mobile phone and took several photos of the snowman, and also took a group photo of herself and the snowman, and then sent a photo to Gu Yifeng.
Today, I still went to the hospital to find Dr. Song to change the dressing as usual, Jiang Xiaobei was still two hours away from the appointment with Dr. Song, she was bored, so she came to the hospital early.
She was sitting alone in the lobby of the hospital, bored reading the newspaper, when she saw a job posting on the bulletin board above the lobby of the hospital.
Jiang Xiaobei is recruiting a nurse here. She has nothing to do at home every day, even if the salary here is not high, but it can also be used as an internship, and the days to come will be so long, she can't always rely on Gu Yifeng!
Thinking about Jiang Xiaobei hurriedly stood up, her English was not very good, some broken English communication was still a little hard to learn after coming here, she told the nurse at the front desk several times, and the nurse understood that she was coming to apply.
The nurse told Jiang Xiaobei to sit and wait for a while, because the doctor who was going to recruit a nurse assistant was operating and hadn't come out yet.
Jiang Xiaobei readily agreed, although he had not yet successfully applied for the job, but he was still very happy to think that he would find a job in this strange place in the future.
After waiting for two hours, seeing that the nurses at the front desk were still busy, Jiang Xiaobei decided to go to the clinic to find Dr. Song first, planning to change the medicine on his face first, and then ask him about the recruitment of nurses here.
Dr. Song is the only Chinese in this hospital, about fifty years old, although he usually looks very indifferent, but he is a good doctor who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, plus he and Gu Yifeng know each other again, in the past, Dr. Song also gave him some tips in Gu Yifeng's medical examination, Gu Yifeng respected him very much and treated him as a senior and elder, so Jiang Xiaobei had a good impression of him and treated him as an elder.
Dr. Song had just come down from an operation, and when he walked into the consultation room, Jiang Xiaobei was already sitting inside waiting for him.
Seeing Jiang Xiaobei, Dr. Song took a sip of the teacup on the table and said, "Xiaobei, why are you here so early today?"
Jiang Xiaobei showed an embarrassed smile, "I'm bored alone, so I'm here, Doctor Song, you're tired! I'm not in a hurry, you can rest first!"
Dr. Song said, "It's not in the way, anyway, I changed your medicine, I should also get off work, tomorrow is my rest time." "
Jiang Xiaobei let out a low sigh, Doctor Song cleaned his hands, and then eliminated the poison, then removed the gauze on Jiang Xiaobei's face, looked at the scar on her face and said faintly, "Well, the recovery is very good, the flesh in the wound is slowly repairing, and after a while, the operation will be done, and you will be reborn after skin grafting." He laughed as he spoke.
Jiang Xiaobei listened to his words, and there was a little shyness on his face, "Doctor Song, you are really good at talking." "
"I'm telling the truth. Dr. Song said as he gently smeared the white ointment on her and finally applied gauze.
After Dr. Song was done, Jiang Xiaobei asked, "Dr. Song, I see that there is a recruitment of nurse assistants or something, do you know what's going on?"
Dr. Song nodded, "What's wrong?"
Jiang Xiaobei said, "I want to apply, I also worked as a nurse in China, but at that time I was helping Yifeng, although I am not very complete in medicine, but I can still be an ordinary nurse." "
When Dr. Song heard this, he hurriedly said, "You want to apply! That's a coincidence, if you really come, I'll accept you! Anyway, I also mentioned the recruitment of nurses, I'm old, and my body is a little unbearable, so I want to find a nurse assistant to help you take care of it, if it's you, then I'll take a bite, you can come." I'm sure Yifeng won't be wrong. "
Hearing his words, Jiang Xiaobei was a little overjoyed and stood up excitedly, "Doctor Song, is it true? I can really come here to work?"
Dr. Song nodded, "Of course, my recommendation is correct." Do you have all those professional certificates?"
Jiang Xiaobei nodded, although she is now here with a different identity, but her nurse license and certificates have also been done together, she has already thought about it, and when the injury is healed, she will first find a position as a nurse and save some money, otherwise when she takes Qianqian back, how will she raise her?
So whenever she had free time, she read medical books and learned about medicine, but she didn't expect this day to come so soon.
Jiang Xiaobei looked at Dr. Song gratefully, and kept saying thank you, thank you.
When Jiang Xiaobei returned home, she hurriedly dialed Gu Yifeng's phone, but Gu Yifeng's phone rang for a long time but no one answered, she called again, but it was a woman who answered.
"Are you looking for Yifeng? He's in the bathroom, who are you?" the woman's voice sounded soft, making people feel very gentle and considerate.
Jiang Xiaobei was stunned for a while, she didn't know what to say, she thought she had made a mistake, but she looked at the number and there was nothing wrong!
After a moment of silence, she didn't say anything, and then hung up her phone.
Jiang Xiaobei's face was a little not very good, he had never called Gu Yifeng in the past, and no woman had answered the phone, what was going on today? Who was this woman? Who was it? Or was there actually such a woman by his side during this time, but he didn't tell himself?
Jiang Xiaobei scratched her hair a little irritably, she put down her phone and walked outside, trying to calm herself down in the cold air outside.
Although there are no stars and moons in the sky, there is a lot of snow on the ground, so the yard looks very bright, Jiang Xiaobei walked around on the snow until his hands and feet were frozen and stiffened, and then he returned to the house.
Gu Yifeng called the next day, when Jiang Xiaobei had just woken up and was freshening up and preparing to go to work in the hospital.
Gu Yifeng said that he wanted to call her last night, but he thought that she was asleep and was afraid of waking her up, so he didn't call, he told Jiang Xiaobei that the woman who answered his phone last night was his secretary, because he was drinking with a few customers, he went to the bathroom and put his mobile phone on the table.
Jiang Xiaobei listened to his explanation, and could hear a hint of anxiety in his words, and couldn't help laughing, saying that he was not angry and believed what he said.
Maybe she didn't care that much herself, or maybe she got used to it, so she didn't feel that sad, and the two of them chatted for a while and hung up the phone.
Jiang Xiaobei didn't tell Gu Yifeng about going to work, she planned to wait for him to come next time.
Gu Yifeng seems to be really busy this time, and he hasn't come to the United States for a long time, but he just calls Jiang Xiaobei every once in a while, maybe it's the reason for the closure of the near year!
Jiang Xiaobei has gradually gotten used to it, and now she goes to work in the hospital every day. Occasionally, she would go to the nearby supermarket to buy shopping, and when she was resting, she would go for a walk in the park, pedal a bicycle, and the last surgery she had just in time for a few years ago.
Dr. Song originally asked her to stay in the hospital so that she would not be in the hospital during the Chinese New Year.
Jiang Xiaobei wanted to wait for Gu Yifeng to come over, she wanted someone waiting for her outside the operating room when she came out. But she waited left and right, waited for him for a long time, Gu Yifeng didn't have time to come over, Jiang Xiaobei was embarrassed to talk to him, so she had to go to the operation alone, she thought that anyway, the road to being alone in the future would be very long, and she couldn't always rely on others.
At the end of the operation, Jiang Xiaobei spent a week in the hospital. It was exactly the Chinese New Year's Eve.
She was sitting alone in the hospital ward when she received a call from Gu Yifeng, who told her Happy New Year!
, Jiang Xiaobei also smiled and said Happy New Year to him!
Gu Yifeng didn't say when he would come, but Jiang Xiaobei heard that he was very lively over there, and knew that he would definitely not be able to leave, and the custom of the Chinese New Year is a family reunion, how could she be embarrassed to speak.
The two said goodbye to each other, put down the mobile phone, Jiang Xiaobei suddenly wanted to cry, she knew that at this time in her motherland, every household must be hanging red lanterns, firecrackers and fireworks, and the family is happily sitting in front of the TV to watch the Spring Festival party, but she is now abroad. It was cold and silent outside, and she was alone, and her heart was extremely lonely and lonely.
Jiang Xiaobei looked at Qianqian's photo on his mobile phone, and didn't know what Qianqian was doing now? Tonight is the Chinese New Year's Eve, is she happy?
Jiang Xiaobei suddenly wanted to hear her voice, even if it was just a voice.
Thinking like this, the thought grew like a weed, and she held her phone tightly in her hand, hesitated for a moment, and then dialed the number at home.
The moment the phone was connected, Jiang Xiaobei's heart was beating wildly, and his body was trembling uncontrollably. She tried to restrain her body and try to calm herself down.
The phone over there was quickly answered, it was Aunt He who answered, and Aunt He said, "Hello, who are you looking for?"
Jiang Xiaobei bit his lip and didn't speak, his heart was pounding, Aunt He asked again, but Jiang Xiaobei still didn't speak.
Then Huo Yunzheng's voice came from there, and he asked who called?
Aunt He said she didn't know, no one spoke.
Jiang Xiaobei was just about to hang up, she felt that she must be crazy to do this. She was just about to hang up her mobile phone when Huo Yunzheng's voice rang over there, "Hello, I'm Huo Yunzheng, who are you looking for?"
Jiang Xiaobei felt that her heart was about to jump out, and she hurriedly reached out to cover her mouth, for fear that she would be unable to suppress her voice, but listening to his voice, she was a little reluctant to hang up.
Huo Yunzheng asked again, "Hello, who are you looking for?"
Jiang Xiaobei was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, so he hurriedly hung up his mobile phone.
Hanging up the phone, her heart was still pounding, and the next second her mobile phone rang, Jiang Xiaobei looked at the mobile phone number displayed on the phone in shock, it was a call from the other side of the house, Jiang Xiaobei panicked in her heart, and she didn't want to hang up quickly. For fear that Huo Yunzheng would call again, she simply turned off her mobile phone.
Jiang Xiaobei sat on the ground, leaning against the wall, burying his head in his legs, feeling very uncomfortable, but he still couldn't hold back his tears, and fell drop by drop.
Just as she was sitting in the corner wiping her tears, the door of the ward suddenly opened, Jiang Xiaobei was stunned, and when she raised her head, she saw Dr. Song walking in.
"Xiaobei, today is the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve, the Chinese custom is to get together as a family reunion, I see you alone abroad. Now I'm in the hospital again, it's quite pitiful, I just happened to pass by here, and by the way, I brought you a dumpling, which was made by my wife herself, you can taste it!" Dr. Song said as he handed a lunch box to Jiang Xiaobei.
Jiang Xiaobei shed tears of gratitude, "Thank you, Doctor Song." "
Dr. Song said, "Thank you, it's just a little meaning, it's nothing." "
Jiang Xiaobei bowed slightly, did not speak, and held the lunch box tightly with both hands, like a treasure.
When Dr. Song left, she told her to eat it while it was hot, because it wouldn't taste good when it was cold.
Jiang Xiaobei nodded hurriedly and snorted.
This year can be said to be the bleakest time for Jiang Xiaobei, but at the same time, it also made her feel the warmest.
Mu Yunxi was sitting in the living room with a pregnancy book in her hand, but she didn't read it at all, and the maid Liu's mother on the side was busy in the kitchen.
Mu Yunxi's eyes turned to the floor-to-ceiling window, since she lived here, Huo Yunzheng had only come to see her once, or on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, he sent himself some nutritional products, then he still called him to say that there was something.
Now that half a month has passed in the blink of an eye, Huo Yunzheng has not even made a phone call, let alone look at her.
Today is the Lantern Festival, she called Huo Yunzheng and wanted him to come over to have a meal with her, but Huo Yunzheng said that he was busy and had no time, and Mu Yunxi was very unhappy.
She reached out and gently stroked her belly, now her belly is getting bigger and bigger day by day, and her movement has become a little inconvenient, the last time she went to the prenatal checkup, she really wanted Huo Yunzheng to accompany her.
Thinking that an idea flashed through Mu Yunxi's mind, she raised her eyes to look at Liu's mother, who was busy in the kitchen, then put down the book in her hand and stood up.
Liu's mother was cooking lunch in the kitchen when she suddenly heard a crisp sound in the living room and hurriedly ran out.
I saw Mu Yunxi sitting on the ground, with a broken cup on the ground on the side, Mu Yunxi stretched out his hand to cover his stomach, his face was painful, wrinkled together, and shouted in a low voice, "My stomach, my stomach hurts so much!"
Mother Liu was frightened, and hurriedly called an ambulance, and then sent Mu Yunxi to the hospital.
Huo Yunzheng was in the company when he heard a call from Liu's mother and couldn't help but be shocked, "Okay, why did you suddenly fall?"
Mother Liu said anxiously, "I don't know, Mr. Huo, you should come over quickly! Now the doctor is examining Miss Mu inside, I don't know what happened, I look at her as if she is in pain." "
Huo Yunzheng's face sank, and he said, "I'll go over immediately." After saying that, he hung up his phone.
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